I'm super stressed with this high school year since applying for university is only a month to two away and my marks aren't the greatest. They are already plummeting and I'm already trying my hardest but it doesn't seem good enough. I don't even know if I can make it now.
Wish I could just lie here in bed and never wake up again.
I've gotten great advice from fellow dollars before but now I've given up asking for it bcus I'm far too depressed.
A few words of encouragement would be nice please...

Well, I am not good in encouraging people but I will just say what is on my mind while reading this. Do not give up. We all know that you can't change what was already happened but doing your best now even though you think it will not make any difference, maybe it will lessen your feelings of regrets and sadness. Just make sure that you take this experience as a lesson and do better next time. Only you can help yourself.

As a teacher I will tell you a little secret ;b Don't measure yourself by your marks, everyone as a talent and can make them work everything out.
I'm really against considering a student "just another number" they're all people,different people, and if you give up the world might be missing an unpolished diamond!

It'll be fine as long as you give your best! It may seem imlossible but if you keel trying for a bit longer maybe things will work your way, you don't lose anything for trying!

Shintaiiiii *Picks you up from the bed* >_<

You seemed to sting one of my inner emotions that feels the same way. I'm only a few months away too for applying to a uni and I've struggled my whole life to even become an average. But maybe the reason why all the doors are closed, so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road. Things won't always go your way and when they don't, you just gotta learn as much as you can along the way. I still want to be able to use my knowledge of my experience and pass it on to others.

Thanks you guys I really appreciate it :)