This thread is for saying things you can't say to people, or a specific person
i.e.

I wish you were never born, why do you have to have that kind of relationship with him...

Why do you expect me to open up? Why should I trust you or anyone else? I can see through how fake you are.

Ah, you're so cunning and brilliant!! I wanted to be your best friend, your ally, but I think that kind of relationship wouldn't be left in peace in this kind of establishment. The way we should be related, the limits of it, it'd make our lives complicated. Yes, you asked me for coffee, sorry I had to refuse. It's.... ah, complicated. Rumours would spread like wildfire. It would be bad for both your career and my journey here. Our circumstances had made our union unfortunate.

I suppose, for now, it would be better for us to remain as strangers towards one another. Saying hi when we come across each other doesn't seem obviously awkward . Well, externally. Maybe...just maybe, after I am through with this, we can go out for coffee.

stop acting like a freaking bitch! well yeah i get it that you have problems but what gives you the right to take it out on me?! we used to be friends. but now you are just angry and sad and just quiet all the time. i try too help you but you just get angry all the freaking time! well you're welcome! i´m tired of taking your shit. come and talk to me when you stop acting like a bitch okay? >:(

wow i really needed to get this out! this thread is really helpful!

Can everyone stop being such a whiny fckin' bitch?! People are literally crying about how 'low' they fcking are and does no one not see how I AM THE LOWEST ON AND NO ONE COMES TO COMFORT ME. The people crying are either fucking selfish assholes or just really fcking stupid. I'M REALLY TRYING TO STAY STRONG FOR MYSELF AND I KNOW I'M THE KIND THAT DOESN'T CRY. BUT SERIOUSLY, you're in the fcking TOP THREE AND YOU ARE CRYING ABOUT IT WHILE EVERYONE IS TREATING YOU LIKE A PRINCESS. I'M A STUPID 31 AND NO ONE CAME TO ME,...

So please...

Just- PLEASE-

EVERYONE. SHUT. THE FCK. UP

People, people so noisy these people. They strife and struggle and claw at their dreams like a cat would claw at a bird, these people who don't have any spark. I hate people for they aren't alive they aren't even dead! they just exist and coexist in a stagnant pool of gruesome aspirations that they call society. But as night comes around I stare at this starless sky and scream, for I also am people.. I love people.

Why can't i be like you, why are you so much better?

also, bump

Can't you atleast try to call me by my pronouns?

I wish you could try to understand me too.


bump

I am so sorry. You are my absolute most closest best friend, but the lack of distance drains me so so much. And as much as you love that closeness, I really want it gone. I swear you are making it so that there is literally no gap at all.

Stop overestimating me. Here, my fingers bleed, but I enjoy doing work. However, I will never become the perfect daughter you wished for. Anymore, and I may no longer want to live.

Sorry. I wnat to trust you guys but i can't. I keep looking for when you are going to betray me. I keep looking over my shoulder, expecting you to be there talking about how gullible i am. You asked me "we are your friends right?" and i said yes. I said i trusted you guys, and i want to but i can't. It's not you it's me. Sorry.

It's so hard. It's getting bad again. Only three weeks out now and it's back to bad already? Why? I don't have control, why can I never get control? I just twitch and wince, I can't shove back the memories anymore. So much hurt. Stop, STOP TOUCHING ME! DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME! I don't want this, I never wanted this. I can't concentrate. So much to do, I need to get started. Why are all of you always there. Stop.stop. why am I always everyone's problem?

Thank you. This place has been so helpful. I apologize if I end up coming here a lot :)

You're disgusting.

I feel nothing but disgust for you. I'm trying, but you're so blind and ignorant. I just want to fly. LIES.

About 90% of people who say others are ignorant are ignoramus maximus themselves.

The ignorant learns, the stupid knows and refrains to accept new knowledge.

>>18 true :3

>>17 Okay then, not ignorant, because even I know that's not the right term for it. Just extremely biased due to religion.

Why do you ignore me? Is it because of something I said? I'm sorry, but I never chose to love those who I care about. My friends are my family and I refuse to forsake them. Ég elska ykkar, öll af ykkar.

Love, you are my bestfriend, I love you so so much. If you'll never see this, more likely than not, I wonder when you said you loved me did you mean it? When I said I loved you did you believe me? Were you scared of what could be, or was it me? Despite my silent cries, and creeping anxiety, you'll never see. I'm okay with that for now. It's time for me to say goodbye, but even so...I still listen to your favorite songs, watch your favorite movies and wonder are you happy and following your dreams. I hope that you'll become happy, and I don't know what's to become of us, it's painfully real. Some day I will heal and maybe I won't be afraid of loving too deeply anymore, because now I'm terribly afraid of letting anyone in my life, afraid they'll get too close. Love, you made me an amazing person, if only you knew. I loved you so. The words, I'm afraid never came out right and my hand always hesitated. So goodbye and I hope the next person you love treats you well, and you don't forget me.

Fuck, why does it never get through your head? Why do you refuse to accept my opinion? Why even ask my damn opinion? You're always bringing the fight to me! What have I ever done but exist in your life?! Trust me, If I could get away I would, but right now I'm stuck with you and you're stuck with me. Oh and another thing, don't fucking use my brothers or me to fulfill your shitty wants and needs.

Its been five years since I have seen that smile on your face not that I havent looked at you in the mirror recently but its been forever since yoou felt the need the rage inside and now I see that you are back

i'm tired. i'm really fucking tired. How long will it be before you notice that i'm tired. I need your help but i don't want to ask for it.
Ahh, i forgot. You can't help me. no one can. I'm alone with these thoughts. I can't focus.I keep forgetting things. I'm losing my mind. I'm losing myself and there's no one beside me. Should i just continue to fall?

I can't take it anymore. What right does it give you to judge my actions when you don't know anything. Why do they call me a whore when I wear a tank top and Jeans but when I wear a tshirt and jeans they constantly ask if I'm lesbian. If I say no the first time that means it still means no the fourth time you say it too! I have nothing wrong against the LGBT community but seriously they have to constantly ask that question. But why do they, people I don't even talk to, try to bud into my dating life. Why do they have to judge on appearance or how athletic I am? Can you stop? Can you stop the questions or the judgemental stares? Can you stop trying to be my friend just to get gossip information? Just stop.

Hey hey wait, don't call me a lunatic! Some thing needs to be destroyed to be better rebuilt again it's trueeee. Even war! Okay I'll confess I could be a bit sadistic...maybe a bit? ^_^''...

Also by the way I had a not-so-huge but constant crush on you. When you talked, shouted, smiled etc etc. Despite you hating school and me being the opposite I wish I was able to open up to you a bit more hehe... Right I hope you didn't catch on to me having dirty thoughts (plz don't kill me ._.)

I give up.

you're right. you're completely right. i'm afraid of living but also afraid of taking my own life bc i don't wanna deal with the consequences that come with either choice. I hate to admitt this but you're right. I should try harder. I need to get over everything sooner or later. So I'm trying to work on living more nowadays, but I'm not doing it to make you proud of me, I'm doing this for myself.

I'm an ordinary person and there's not much special about me, but I've learned to be more okay with this. And maybe my life won't be the happiest, and maybe my depression will still lurk within, but I'm okay with that. I'm still learning to be okay with this. I'm going to be a forgotten memory, a broken equipment, a foreign static noise on the radio.

i didn't want to fall in love; not at all. but then, at one point you looked at me with that heartwarming smile, &, holy shit, i blew it. i'll find the courage to tell you someday in my dreams.

im sorry but i cant take hanging out with you anymore...all the things ive helped you with, all the times that ive listened when you cried but im throwing myself at you and getting nothing in return but a smile and nothing else...you hang out with my friends more than i can and it irritates me like your pushing me out of my own group so i cant help you anymore...because you obviously dont need me..

I dissociate from my body a lot. Sometimes it's like it acts on its own. Completely different from me. My buddies don't get it, nobody gets it... perhaps I word it wrong? They say I'm just forgetful. Just temperamental. It pisses me off to no end, and if I could act on it I would. But sometimes my thoughts don't go through, and I'm a 'doormat'.

I'm not supposed to care if it's my sister or not, if you can't handle your own mistakes at almost 40 and you can't take care of the kids you already have and you don't have a place to stay you should not have another kid.

You talking about your depression until 12 on school nights is the reason why I failed my HBio test. You talked and talked, and every time I tried to say goodbye you kept on saying that you wanted to die. I can't leave you feeling suicidal. I know you need help. Go to an effing therapist ho