Dear Dollars,

I have been thinking of committing suicide. I mean more like I am considering an option soon. Nothing good comes from me. These past few days I been wanting my life to end. Maybe my death could mean more than my life, ya know. While I am alive I just get pushed and pushed but maybe ending it all will stop the push. Maybe my dead will truly bring peace in my life. I don't know if God truly loves me to forgive me for the act, that is my only fear. I hope that he loves me enough to just hold me in his arms for at least a second. Just a little bit to feel his warmth. I would be ok with that, a second of love after everything that has happened. Maybe that second would make everything else worth it.

Don't do it. I know life can be tough sometimes and people can be awful, but it's not worth taking your life... People care about you and I'm sure good things are going to happen soon.. God has a plan for you and I think you should forget about that haters and the awful things in life and think about the positive... You'd be missed too much if you did it and it would hurt others.. It would also prove to the people who hurt you that they won. Please don't take your life because of some stupid motherfuckers. You're strong and I believe that you can find your inner strength and defeat them. You can do it. :)

>>1 If you really want to commit suicide that badly why don't you do it in front of many people and shout your feelings to them but let me tell you this your death will not change anything it will only bring pain & suffering to those whom you have left. Suicide is a way of escaping reality problems or for other terms it means "cowardly".

Kyasurin is right, we can't let distress and cruelty get the best of us, I know you're strong enough to get through whatever's happening because you were strong enough to seek help and reach out. Just think about how amazing it is to be alive in this day and age. I mean, you could've been born a single cell organism on the planet Zortex. In fact, given the odds, it's probably more likely, but you weren't. You were born a human being. And not just any human being in the history of human beings, but a human being that gets to be alive today, that gets to listen to all kinds of music, that gets to eat food from every culture, that gets to download porn off the internet. So, really, you have everything to live for. You can find god in many forms and Recieve warmth from whichever form it is you find

I agree with everything you said.... Except the porn thing...

death isnt going to fix anything. i know you dont know me but seriously suicide is the worst way out and i find it extremley cowardly. to do that to all your loved ones like that, how selfish. ive been through the pain of losing someone through suicide and it isnt fucking pretty ok it sucks, you wonder to yourself "what did i do wrong, i could of helped them". honestly whatever youre dealing with will be over in 5 years. im sorry that i sound so bitchy but honestly it just urks me.

I have been exactly where you are now, in fact in many ways I still am. I know it feels like dying seems like the only way the pain will stop, but you can't follow that path. I want to ask you a favor, if a total stranger can ask for a favor. Never forget that no mater what happens there is only one person with your memories and experiences and that person can not be replaced. I know that this sounds cheesy but that doesn't make it less valid. Look...... all that I know is that suicide is not the best answer. I will check back later if you want to ask me about how I have been able to deal with it.

You shouldn't kill yourself. Death won't make your life better. Don't you hear how that sounds? If you're dead, you aren't alive, so you can't say your life got better by dying!

Concerning God, of course he loves you! But do you truly love him? You would not kill yourself if you did, because it is one of the ultimate sins. Do you know why? Because you're controlling your life. You're not letting your life take the path God decided to give you and instead taking it into your own hands to alter it. So if you love God, you won't do it. Surely, life will get better. Just think of all the great things you can do that you can't do if you're dead.

The hard fact is a life is always worth living.

No matter what happens to you, you're alive which means there's more to experience and more to do. You always stand to gain. I guarantee you will learn more, meet new people, have new experiences, and find new love if you choose to continue.

God has a plan for you. While none of us, including you, may know how you fit into it, it's there. You don't have all the answers you're looking for in life to be done with it. Right now, you're not happy. You may even be depressed. I think you need to work on your self-image and be content with all the amazing things your reality has to offer you.

If there's one thing I can recommend, it's going out trying to make something of yourself. You already seem to believe your life is worthless, so what's to stop you from going out and trying to be all you can be? I'm challenging you to hold on, because you're going to find that these feelings and assumptions you have about yourself are fatally wrong. It will get better and so will you.

what you see now is only the things you want to see. the darkness. everything you see is hollow and empty. lifeless and useless. but if you wish to heal. if you wish to find a better place. then keep on living. the darkness will then disappear, the emptiness will be filled with love, you will no longer feel dead and you will soon realize. that you are needed more than you think. of course. life is not perfect. but the meaning of life is certainly not meant to commit suicide. so what do you say, what eye do you wish to look thought? do you wish to stare into the eyes of death, or do you wish to heal, and continue walking on the mysterious realm of the living, where anything could happen? that includes you finding everything you ever wished for as well. the choice is up to you. just remember one thing. the dollars will be here for you. always ^_^

Don't, Life is special some people have died fighting against death don't be the one who gives in. Life is more important than anything. I thought about my death too... But I realized that if I died people would cry, I know that sounds a little vain, but people would cry if I was gone and people will cry for you too! So if you give up your special gift called life if no one else will i'll cry, i'll cry, and cry because life should never be taken away. Please don't do it... Remember God loves everyone you may not notice but if you close your eyes for one second in silence you can feel God's warmth and you can hear God say live. I know it sounds stupid but if you do it, it makes you happy to be alive.

If you think you can do it and you will be happy BEFORE Dying, then go ahead, you might be better off. But If you suicide, then you're probably a selfish asshole, since you'll deeply hurt anyone who even remotely cares about you. (If you're a girl and got noone who cares about you, then I care about you, I don't really like men. :D)

killing yourself won't do anything. It will just create more problems fro your family. think about how they will feel! They love you and will miss you!

i sometimes drink semen when I'm thirsty but hey it's a great source of vitamin 7 and btw if you kill yourself I'll never be able to have sexy with your dog so please don't kill yourself thx 👍🏻

I know how you feel. I thought similar thoughts a while back, but I carried through. You may be unhappy with your life at the moment, but trust me when I say that you should not just end it. Life can be wonderful.

Just imagine how people who even might remotely care about you will feel. Some may be heartbroken, others might think it's their fault. Worse things might even happen if you do so. So please don't. I don't even know you personally, but it will hurt me a lot if I hear that you committed suicide.

Just remember, the world isn't as bad as you think.

Hey. I read your comment, and it struck me.
hard.
Honestly, I've had moments when I just wanted to end my life. Everything just seemed too hard to me, and confusion left me into not socializing with anybody during my highschool life. It made me feel so lonely, depressed, and really... out of myself. I kept telling myself to become a better person, but no, it's still happening, even after I graduate and now I'm still in the same situation in college. This has been happening for years, and I still have thoughts of commit suicide.
It's been around 9 years, and yet, I still haven't done it.

I'm the kind of person who doesn't seem to be aware of everything, but I am very aware of my own actions. I realized that I never wanted to commit suicide from the beginning, yet I wrote all of those painful journal entries about it. I've planned dates and scratched them out. It's because I just want to do exactly the things I want to do. It sounds very selfish of me, but it's much better than the act of
commit suicide.

I mean, I still had some things to do. Even if it was to wash the dishes, watch anime, hang out with friends, or even cry with them. Do you not remember days when you smelled something delicious coming from across the street? How about seeing your neighbor's puppy having its first walk? Did you not gaze up the blue sky that didn't communicate with you, yet made you feel safe? How about the kissing wind across the ocean? Is this the world you have never wished for?
Do you still have things you want to do?
Remember, these are things you will not experience after death. You still have so much time, yet our lives have a short living span.

We just know that we're living. We're breathing alright, and we learn. We built this society just for us. For us to teach it, change it, and learn new things. We are alive because of this.


I'm sorry I needed to write such a long "essay" about this. I barely even know you, but I deeply care about this. Others care about you. You in a world to experience the liveliness of Earth.
But I will say this. It is your choice. It's what you truly want, whether if you want to commit suicide or not. This is your last chance, but if you do ever have the time after choosing your path, come and hang out on the Dollars chat and have fun for the last time.
I hope you do well, with best regards, Sakunya S. <3

>>1 There's no point in dying without doing something meaningful.

Next, suicide won't solve anything. How would you feel in Heaven watching your death cause a chain reaction of the deaths of your family members? That *totally* makes you feel so great about yourself.

In a civilized world, life is supposed to be a game of chance and opportunity (though I admit most people will think it sucks). What good does killing someone do? It forcefully takes away their right to live and continue to play. I'm not Christian/whatever you believe in, but that is probably going to weigh against you in the afterlife.

NOTE:
I am atheist. I don't believe in religion.
There are so many religions out there, and each one says that theirs will lead the way. However, only one can be right, or even all of them can be wrong. Having said that, I don't want to depend on a god(s)/goddess(es) to help me throughout life. I want whatever that burdens me to only burden me unless I ask for help. Suicide, however, will definitely affect others.

Moving back to the religion part, there may or may not be an afterlife/reincarnation. That can mean that this is the only life you'll ever get. "You only live once." Think of it as your last meal you'll ever eat. And suicide means you just chuck it into the trash can. Think of all that precious food you just wasted.

>>3 I agree with 3. Is it not considered "cowardly" to run away from your own fight? Is it not "cowardly" to flee the war-zone due to your own selfish thoughts? There are people in the military that continue to fight. Now, you might think that I'm retarded, as you think that there is no World War or global genocide or something that is happening. But that is my point. People are fighting out there so you don't have to. Comparing suicide to their deaths is like an ant to a black hole, because they die with a purpose, not an empty desire.

I'm not saying you should not wish for a better life. In fact, you should. Just start doing it in this life, and don't screw around with this one waiting for the next lucky spin on the wheel of fate. There are billions and billions of others thinking the same thing. Not everyone will be satisfied, and that's why you start now.

Do something meaningful and prove to God that you are indeed worthy of God's warmth.

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P.S. Completely irrelevant to the topic, but I'm eating a potato as I'm writing this.

>>1

Contact me at abziiee.dollars@gmail.com

I want to be able to help you, I really want to. what you said really squeezed my heart... <3

Please do remember that there are people suffering in the world because of Abuse, Rape, Starvation, War, Natural disasters etc. If you end your life now, how will you know what precious things God has prepared for you in the future? This life is a test of our courage, patience and belief, OUR belief in God and the good things God has prepared for us in the Future.

Please don't consider dying! Please, I'm truly begging you now... This life that you have now, other people would wish to be in your place, to live. to breathe. to have shelter and food and people around to whom they could talk to, to NOT be alone in life. Don't throw away the precious life that God has given you.

You mentioned that you fear that God might not love you. Then tell me, how would you know that maybe God loved you and because of that, God kept you alive and breathing until now? God loves and loves all of his humans! All of his Good humans and forgives his humans who sin but ask for forgiveness. God will help you through your life, don't forget that God is always with us and watches over us. <3

Please, if you have an e-mail then contact me. You can reach me at abziiee.dollars@gmail.com

you're Precious! don't consider ending your life! don't even think about suicide!! There's more to life then we think we know. Trust me, there's a more beautiful side to life and to this world. A side that we have to discover, and how will you discover that wonderful side of life and this world if you are dead.. if you end your life.

Don't die, but Live! Survivee!! Don't give up and don't Give in to sadness and defeat. you are stronger than that trust me. Believe me everyone is stronger than they believe they are.

I have been through pain and depression since my childhood but survived and I have dreams now, people who love me and most of all: I have God watching over me so I won't give up on life and will move forward!

Please let me reach you and move forward with me!
Please do reach me, who knows what good things tomorrow will hold for us xxx <3

With soo much hope and Lovee,
Abziiee

@ abziiee.dollars@gmail.com

Ending your life doesnt make the pain disappear, it makes your existence disappear. Swings of depression are common in humans, it can last up to a full month, but the feeling can easily fade away. Iḿ not going to give you any of that cheesy crap, life sucks. We just deal with it. DOn rush death because we have no idea what is on the other side

If I were you, I would not do it because what good is it if you die, and yes, life may not be good now, but it will get better (trust me I've been there)

If your really want to end your life just end it. From what I see here, your just depending on the people decisions whether you should live or die. You made a post, just to attract masses on your inevitable death to find reassurance or pity for you circumstances. You wish to see your so called God but you can't cause what you do or about to do is a sin. Or its because your God is just an illusion made up by a bunch of people to help the weak minded people. No one has the right to judge people whether they live or die. Only you, yourself could do that. Everyone is going to die anyway so why prolong it. People are afraid of death for what possible outcomes will happen to their loved ones. If you want to see what the future holds then live on. Your wasting a perfectly good body here, you should atleast donate your organs when you die. A person who doesn't appreciate what they have or who doesn't work hard to achieve anything should die. But that's what I think. Your the one who decide your fate. I just can't randomly kill someone with my head.

Since there's few days passed since your post. I hope you're still alive just for the whim of reading these post.

>>21 You must need help getting off your horse. Its so high.

To anyone considering suicide as on option I'd just like to say it's normal to imagine a world without you in it. My opinion is that being dead is not the same as not existing. I feel once you're here, you've came to far to turn back. You owe it to literally everyone to make something of yourself. because our time here could be all we have.

Please. The last thing you want to do is commit suicide. I don't care what you tell me, your life is important and valuable. The things you endure may seem like they last for eternity. They don't! Eventually your life grows and you move on from your struggles and you become a truly beautiful person. Take it from me. I went from a semi-luxurious life filled with horses, good family, and friends around me. Then everything changed and I had to move in an apartment and my mother got involved with a pretty shitty guy that tormented me for the four years he was around. I was beaten by him, bullied at school to no end, and had absolutely no friends. Then I kind of just grew up and my life unfolded and I grew into a strong loving person. All it takes is giving yourself a little love and not relying on others to validate you as a person. You validate you. You are beautiful and someone somewhere needs you like you needed us. Stay strong and I hope you got to read this. <3

Please. Just remember it's not your pain that will disappear, it's your existence that will. Please comment at least something so we know that you are alive.

this always get better, just make sure your here to see it

I don't know if you are alive anymore...I hope you are, as everyone's life is important here. You shouldn't give up because of the crashing waves of reality and the horrible nature of some human beings, but the world is better than it seems. I don't personally believe in God, but you should know that everyone of God's children is special. Your death sure will have impact, on people who love you and people who care. I'm sure we all care on here because we are just really a gang, or a community. When you look at it from my angle, we are a family, a brotherhood, and losing someone who is family hurts. So please don't do it, I know I would be really sad that someone who is struggling just ended their life that has not really began yet. You still have a long road to travel down, and ending it will mean you won't get to see the real joys in life that will push the past of pushes down and away. How will you have kids and see them grow up? How will you see he person you love and the look in their eyes when they say those words, "I love you." What will the feeling of complete happiness when you are old with the people you love, with grand-children, and more who love you. Please contact me at catanomical.dollars@gmail.com I am more willing to help than you know, I'm here to listen, and be there for you while I am here for all those here who want what is right.

I think the fact that so many people care to tell you not to is plenty. You have a family here with the dollars! We want you to help us make the world less... "pushy" If you ever need to talk, about what it means to live, why you should, or just banter! shoot me a message @ epidollars@gmail.com ^~^

Hey man (or woman), I know that you want it to end, but lemme tell you. It's not worth it. Just from the amount of support you are getting from this shows that we care. I hope that you are still alive and well enough to read this. Maybe in real life, you're not having a great time, but I promise you that it will get better. If you ever need someone to talk to, shoot me an email at baconator.dollars@gmail.com. I'm here for you. :)

Everyone's right. There's so much more out there in the world to explore, and ending it now isn't worth it. Reality and humans in general are a pain the ass, I know. But listen, this community's always here for you. Here for you to endure it together. Just hang in there buddy..

I don't know if your alive or not, but I just wanted to tell you this: Why would you kill yourself over the bad things in life and miss out on the good things? Your might be a total wreck and people might bully you but maybe if see what's out there for you then you can do stuff you never thought you could. I can't say 'I love you for who you are' because I don't even know you, but if your not dead in the next 15 years then I can bet that you're gonna look back and say that you didn't know what you were thinking.