I need someone to throw some lecture or something at me for not going to school. To be honest my anxiety levels are really high and even though id been getting better at attending, I haven't been able to force myself to go even though ik I have too. I just need to hear somthin that my mom has not screamed at me in anger with like if you dont go they'll fail you or think you're stupid and ill nevee get a job and so on. Ik ith probably seems stupid but this means alot to me.

I know people who have not graduated from highschool and are still successful. The truth is, school is just one of the stepping stones to getting a job. There are other ways you can learn also, you just haven't found them yet. Your mother is wrong saying you are "stupid" and "will never get a job" make sure you dont let those terrible things get to you. You are smart and have so much potential to learn more. For going to school, you might have anxiety and it can be really tough sometimes but if you persevere and try your hardest, im just sure the worst will be over before you know it:) find some inspiration, and even thow its difficult sometimes, look on the bright side of things, school is there to help you have an easier and brighter future. Think about the things your thankful for and if you can, even go as far to break out of your shell and make friends. Sometimes you might not make the right ones, thats just life, but if you do, im sure they'll help support you no matter what.
Just make sure you dont give up, and always remember what matters most. Remember its your decision and choice. Have courage and you'll go far.
I wish you all the best and good luck, im rooting for you:)