forgive my improper grammar and punctuation but im just done

so my best friend is dating a junior (we are freshmen) and he proposed to her yesterday and she flipped out and now he denies that he ever did it and its pissing her off and now everytime i see her she either refuses to talk to anyone or is crying and seeking comfort from me.

though im dealing with my own psychotic ex whose now been showing up at my work. my own mother is stating im a mistake she regrets and i just want to fucking die.

Ah you're the same one that posted earlier regarding your (ex-)boyfriend right? Dude, if he shows up at work and starts harassing you or stalking you or whatever, go to the authorities and get a retraining order if things get out of control. These guys are usually unstable and can become dangerous.

Don't ever believe you're a mistake. That's the worst thing any parent can say to their children, she doesn't deserve to be called a mother.

Soldier on. Really. Focus on yourself, build and work for your own future so you can find your own happiness. Forget the people who are making you miserable, they don't deserve your company. There are people in this world who would love to be your real friend and care for you and would not want to see you dead, and you will find them one day. Hang on until then, life is worth living, even if it has its ups and downs, more for some and less for others :)

Take care of yourself <3