>>1 Your right about the world being cruel. But, to quote Rin Okumara, "Life's a bitch, and if its easy, your not doing it right." The world is a massive place and its important that know that. There is beauty in this world, and you need to make sure you are there to see it. If you cant deal with something change it, you have us to back you up.
Don't let being a pessimist get in the way thinking optimistically.