I'm not particularly angry or particularly depressed, but just something on my mind I haven't been able to shake off for a while.

I feel like I'm in a gypsy curse, were my predecessors gypsies? Pffft awesome if that was the case but na. I think moving around has taken a toll on my empathy level. Not that I'm not empathetic, but I'm a lot less than I should've been. Maybe it's because I'm not so ignorant. Moving around teaches you a lot, maybe too much sometimes. I learnt living with my brother can be a real challenge, living with a brother in law is a pain in the ass and staying close to your siblings houses has it's ups and downs.

I've moved about 8 houses in my lifetime, doesn't sound much but it took it's toll when the moves were at my crucial points of life. Once again I've started another crucial part in my life (University) and I'll be moving pretty soon again, the 10th house. Marriage is the cause but I don't blame it, I'm happy about my marriage-to-be. But I feel so bound by a fate, like God doesn't want me to sit down, like He wants me to stay up on my feet all the time.

Believe it or not this thought came from my mum asking me for help on moving her table. She loves moving things, she's never satisfied with things staying the same. She always wanted to 'improve' things regardless of the consequences, regardless of how much it'd age her, how much time she'd lose or the financial/emotional costs. She's never ever had a neighbourhood problem, but surprisingly she keeps moving us around. Her body moves before her brain, like it's natural.

It makes me wonder if she's running away from something. I'm not angry/upset/disappointed in her. I just wondered how someone could live in the same house for their whole childhood, something completely changed. I wonder what kind of people they are, are they ignorant? arrogant? do they know about life 'outside'?

So my nieces (who're my age) give me this really really sad puppy look every time they hear I'll be moving to another state once I'm married. But this time I don't feel sad, barely. This is just another stream of my gypsy life.

30% explanation in this pic

I thought this was a shitpost, realized you posted it. Thought "There's a complaining thread" and "I shouldn't reply or that I should sage it my reply"

>>3
Since there are several question marks, it doesn't go to the complaining thread.

>>4 Seems like a complaint as a whole

Na actuallyyyy

I think I should've posted it on random thoughts. But I knew you guys would be there oh boy.

>>5 It's not much of a complaint if I've already come to terms with it....

>>2 NaaaafuckcatsIdon'tseemtohavemuchluckwiththem.

Cat would dump me after no food for about a day or so.

>>6 More complaining...

>>6
But cats will come back when you got more food.
Men don't come back.

>>7 I think there was a "complain about people" thread somewhere here hmmmmmm <.>8 No men will 'come back' if ya got what they want, some TLC for their man colds.