Last night was rough... My parents were fighting and I couldn't do anything again. Then, my mom's boyfriend told me to kill myself. I need mental support.

Live your own rule. Even though life is hard, it's also very beautiful. Remember the happiest moments of your life and fight to bring them back. Don't run away. You only live once and you are not alone, kurai-san. Fight for life, fight for love and peace. we know you can do it! :)

life is ment to be balanced. withought balance the world would fall apart. for every bad moment in life there is also a good moment. remember things wont always be bad. remember that when things get bad they will always get better.

I dont get the mom's boyfriend part. Theres no real reason for you to die. Just live on till you can live peacefully. If its to bad think of how you would want to live and prepare for when you leave.

Not sure if this will make you feel better, but I remembered a time when my parents were visciously arguing with each other (well, my mum more like it). Then mum slapped me and told me to go kill myself, twice. She started getting closer and instead of taking whatever blow she'll give me, I instinctively backed away from her and started running.

My point is, don't try to take the blows. It's natural to want to run because if someone wants you dead, then they're probably not safe to stay around naturally. I'm not sure how old your mom's bf is but if he's being quite the uh.....bitch, then lay it down like a boss. I don't really have much of a choice with my mum cuz' she's well......my mum >"<

I'm sorry to hear that. Life is tough....I hope you find your help . I can relate.