1 Name: x : 2015-09-12 01:52 ID:A39ti2ke [Del]
TW for suicide mention ///
LD friendships are scary, like, sometimes there are things that may just be too out of my reach, sometimes I feel like I can't be fully there for people I care for and love and it's scary, I try to talk as best I can but it feels annoying and pushy, it's hard to focus online lately and I'm constantly scared to wake up to find one of my friends dead. I don't know if I need thoughts on this, but I'm just scared and I need to talk at people who don't know who I am for a while, I guess. I'm sorry.
2 Name: x : 2015-09-12 01:52 ID:A39ti2ke [Del]
i just realized i didnt explicitly mention the tw like i did, it's sort of implied but also sorry for that all being just, v inconsistent, i dunno, but thanks anyway if you actually did read, sorry
3 Name: Anniz : 2015-09-12 04:26 ID:ptbtBwz1 [Del]
its okay to be scared, you are not quite used to the social part of life aren´t you? it only means that you care for someone if you are scared of losing him/her. but
don´t go overboard. you should trust them and i bet they trust you :) there is nothing t worry about, and you don´t have to apologize either :) I've been in your shoes and all i can recommend you with is that you could just relax, and be yourself :) trying your best is okay, but pushing yourself just for a daily conversation? you have to think on your own mental health as well. please be aware of that, i have a lot of friends and i even have a boyfriend. everyone knows when i´ts time to back off and i need some space. but the key thing is that even though i take a break time to time. i ( or the others ) come back. we won't stop being friends if we take a break for a few days or so. my bestie lives 3 hours away from me for an example. we don´t talk that often on fb but when we do, we talk a lot. and when she comes to visit me we always have a great time as well ^_^ i bet that the bond you have between you and your loved ones is strong enough to take a break. i know a friend that is a so called "introvert" he likes to be with others. and wants to have friends more than anything. but if it gets to much, then he gets accosted and many scared i don´t know. i never asked him. but anyway, i hope this helped you :) i wish you happiness ^_^
