Though I'm 15, I've broken tons of hearts. I've dated only women online because I look attractive if I pose correctly. I'm secretly not attractive but trick women into falling in love with me. Once they fall for me I convince them to send me nudes, call me on Skype, ERP with me, etc. I have GB's of nude videos/pictures from girls that are around my teenage age. I will tell the story of one. This girl's name is Tabitha, she's the same age and grade as I am. I met her when I was about 12. We formed an online relationship purely through Skype and messaging. We had fell in love for a long time. We quit talking, then, afterwards, we talked again, this time, I was about 13 and 1/2, and much more mature sexually. This girl was very into me again and sexually active with me. I have tons of nude videos, pictures, clips, etc. of this girl to this day. She's super attractive and I just recently did what I thought was right. I said the following line to her: "I used you and then threw you away. Here I am throwing you away for good." -- Then I blocked her for good. I have no plans of revisiting her. I had no feelings for her. And I've done this with even some girls from my school. Most from online, though. It's depressing, but I've never truly fallen in love with anyone before. I've had small crushes or a bit more than that, but I've never fallen for someone.

TL;DR
I date tons of women at once online and have a dropbox full of nudes.

Uh, 凸^_^凸
Hope this makes everyone more happy

"Though I'm 15, I've broken tons of hearts."
"I'm secretly not attractive but trick women into falling in love with me."
"I have GB's of nude videos/pictures from girls that are around my teenage age."
"I was about 13 and 1/2 and much more mature sexually."
"TL;DR I date tons of women at once online and have a dropbox full of nudes."

This is such bullshit. I highly doubt any of this ever happened to you and all that shit I quoted, it's so laughable. The whole fucking post is laughable. It sounds like a YA book for impressionable teens. You're horrible.
If this is even somewhat real then I advise you to go get a life and not be a scummy liar =)

It actually is real.
It wasn't meant to sound poetic, you idiot. It's me reading my thoughts aloud to feel better. Believe what you want, I could even send screenshots to prove I have these folders and pictures on my dropbox.

I could even send screenshots of conversations between me and these women.

You're so scary, calling me horrible. I was 13 when I finally developed sexual feelings for people. It was all I cared about. I only wrote it in a pseudo-deep way to allow others to get some for of comical value from it. But it's all true. Believe me if you will, you lovely Human.

It figures, I try to tell someone, fuck-- anyone about all this in order to try and fix my awful reality, and you write it off as a joke? Even if it was, could you at least attempt to humor me with a nice response? I want a way to make this better, I'd rather it not continue.

Joke or not, you'll never know. But I'm going to kill myself at some point either way. Maybe not this year, but soon, for sure. I hate that no one will even attempt to understand me or believe me.

Interesting~

>>4>>5
"It wasn't meant to sound poetic, you idiot."
It didn't sound poetic at all...you idiot. It sounds like a story written for the masses, something worth a reaction whether good or bad (in your case bad).

"You're so scary calling me horrible."
Because it's totally not horrible what you're doing to these women. "Lol, let me play with someone's heart so I can get nudes, yay!" How does that not sound horrible?

"I was 13 when I finally developed sexual feelings for people. It was all I cared about."
So you have a sex addiction, too? Great.

"I only wrote it in a pseudo-deep way to allow others to get some form of comical value from it."
Well, I'd say you should be pretty serious when posting in a board called "Personal." Do you get me? There's no reason to write it in a pseudo-deep way, b/c then it truly shows you don't actually give a shit.

"In order to try and fix my awful reality."
Try sounding remorseful about what you've done next time. I think that would help a lot if you really are seeking out some help. Tbh, all I get from reading your initial post is that you like to use chicks for nudes. There is no "I don't know why I do this, pls help me" tone to it imo.

"Could you at least attempt to humor me with a nice response?"
No. I'm not trying to purposefully be mean either, but I'm not going to say, "Oh, that's alright, we all make mistakes, buddy!" when what you did is pretty shitty.

"I'm going to kill myself at some point either way."
Why? This is what you should have said initially. I'm serious. I'm not even going to say all the actually on purpose mean things I want to say, b/c I don't want to kill you, but dude, you shouldn't ever kill yourself over something like this.

"I hate that no one will even attempt to understand me or believe me."
I think you might really just have a dilemma with being misunderstood and people having no belief in you whatsoever. If so, you need not fear, so many people feel this way, but there is no reason to end your life because of it. So, wait it out a bit. Try asking yourself what you need to change in your life or how you can get your point across better so people will believe you. ANYTHING, but don't kill yourself.

"I date tons of women at once online and have a dropbox full of nudes."

10/10, Not sure if trolling or..

>>1
You should go to the hospital, you sound like a chuuni.

Listen up, if this shit is real, then you're obviously missing something. I don't know what, and I don't know what I can do to help you; you know the answer though. So if you really want to help yourself, delete those pictures and videos and start over.

You're working as a gigolo or something?

I speak from personal experience when I say you'll one day hate yourself for using people. You'll be wishing you had put more effort into building valuable relationships with others, instead of just lying until they care about you. Understand that you only kept up this facade because it made you feel more confident about yourself. You'll find that having a close-knit circle of friends will make you feel just as important, and it would genuine.

Fuck you, at least have half a life

>>1 Haii

I'm a girl and I should admit you are pretty scary...
Truly.. Oh well, delete those files and pictures,clips etc.

and start over, do something useful with your life chase your dreams or achieve a goal that you have! (* , *)

Whether it is real or fake, it doesnt matter. Im sure we all know this song and dance, we put this thing here for people to come and let it out. I would have rather found this on the ¨Anonymous Letters¨ thread, but there is nothing wrong with him posting this on our website. What the boy is doing, however, would probably be better for him when he is a little older or mature. Yes, he has a life, it is just one full of bad choices and most of the things he does is humiliate himself.
You probably think that you are old enough for it, but why don't you put yourself in your victims shoes?

Dude, 15 and already breaking hearts I applaud you. Do take into account, I've been there and done that in real life; one of these days it's going to come back to bite you like it did me. Be careful its dangerous game!