1 Name: Hinoga : 2015-11-12 20:07 ID:O8vDp5/P [Del]
Its a little bit of a weird feeling, so I don't know how I'll explain it, but I'll try. Everytime I try to explain this to someone close to me, they freak out and say that I'm depressed and that I should see someone about it.. But I'm not sad
My life is good right now; I have the boyfriend of my dreams, I have my health, I have a roof over my head, understanding, supportive and loving parents, and an adorable dog by my side. However, I still want to die. And its not because my life is bad.. Its more like, my life is so good right now, I'm so happy right now that I just KNOW something extremely bad is going to happen to me.. and that I'd rather die when I'm happy than live through that sadness...
Well, if you read this, thank you! I don't expect you guys to have answers, just felt like telling someone who hopefully won't just tell me I'm depressed !
2 Name: Kuzuhara Hiroki : 2015-11-12 20:43 ID:vQTVRlN2 [Del]
I understand what you mean, and I would feel like this too but I have someone important to me so I don't want to die because I won't be able to see her again if I do..anyway
People get stronger when they get in more and more hard problems. They are maybe weak at first but then they decide to be strong every time. It's hard when you are in a difficult situation but this situation will make you stronger.
There's no one in this world who is going to be happy ALL their lives. You will be sad for at least a second, you can't be happy for ever. Be strong and enjoy life. I'm sure you are still young, so enjoy the time you still have.
