well. things are starting to look bright again in my life. i mean, it allways had i guess. since i had everything i eer wanted and people aroud me that loves me. im only 17 and i consider myself as a filosofic person, i have always been told not to think to much about this and that and thinking on the meaning of that and this is not good for you, but it´s just who i am. i also have a tendency to make a drama out of everything. litterly everything. i do get myself in trouble alot and i m a complicated girl. you may think that my live is very exiting? well, it´s not. i mostly spend my time drawing on weekends and chatting with friends. but somethimes i get theese crazy ideas. like i need to cure my boredom by doing something crazy, like kissing my best friend who already have a girlfriend just to test his girlfriend if her trust issues is so big that she cant handle a relationship. it did work out good and i did tell my friend about my true intentions and he wasnt angry at me. he was happy that i cared so mutch. i did have to lie to his girfriend by telling her that i were interrested in him and i kissed him just to know if i was in love. she bought that and well it turned out good at the end. my life is never stable, but personally i don´t want it to be stable either. its just that my Epilepsy that can´t handle stress that keeps me down. i want an exiting life, one part of me wants to experience it all, bougyjumping, rave parties, driving a monster truck, jumping from a plane (with a parachute off course) but a other part of me just enjoys the stable life, reading book. walking into a labrary is like being a child and going into the candy store for the first time, drinking té. watching movies and just being in the beatiful forest when i walk the dogs, its like i have 2 personallities and i cant choose whitch one i should listen to. i am complicated and there are times when i get a massage and just suddenly get super ultra bored and just want to learn how to ride a skateboard. theres no telling of my feelings. but there is things that never changes. my family, i will always love them and i will always love-hate my siblings. i will probably never get bored of reading books and studying. but i will never be satisfied with a easy life. i just wanted to talk it all out. i feel better now, and thanks for listening :)

I try to avoid people who make posts saying..."im very philsophical" or "LOL,i'm so weird" or "im sooo interesting"
so i'm just gonna awkwardly post my opinion here and leave and never comeback......however if you're happy dont let me ruin your day....i guess........welp

>>2 oh and....."very philsophical person who gets bored by everyone else and no one is upto his/her standars of being interesting"....good luck with life.....it sure cant be too delightful being friends with you.....or maybe bec. Its the internet you're just saying all this douchey stuff but you're actually a chill person irl i dont know anymore the internet has fucked with me wayy too much

Fuck you baccano

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>>1 Next time make a better thread name, actually scratch that, never make a thread again.

Also, paragraph breaks.

TBH tl;dr.

"Filosofic"

>>8 Thank's for brightening my day :)