I know that I have a boring life, and I cling to one of my friends, we just got back to school today from winter break, and our CCR changed, and now I only have one class with my friend. Lately I have been hearing people whispering terrible things about me, I try to ignore it, but when I'm alone, I just break down in tears. I haven't been able to talk to my friend for a while either, and it's been getting to me lately. Thing have been terrible last year, so many people in my family passed away, an it's been affecting the whole family, I want to help cheer them up, but I don't even have the confidence that I used to have. It's like my effort to stay upbeat is slowly dying away, and it hurts.

Stay strong, keep going. The people who are saying mean things behind your back are most likely hypocrites. When people say bad things about someone else, it is usually because they recognize a part of themselves in that person and want to get rid of it. I go through not having classes with my friends too, but you can change that by making more friends or enjoying the class so much you no longer worry about having friends in it. Classes with friends are fun, but can be some of the hardest. When I have a friend with me in a class I talk too much, when I don't I say no more than a word per class period. Try to see the good in these things, and when those people say mean things about you, don't take it personally, and try not to pity yourself, but them.

What Hitsuji said, I agree with them~~!

Make the effort to do that, make sure that their good advice is not wasted :)