i am really different i cant even explain my self i can act like anyone i want and change my self in an instant. im 15 and all my teachers are just speechless about me even they dont know. Most of the times they are about to say something about me and just lose their breath sometimes they say im really intelligent like i once revised only one day before a gcse and got B without any prior knowledge of the subject. i dont understand my self and my potential and what. please sorry if u didnt understand its really hard to say.

Why do you feel the need to change yourself? Is it just how people are around you? Or is there something else?

i dont wanna change my self i dont understand my self and why and what. im really sorry i cant explain it

I'm not sure I entirely understand but from what I can read, you're a teen who can change their personality and is very smart? Sorry if I misunderstood that. Irregardless of my understanding of your situation, whay exactly is the problem? Do you not like who you are? Everybody is unique, no matter how similar people may seem. Just becaise you're a little bit more different than the average person doesn't mean anything. I'm very different too. My personaloty shifts from shy and awkward to chatty/bubbly but awkward in a flash.

I'm extremely different from people, so much so i don't understand my self i don't fit in anywhere and i don't mind not being happy and i don't really need happiness i just don't understand the world or anything and i'm just really confused. like what should i do and what can i do. Simply put i don't understand my self its really difficult to explain i want to know if there is anyone like me and what to do please.

Dude, this is just that you have great memory. That is not everything. You bound to be shit at something.

Maybe you are looking at it wrong, could it be that you are different to the point where you fit in just the same anywhere you go? At the very least, you seem to be a very memorable person.

Whatever this ability is that you have don't let it get to your head. Be confident but not cocky.

thank you all for trying to help me although you did not answer what i wanted i am really grate full for trying.

You may not know it, but there are people that go through same thing. The world reacts to you, even when you aren't exactly doing anything. Don't let it get to you. I know saying that may mean nothing to you, but try. You're different, just like many other, but you're even different from them as well. You may never understand your self or the way you think and do things. Trust me.
Just give your self time, and make sure to give your self a break from all the questions.
You're not alone.

From what I am getting from what you said so far is you are considered quite smart and you kind of know that about yourself.

But to me it almost sounds like you are trying to discover who you are and what the world is. I could be wrong and if I am please correct me. I went through a phase of not knowing who I was and after years and years I finally have a good idea of who I am.

I was praised by all my teachers that I was brilliant, one of my English teachers even considered me a genius. I had no idea what he meant by that since I didn't see myself as standing out that much from the next person. But years later through life experiences I realized why he classified me as a genius. I still don't really know how the world completely works, but through learning more about the human race in all its aspects I can make more sense of it.

First off being different can be a good thing, since being different you can view something from another perspective. I am really good at viewing a topic, or subject, from multiple perspectives and learn more doing so.

Also just writing about anything and everything help me find out who I really am. Over the course of 6-7 years I wrote hundreds of pages and each session helped me find out why I did some things and how. I was introduced to writing like this in the same English class the teacher called me a genius. Like I said before I know more of what he meant and I do see myself as being brighter than others, but I don't boast about it. Of course people were jealous noticing that I take in information way easier, and faster, on almost any subject compared to them.

Through interactions with other people I noticed things I didn't before as well, since they will point out things I do so commonly that they find different or weird.

Thank You All For Helping Me I Truly Appreciate It And You Answered Most Of My Questions So Thank You All. This Has Truly Me Helped Me.