ummm... I guess you can say I'm feeling down.
I'm kinda a loner in classes and no one really talks to me. Sometimes they say they want me to come sit with them but then they kinda don't talk to me.
My art teacher was mad at me because i didn't do some homework but i had lots of other things to do too...(art is my fave subject) I need to keep my grades up or I'm threatened to go to boarding school and stuff... i get constant hate online as well through Dollars and Tumblr etc
I say it doesn't get to me but all of this builds up and i feel like crying and stuff...
i really don't know how to express stuff....
sorry.

Apologies my dear, this world is a cruel place.

Do not forsaken your self whatever the struggle may be. You have a heart and a head, and I hope you mind the beauty to use them in a way to make yourself feel relinquished. There will aways be those who ravish our lives with hate and negativity. However there are also those who sit ready to listen and to care, as little as there may be. Should you ever need reassurance- don't hesitate to look my way-

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Don't worry dearie, you're not alone! You must be strong, all these small things can build up and become big problems. you actually sound a lot like me. I felt lost, like being given a puzzle with no solution. everything felt jumbled up an confusing. I made a list of everything that was bothering me. all my tangled thoughts were easier to read then. You said you like art yeah? you could start small and keep a planner for your homework, and write everything down! that way you can see what you have to do, and not worry if you forgot anything. And when you do it, you get to physically cross it off the list, which makes me feel better at least. best of luck to you!

You should cry. I personally find it very helpful and I feel clear-headed afterwards.

I was kind of in a situation like you but I had a friend at the beginning of the year but then they left in the middle of the year and I was all alone for the rest of the year. Whenever I had to do any group projects I was paired with a bully. I am no master at making friends, but I truly thank my teacher because she was the one who helped me make friends. Sometimes you need a helping hand from someone to get started. Now, I have lots of great friends. I told you earlier I am no master at making friends, but getting to know loners may help you. I remember I am a kind of person that needs a helping hand to get started so I hope if you struggle that you will get a helping hand. I can try to help you, but as I said I am no master and my advice is not the greatest, but if need help email me.

sevn.dollars@gmail.com

Thanks guys, this is really helpful! ^^