I have no friends anymore i have never been social because of my extreme clinical depression i just wish i would die all the time if anyone would like to be friends or talk you can email me at HuffBrandon20122@gmail.com or text me at 8102826753 thank you all for taling the time to read this.

Hey! Any particular reason why you feel like this ? Is it just clinical or has it been triggered by anything in particular ?

Its clinical but theres been allot in my life that just makes it worse.

Any specific thing or is it many things? Do you want to talk about it?

Its multiple things ive lost my fiancee, my friends just recently my mother was attacked and is now paralyzed for life my brother is severely mentally challenged and im the one taking care of him alone and there are a few more private things too.

Get a hobby. Go to the gym. Do you have a job?

Firstly, breathe. Deeply.

I'm sorry for the things that's happened to you, but my dad always says... life goes on. Cheesy as it sounds, it's true. My mother is actually suffering from a heart condition + among other things (she's still OK but at times she feels certain...things) so my dad always tells us that whatever happens, life goes on. It's hard to accept how you have to force yourself to get up when you just want to lie down and let the whole world swallow you alive, no? Ah, but we have to if we want to continue living. Dying is for the dying, as they say.

So your situation is very dire, but not unlivable. Deal with things one thing at a time. Change the things you want and can change, accept the things you can't. These are all easier said than done and is actually pretty obvious, but I guess reminding you would be worth a shot.

get over yourself there are other people who have it worse.

>>8 ...would it not follow that I shouldn't feel happy because some people have it better?

It is true that there are others who have it more rough, however, it does not mean you have no right to be sad or depressed. It is okay to be sad but as already mentioned life must go on. I hope you find your strenght through your hardships.

I am quite knowledgeable with depression. But I'm still not yet an expert. May I ask if you have gone to a Psychologist? (I assume you already done this though).

I'm not much of a conversationist or one to give advise to strangers. Especially in your case I don't want to say something that might make matters worse for your mental or physical health but maybe you can go to 7cupsoftea.com