I really hate my life and I wish to lead a better one in nature, but i'm only a kid/teenager and I cant do so, what other way is there to escape the prison of society, I am struggling here, I also don't know what religion I am but I guess i'm my own, and I really want a dog not as a pet though, but as a loving, trust-worthy companion, HELP I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE D:

My advice is take it easy. Ever read Jack London? Nature will kill you dude, no question about it, especially if you are a “kid/teenager” and are unprepared. The transition from kid to adult, which I assume is where you are right now, is hard for everyone (for some more than others), but you’ll find your way, through experience and introspection. I know It was hard for me, but I’m 22 already and even though I went through phases I thought would never be over I find myself more driven and comfortable with who I am.
Society can definitely be a prison, but I think changing it is a better option than running away, maybe that could be your thing, who knows lol. Remember that society appears to counter nature…cuz again, nature will kill you.

started from the bottom now we here.

I dont think the solution is living in nature, cuz nature is cruel. Sure it may seem better when ur thinking about it from the comforts of society, but if u go out there u will realize its not all flowers and rainbows. What i suggest is instead of changing ur place, change some things in ur life, get rid of all the negativity do something that makes u happy. That way u will realize that not everything is bad. If u hate ur life, just try ur best to start anew, become a person that has a life they can be proud of and happy with :) i guess what im saying is, instead of running away from society do something that would make u feel better in it. Because we humans are weak creatures that already rely too much on society to be able to survive nature. This isnt a real advice but i hope it lifts up ur mood or gets u inspired to do something that wouod make u happy :D

Also if u want a dog, get one, they will become ur trusty companion sooner or later, tho if u cant cuz of ur family, be paitent until u become an adult, im sure it wont be long, then get a dog ^_^

It may be a difficult time for you at the moment and I can't presume to say that it will go away soon. But, I can tell you from personal expierience that it will be better one day.
That may sound like a platitude, but it's true. I've lost friends, homes and the person I thought I loved. What I've been able to take away is that you'll always find new things that will make life worth living.
I can sympathise with the notion to get away from your life. I agree with Kanra >>4 it's a better idea to change your life than to escape it. The problem is that your life will stick with you. Even if you go out into nature. Perhaps sadly your past will remain, but your future is not set in stone. Make it the way you want.
On a lighter note, what always helped me get over my rut is to change something in my life. I redecorate my room, move all my furniture around or get a new haircut. I've ridden my bike for hours just to see new places. Listening to new music is always good too.
Take a step back from whats bothering you. Do something new.
あなたが考えているほど世界はひどくないから。 [Lifes not as cruel as you think]

"What if... I ran from society?"
"They would chase you down, and kill you."

>>7 they won't notice, unless you're making something out of it.

If you ask me, go out there. Do things you want to do, but first you have to make sure that you CAN do it. forget society, they only restrict people anyway. fsociety am I right? ;)

>>8 'Tis a joke

I would suggest running away to nature actually. Nature is cruel and harsh. You might enjoy it and never want to go back, you might enjoy it for a time but really long to come back, you might hate it right away and feel great relief in society.

It's difficult to explain, but usually the problem is perspective and mindset more than actual events or circumstances. If you can find a way to change your perspective, you will be able to tolerate current circumstance, while working to bring about better ones.

Meditation, prayer, and other religious or spiritual activities, along with martial arts or other rigorous forms of exercise are very useful in teaching you how to change your mindset.

watch anime that will help

Sure thing..

well...entering into a puberty causes such tension...first we have to see whether it is temporary or not.. AND IF IT IS really frustration or depression than you are not the first one... anti socializing gradually comes when you began to grasp the situation you began to think different from the rest. well there is a good part...now you will began to evaluate the life... the purpose of life...now you are somewhat near to existentialist philosophy.... you began to wonder.... so i suggest read albert camus the plague and sarte..being and nothingness... this might help you... and there is one movie watch INTO THE WILD... so if you hate your life than find the reason why you hate it..and seek the answers...you will find...