And oh yeah. I read the whole thing.
>>1 Don't worry. If I were you, I'd listen to my family.
Parents knows best.
If you'd still think "But they would kick me out completely if I told them"
The point is, do you really need to tell them?
Why not just start looking for answer slowly by following them?
If you told them directly and they'll kick you out, then they aren't real parents either.
Realy parents understands their son/daughters. There's no parent who wouldn't like to forgive their son's mistake.
I mean it's normal, on teenage periods getting in the wrong path.
I think your bond with them will strengthen if you followed them.
Oh how I'd wish my parents are like yours. You know..religious and all mighty.
It's a very blessing to pray together and stay together.
And yeah sorry for being talkative with that but anyway.
To your case..if you'd think you won't be forgiven anymore. Well no. YOU'LL BE FORGIVEN EASILY just by saying 'sorry' and regretting all of these.
And hey about those friends of yours who'll not accept you, if they throw you out and get grossed by you, then indeed they aren't real friends, but if they told you the right thing and help you through fixing it, then they are your real friends.
In our world, you need to be someone people expects to make them accept you, and if you became yourself and it looks like your true self isn't acceptable, they won't get you or understand you and in the end will avoid you.
That's the sad truth of the world, but have you ever wondered.
Why?
You wondered of the 'why'?
Why are they like that? Why are they mean? Why wouldn't they accept you as to who you are?Why do you even struggle to these kinds of things?
Because this is the REAL world.
The world has hard times and bad times. And in order to make you feel good, you must felt bad first. And in order to feel bad, you have felt good in the past.
So why? Why always be on the bad side? When you can actually feel the good side?
Yes you'd feel bad happenings even though you're in the good side, but that's just temporary. There's no forever.
So be in the good times in all times. Whether it's sad and happy, stay in the good side.
Dear, you're just same my age. And im really blessed to be in a Religious country with people living in good guidance and peace.
And you're also blessed to be reading this.
And if anyone oppose this, well judge with your own opinion on which is in the good side.
There you go and godbless!