It's just recently and still fresh for me. This feelings I shouldn't be feeling or I thought I shouldn't claim. He's very far from where I am and we just met on the internet. He's kind and nice. Very hilarious and very gentleman. I don't mind having a friend online. He's fun to chat with. I don't know how and when it started. I just felt this sudden stab at me when another friend online asked me about him and talks about how he's important to her. I wished I didn't do what I did back then because I told her to talk to him so that they can be close. I told her to be herself so they can always chat with each other. That's when the more sad thing happened. They became really close and I became a side character all of a sudden. Felt disregard. They never know I were and not in the room. I don't know what they're talking about lately and felt really left behind. That hurts me the most. I just let this one out. I don't know where to go and cry out this feelings. We actually met in Drrrchat so I guess that's why I write it down here.
Well, let me first say that I'm sure this isn't the first time it's happened. Although, I can relate to a similar situation, and actually lost a few people to it. With these chats being anonymous as they are, it's hard to make any real connections with another individual without talking to them and getting to know each other personally. It's very unfortunate that you have to bear with that. I hope that things can start looking up for you, and, I'm positive that many others, including myself, will gladly chat with you. As far as I can tell, everyone I've talked to have either gotten along, or they're just a separate group, and I'll visit them once in a while. If you ever just wanna chat, lemme know.
You won't know the person completely, if you just chat with him in pc. Just let them know you're left out and felt awkward when you don't know what they're talking about. You know what? Don't trust my advice. I'm advoiding social media altogether, and I haven't chat with anyone for months now.
>>5 Jill, yeah. totally true that you won't be able to know the person a 100%. But the feelings can't be determined by that though I'm okay right now with this friendship we have :) Thanks though for your thughts.
