I'd like to experience something thrilling. Something that'll put me in a certain danger or something. I have no idea why. I'm getting an apartment soon and I'll be fending for myself but I feel like that won't be enough to satisfy my desires. What am I even doing or thinking. I wouldn't mind dying but I don't WANT to. I just want to have dangerous experiences for whatever reason.

Your desire sounds very intertaining
If i just knew something to help you i would give you the tips
But a shame
I dont
But i get your feeling wanting something that gives that push
Way better than any drug ride

I don't want to be involved with drugs. Just danger. Dangerous people or dangerous activity

I've also thought of that.

That the only way for me to feel alive, the only way for me to grasp my liveliness, is if I put it on the line.

Yes, this would come across to some as a 'dumb idea', 'ridiculous', or 'reckless', but it's true.

Ah, why not try extreme sports?

Sports don't really interest me.
I've always hated sports due to my families excessive love of them.
Trying to find a dangerous activity or something of the sorts is so complicated. It just makes me want it more.

Ohh, that actually pretty common, everyone want their life to be like in Manga, Anime, right? But I can't tell you to do dangerous stuff, cause...well...it's dangerous :v. Sooooo, ever heard of Role Playing Games? You can be a character and feel through it. if you want to have extreme, thrilling feeling then should try Horror game. Of course it can't be like in real life, but it's do have things that real life don't (and game right now are getting more and more realistic too)

I don't really want my life to be like an anime or manga. I just want to experience actual danger or something. I usually play horror games or rpgs but they're just old now.

May I ask some tittle of the games you have played?

I don't remember most of the games I've played since it's been so long but recently I play Skyrim, Dark souls and Cry of Fear the most.

I'm not really a gamer..

I see. Well, I haven't tried extreme sports myself... so I wouldn't really know. Heh. Ah well, it was worth a shot.

I feel the same way, I'm just bored most of the time and just want to have something interesting, good or bad, happen.

You should definitely get in trouble once in a while, just don't be stupid and go fight bears. You could get in an abandoned site or play a prank on someone else on the street, dunno about you but I'm more of a adrenaline seeker than seeking for danger.

Maybe it's because I've lived a sheltered life. My mom was always critical of boyfriends and friends that she hardly approved of anyone so I never got to go anywhere...

You''ve got spelled it out for you then :D Get some good friends, find yourself a nice boy and hang out without thinking about cloudy concepts like "Morals" What I like to think is "If you don't hurt somebody with your actions, wheter they be direct or indirect, then it's not bad" If your mom thinks you going out with people that haven't hurt anyone else, then I'm sorry for being blunt but she's just dragging you down.

>>15 * Thinks you going out with people that haven't hurt anyone else is bad.

-the real world is dangerous and even living alone is a tough thing to do.. for now you might have free time to think like this but if you live your life
-get out of your comfort zone..
-save money then travel to places.
that might give you a change of thought..