I was in a relationship for a couple of years with this beautiful girl. Everything from her personality to her inexplicable desire to be with me. This girl and I were madly in love with one another yet we hated each other. We got into a big fight concerning me staying with family over a holiday instead of being with her. I got pissed and one thing led to another. Me being the one who never wants to lose an argument took it too far and asked her if her bestfriend was single(we had broken up by this point, but i knew that we would get back together). But like i said me being as stupid, foolish, and shortsighted I ended up getting with her bestfriend and it ended horribly. Me and her didnt mix well at all. Broke up a couple months later and my previous girlfriend, the love of my life, was set free. Didnt want anything to do with me. Its been 2 years since then and i cant get her out of my head. Yet she doesnt remember me at all.

The thing is she probably does remember you she just doesn't want to. But I guess hang around some friends like on the times you miss her and don't date any of her friends cause that could lead into interaction with her and that could be all sorts of bad. Idk too much though never been in a situation like this and hope all goes well bud!

To be quite honest, I haven't dated anyone since then

And thank you for your input. It really helps a lot to know that there are people i can count on to have my back. Thank you again