1 Name: [shitty] Lunam !8OAWN3A0Q6 : 2015-10-29 21:04 ID:VE403Vrc [Del]
I feel like an Olympic swimmer in an ocean who is drowning because a 50 lb. iron ball is chained around their ankle; and that that 50 lb. iron ball happens to e themselves.
I know I have what it takes to be successful. I'm CERTAIN of it. But over the course of verbal abuse and the reluctance to do anything because of it, I literally cannot do anything to help myself. I try schedules, alarms at 5:30, hours of reading through articles on how to be productive that aren't helpful because one of the most important steps in it is to have the willpower to do it! I always end up hating myself because of myself when it's all said in done, and I can't even entirely blame technology for this; because even if I remove any and all distractions, I still get nothing done! It's takes a lot of fucking talent to be this useless, for the record, but it's not the type of talent I want.
I have a lot of ideas and a lot of things I want to do and to express myself, but really, I'm stuck. I at least want to be able to get straight B+'s and to be able to go to community college.
4 Name: NZPIEFACE : 2015-10-30 06:22 ID:5qjc6D9o [Del]
That moment, when I realized you compared a 50 pound iron ball to an Olympic swimmer.
Dude, just, use the time you spend trying to increase performance, on doing something.