i just broke up with my girlfriend. the reson i did that was because i´m not in the mental shape to be in a relationship, and i also think that we would suit better as best friends... she told me so much stuff that makes me feel guilty for breaking up. "it feels like my heart was made of ice before i met you" i´m moved by that, i´m glad that i could make her feel better, but the day we broke up was a really bad day, her taxi had to wait so she was in my room crying,. i saw her tears. i held her in my arms and i started cry too.. not because i wanted to get back together, but because i hurt her so much. i don´t mind being alone for a while. but i feel like i don´t want her too feel bad, i guess it´s natural for her to feel this way, but i just want to be friends. right now i feel terrible. i know i made a big part of her life and was like a sunshine for her. she said that when i broke up that she does not know how long time she has left before she will do her surgery, and there is a big chans that she will become blind. "we might have been together for only 2 months, but those two months have been the best of my life" i feel so bad for this. i don´t want to be together with her just to make her happy, i want both of us to be happy, i hope she will get over it. if not, i´ll don´t know what will happen...