>>2 That's why I don't trust psychologists and doctors when it comes to mental health but I have no one else to turn to. After last time, I moved to a different city and cut ties with all my childhood friends so no one currently knows what I'm going through and what I'm capable of.
On one side, it's easier for me to remain calm when people aren't constantly worrying about me but then again, no one has my back either. The fact that there is no one to stop me; it kinda scares me.
But thank you for your encouragement.