I'm not sure what to say anymore. I'm just dead inside, I'm honestly just so hurt with everything that's gone on that the point of kindess as drifted into a silent apathy. I still get the same old shit. Banned from here, shit talked over there, the usual shit you'd expect from these Dollars groups. But more personally I'm taking about the betryal and the let down time after time again. I'm just, dissonate. There's nothing left, just a cold, bare stillness.

I know we've disagreed before, but I hate to think there's nothing I/we could do to help. Maybe you need something that's more than the Dollars.

You know, get a life.
I know it's easy to say and hard to do, but it's the best option here.

I've thought the same thing. I'd grab the chance to acend in a heart beat, but God, where do I start looking?

>>3 I work 10 hour shifts. I dont have the time socialize

>>5 Man, that's harsh. You skipped the socialize part of growing up and went straight to working.....

Really just sounds like you could use a more concrete social outlet. Hard to find online, hard to make time for in reality.

Maybe something along the lines of online gaming could help a bit? It'd be really easy to fit a couple hours in at the end of a day, and there's plenty of free to play content.

All this, of course, is assuming it's not something you already do.

I feel like this could be taken as a cheap answer to a more serious issue, but when it comes making yourself feel better, and being more social, there's a lot of give and take. I feel it's always better to start small and build up.

It's always interesting to hear about other's social needs. There's some people who can't mentally survive without having a friend come with them to the bathroom and they hate walking alone. Then there's some who can do with just a hello from a friend to get through their day.

No ones really to be condemned here though. But why not try to incorporate your shifts and socializing together? If you don't feel up to it, how about join the Dollars Skype group and see if there's anyone up for a chat or do something online together?

Otherwise just be like NZPIEFACE and make picture using paint while complaining about wanting photoshop.

>>8 So you mean, follow my lead and be antisocial?

You can always fantasize about using other people's heads for whack-a-mole.
Or do my favorite pastime activity: Sunbathing while watching 3D couples breakup.

>>9 No that's already a given when you're a Dollar.

Draw pictures basically.

>>10 Neko, you need a better pastime activity

>>12
I'm doing that to de-stress my brain while reading some difficult reports, so why not.
Not like I'm wasting my actual free time observing people for nothing.

>>13 But that's what cats do.....

>>14
no, darling. Cats pretend to daydream to gather whatever dirt we can use to dominate all of you.

>>15 Good thing I've never owned a cat

>>16 My sis is fucked then, I think. She's a cat breeder.

Wait wait, Water the toxic saviors missing from this conversation. wat hav we dunnnn. Neko has nekofied us all.

>>17
No escape.

C'mon guys. You really derailed Toxic's thread...

>>19
Sometimes detours work best.
He can join in the conversation about cats dominating the world and no one would talk shit about him. Unless he's team dog in which case I'd clobber him.

Also from what I've seen of the posts where your name popped up >>1 you're treated like shit everywhere because you jump into intimate and deep conversations when most people prefer to talk about superficial ones.
Work the ladder.

>>20 Well, the ladder is super fucking gay right now.

Can I take the stairs instead?

>>19 Dude, it's whatever man. It happens.

Being social just isnt something I can do I guess, unless extremely deep and profound things are happening, I usually just get annoyed and start yelling at everyone. Antisocial introverres extesential anxiety.

>>21
Sure, why not. Most people take elevators, though.

>>22
Isn't that what BBS is for? You can even practice your fake persona here if you're desperate. The news board is a good place to start, btw.

>>22 >>23 Or try changing your clothing style a bit. Punk to goth to flowery to average, etc.

Just don't go naked.

>>17 She's fucked......

>>24 I say go skinny dipping once then never do it again

All I can say about feeling empty inside is to keep moving forward, no matter what happens.