So, I don't know when I decided to fuck my life over. I'm a college student, 19 years old. This year has been awful for I have nothing anymore, I lost the money, the studies, my friends, the girl I loved, my family. Everything went to shit around October. I don't know what to do anymore... I need someone, but I'm left alone now till December ends. I flunked all my classes chasing a girl who loved someone else, I spent my money on her. My dad and eye don't seem eye to eye anymore (don't know why he just hate's me since 7th grade) my mother gave up on me... I don't know what choices I have, get a job? I had one! And still the money didn't reached for my needs, I can't afford an apartment or anything... Agh!!! I'm tired, I'm tired of feeling like this...

This might not help but change everything. Its a lot easier said than done though don't get me wrong but nothing will happen for the better unless you change yourself.fuck that girl, fuck your parents, fuck your grades. Stop looking at whats going wrong and start trying to make it better. Prove to yourself and everyone that that you're not gonna be life's bitch about this. Life's swing hard but youre swinging harder.

Life is hard. It takes time to get over things. Just stay alive and push through. Find something to start with, maybe your relationship with a family member, maybe try to improve your grades. If you have a goal you will have something to live for and work towards. If you don't see a way in the foreseeable future to fix your problems, take up a hobby to deal with your stress. Learn martial arts, try fencing. I have found combat sports really relieve stress because you are encouraged to hit something. If that isn't your style, try something else. It's all up to you to get your life in line, but asking for help here is a great place to start. If you need help further than this and like my ideas contact me at Hitsuji.dollars@gmail.com.

>>1 You fucked up, so jump if you want to. That is, if you have the resolve to see death coming at you at 9.8m/s^2.
Honestly, if you have the heart to kill your self, why don't you try putting that resolve somewhere else, like, you know, doing something right for once.

No matter what your situation is killing yourself won't solve anything, in fact, it will make it worse. Personally I think killing yourself is the ultimate shame, and doing so will make you life's bitch. if the woman you loved used you for your money and didn't respect your feelings for her, them SCREW HER. If your friends don't like you for who you are, then SCREW THEM. If your own father doesn't respect his son for who he is, then SCREW HIM. If you want to do something right then find what you want to do in life and don't let anyone knock you down on the way, fill your life with people you can trust. And know matter what happens to you, don't become life's bitch.

Can you please explain further how this situation came about? We all want to help, but can't really do anything without more details about how you got to this point

I know you can be tougher than your saying you are. If you give up, your throwing away your chance to make one of the biggest changes in your life. If you don't stop trying to find a way out of all the hard situations your in, you'll most likely turn out okay. Don't you think not giving up is worth it if your able to look back on your life later and see how far you've made it. If you're not feeling very grateful of the life that you're living now, you should just keep living until you've made a change in your life that's worth being grateful for. Once you end your life, you have to play by the rules of death. Who's to say that they're easier than the options you have while living. At least right now you have authority over what you do with your life. Please don't just throw it away. I hope you realize that hard times aren't mean't to last forever. Not saying that they won't come up every so often in life, but everyone is trying to figure out how to deal with them, so let death come on it's own schedule, it's not something to rush. Your not done yet. Stay tough till the end

I hope this helped