This happened today:

During Science (second-to-the-last period), I was just jokingly trying to piss off my guy friend, but then he gets really pissed and humiliates me in class. I got really angry, because it reminds me of what happened in my past... and it just got repeated. I was so mad, and I hold grudges for a LONG time.
Once the last period of class was done, me and my group of friends were waiting outside. He was there, and I was still mad about it. I was quiet when we were walking back to our homes. Only 1 out of 6 could notice my quietness, because I wasn't usually quiet around my friends. Then we reached my home, then went back.

We chatted online and stuff, and was still pretty mad. I started to rant in our group chat, and soon felt very depressed or something. The friend that could see my depression and another friend were comforting me. The guy that humiliated me was just seenzoning. Not only just humiliate me, BUT SEENZONE WHEN ONE OF YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE IN NEED OF HELP. I got angry I talked shit. He finally spoke up only to just get mad at me. Those two friends were telling us to stop fighting, but we didn't. I was so tired of this shit, I left the group chat.

I have to see their faces tomorrow, and I don't know what to do... Someone, help me?

You can always skip school for a few days. Or wear blindfold.
Otherwise bring a pet cat and have him sit on your head while you give cold stares to your friends.
Ah youth~

that's kinda serious :/ but I know you can handle it sometimes :)
anyway, why don't you just forgive him so you won't repeat the past that you felt again? ._.

>>3 I agree. Just forgive him... Maybe hes didn't realize that you were joking. Apologize to him. At least pm him that you were just joking. Then, let time pass. No offense but, both of you and him are to be blame. If hes a real man he could've just forgive you. Just chill.

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>>4

Thanks for the advice! I'll try to apologize somehow, thanks again! ^_^

Danielle.

Don't try to piss of people. Even if it's in a joking matter, they might see it different.