Yup, I'm really considering that. I get good grades and everything, but it feels like my parents don't love me at all. My dad completely ignores my existence and my mum yells at me for everything. She yells at me if I spill ONE little grain of rice. And she treats other people better than she does to me. Yesterday she told me to sit on a log for one hour just so she could buy stuff with her colleague's daughter. My sister isn't any help either; she's in Japan and is overall a jerk anyways. I can't think anymore. My mind's blank.

Killing someone with a blank mind might not be a good idea. You won't be able to formulate any escape plans or deal with the aftermath.

I understand how you feel but killing your mother isn't the option you should go for. I've also reached the point where I desperately wanted to murder my own mother out of anger and hatred due to the fact that she treated me horribly. You should calm down first and try to be more tolerant towards your mother. You can try explaining to her what you feel or you can talk to or a close friend about it. If the relationship with your mother doesn't work out, you could live away from her in future. But please don't resort to murder, you still have a future ahead of you.

Lol. As if your situation isn't common at all. You obviously just want some love and attention. Grow up. If your intentions are right and justified, that would mean a couple hundred thousand parents would have been murdered by their children already, but nothing like that has ever happened on a grand scale. And you say she 'shouts' at you? Pfft. Big deal. Tell me how often she physcially abuses you and then I'll give you some more help. You'd feel like shit after killing someone, anyone really. Don't let your hormones get to you, kid. There are plenty of other people that should be killed - not just some Asian mother who's really stressed and takes it out on her child.

If you're naïve enough to ignore what I said and try to kill her anyway, you're obviously gonna get caught or your mother will catch you trying to kill her. Just imagine the punishment you will have to receive afterwards.

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Holo The Wise Wolf. I understand what you are saying but perhaps your approach isn't really the wisest. This child here is obviously angry and feels unwanted. You are merely adding oil to the fire with the tone you are using. I agree with your reasoning but not the approach.


Don't kill your mother. Talk to her, talk to a friend, move out with another relative, or wait until you grow older to make your own decisions. That is what I did.
I'd rather spend my years feeling unwanted with a roof under my head, food, and an education rather than stuck behind bars where the prisoners and guards abuse you physically and emotionally and still feeling lonely and unwanted.

White knight. Sigh..

A godly apparition does not have time to adapt to trivial human formalities. Also, I'm not anyone's friend here; I am truth.

But yeah. You're right. I should have been more indirectly snide and more sarcastic in my approach. I guess I was too impatient here. A wolf is a beast.

Alright, I'm adding fuel to the fire.
When giving someone an advice, you're giving yourself the same advice at the same time, so if you're spoiling someone else, you're spoiling yourself and if you're being sarcastic, that also applies to yourself.

Mmmm I need a catchphrase.. Meow?

I can agree with that. I've been close to becoming depressed many times but my sarcastic and savage derision towards people in that category has led me to becoming who I am now, a witty but insignificant loser who has an impressive repertoire of waifus and waifu-material. I'm fine with that as long as I can live depression-free. Criticism makes the world go round.



'Tis a good moon

(No please don't do it !! For your family's sake and because you'll end up with the guys I play board games and do activities with every week)

I don't have the right to tell you what to do since I cannot fully understand how you feel or what you've been through but if you truly feel unloved, how about getting good grades and doing awesome things for yourself? Whether your parents appreciate your good grades etc or not, you are doing this for yourself and you will have a good life :) This is just my opinion but I think they are just being awfully strict on you because they want you to be as good as possible. Personally I find that horrible, worst when they compare you with other people's children. Maybe if you tell them how you feel will help. If they rage and disregard what you said then they have some issues

hiroki?what do you mean?