My life fuckings sucks ,i suck too, the day i started university or so my life is getinng boringg,got no people to truly understand me,i go out once a weekk with friends lets say they are freinds in university ,im just the lonely fella creepy guy that girlss will speak to him once in a whilee,well im no sad cause i dont get any attention of themm mostlyy ,i dont know what to talk with people there or how to smilee,last year they made miserable wanted to suicide ,mostly today i failed my exam in uni ,i know i fucking tried but i am sad cause my life is no geting any better or in university i fail,i have distanced myself so i dont get hurt.the main problem is when i see how other people students live so fufiling lifes and i just cant do that, also in octeber had something with a girl who truly undesrstood me,its fun to talk to her,but then she dumbed cause of her boyfreind even we kissed ,also im 21 years old stil virgin never had relashionship is that also part of my sadness i wonder or im getingg psyko crazyy, had broken teeth till my 18 hadnt ever truly smiled to anyone or even hated myself for being born,though if i get girl that will change but didnt ,even i had that once my parentds didnt like her im going downhiill with everything know ,im gonna just put an end even if i finish what do i do aftes have a job pay hooker for sex and live that shity life ,im realy going to hell .i did something stupid in high too but i dont think of that or else i should have died long time a go.im a pathetic bastard my mom tell to believe in god yeahh what did came nothing came .of that i dont if will be able to save mylsef.

And you won't reach enlightenment like that.

NZPIEFACE, my good man, I'm going to say this as kind as I can: Fuck off. If you're not to help others here in personal go elsewhere. Honestly I think you are disgusting and it feels like you're just here to make yourself feel better about yourself. All your messages here are heartless and nauseating. For all I know you could be a 40 something yr old bum but really you're acting like a 12 year old douchebag who's trying to be funny. If you have nothing nice or kind to say, then STFU thank you very much.

>>1 Maybe try looking at your situation from a perspective where you don't let your emotions distort your ideas and try to find a logical approach to fix things. And whatever you do, no matter how crappy your life is, no matter whether your back is against a wall, don't ever give up. You were blessed with your life, YOUR life, no one's else. It's yours to live and yours to change! Don't lose hope, because you are amazing, you just haven't realised it (^_-)~

Kiyomi

>>3 The irony ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

If you search up 'CoryxKenshin' on youtube, you might find the 2015 events vid he made. He dropped uni and took on YouTube full time because it gave him joy. You could also try that if you like, youtube or maybe blogging. I have no idea much you can get paid or how you even get paid but I know it is possible! Good luck and yeah life is shit but since we are alive we can't help searching for happiness. I'd rather die happy than depressed, whether we lose everything when we die or begin a new journey.

>>3 with all do respect, I'm wildy regarded as an angry, dense asshole who is like cancer to the Dollars. Might I say the same about myself, disregarding that all that is good may not exactly be glittery and gold? But there is a law of catharticism. And sometimes you can't be the good guy or the most popular candidate to make a point a lot of people who are all nice and proper are brave enough to admit to themselves.

>>1 You'll find the right people in your life someday, whether you search or whether they just pop in. Who knows. Life is funny that way. But just have hope, trust in God, whatever your dream is or your talents, keep them up and just focus on your goals, work hard, don't give up, and the rest will follow :)
>>3 Completely agree.
>>5 Gaining money on Youtube is done through an adsense account which gives you a dollar for every 1,000 views a monetized video gets, so if you're a good enough youtuber and average at least 70,000 views, you can have success.

Come on don`t think like that , you should have more faith in yourself and you are really lucky to be you right now remember they are humans out there that don`t even have food or water to survive , your life is like paradise in their eyes so don`t give up and don`t ever think of suiciding , be positive , I know how you feel I walked a similar road and still think I`m walking this road :P . My word of advice is for you to change be more dynamic in your life , catch the opportunities you will find and don`t waste it on your silly thoughts!

ok look life isn't a paridise and never will be. life sucks people suck work school at times everything suck alot!... probaly not what you want to hear and probaly not helping but dude you cant just give up! you cant let life win all right! do you honestly think that all those people us included all have perfact lifes! no! my life is as perfact as a pile of crap and me im as worthless as a fly! but you know what, i dont care! im going to take controll and climb out of the crap but no ones going to just come and pull you out all right so quite feeling sorry for your self and do somthing about it! any ways sorry if i afened you in any way.

Accept yourself as you are. World does not look like it but it will give you a second chance. What will you make of it is your thing.

Don't try following others' rules. What's wrong with fail? What's wrong with being virgin at 21? I just seem you try to be the Guy you society has told you is the best.
In fact, I don't think you should be waiting for someone to change you. Just DO AS YOU PLEASE TRYING TO BE THE BEST PERSON YOU CAN ACCORDING TO YOUR MORALS.
About going to hell...
Well, if you really believe in life after the death, talk about that with someone you trust, a priest for example and try to fix your errors or whatever they told you. If not, well, there's not worth on suicide because you'll disapear so won't be better. You just won't be and only have known that miserable life you speak of.

Hope.
The god I believe in forgives you if you really regret.