I wear so many mask,and i forgot who i am.I am in depress.

i was in the same place as your are, tho i was wearing a biker helmet and totally anti socail and thought that i was nothing, had no hobbies and was a terrible person in genral.

then i found meditation, if you meditate you could find your inner self. but in order to do that you must give, recive, appretiate and love your self. if your over weight, dont diet. just eat healthy and do some fun activites. if your feeling down bake or go outside and ride a bike or go to the park. if you have no friends, work up your social skillz and make some friends. there are a lot of good people out there besides jerks and betches,

but it all boiles down to figuring out what you like to do and making a career out of it, also loving or liking yourselfl. im sure your a beautil person and deserve the very best in life.

i hope i was any help >_< -midge

That's fine if you don't remember. Finding your identity again sounds kind of fun and interesting. If you have any inclination to do something you once enjoyed or even never tried before, just do it. There's no problem with wearing masks, but eventually those false identities you create become a part of your real identity. Don't worry about putting a false face on for others. The person you need to satisfy first is yourself.