Sometimes it feels really nice to get a secret off of your chest; even on an anon forum. So this post is for things that you might want to confess. I'll start: I've started smoking, hoping it would help cope with my sisters death.

I think half the people on here are idiots, the other half sane people. You decide which you are

In simple words, I feel empty, not because I don't have anything with my life. It's just my actions felt meaningless. I have a multiple personality disorder but that's a lie I made to make my actions more meaningful.

Everyday, I observe people. I see things people usually can't and have enjoyed abit of predicting their problems or their life. But as the years pass by, it felt meaningless. No one knows me and even if I tried helping them out, they would freak out. Is it wrong if I'm independent yet still dependable on others worries? It's been my very reason of existance that I help people out, or that's what I thought.

Since, I moved to another country to another town, I've been really out of it since I can't predict anything at all. They're lives are completely different to mine, and I have no idea what this people usually do or what I could to them. They seem self sufficient yet they have someone already they could depend on their everyday lives. So what's left with me? I tried to find someone who needs someone they could depend on but I found no one. It's just that I thought I was important in this world but I realized I wasn't. I felt cold and I avoided any deep relationship that would cause me to break down again if I moved away.

So whenever people tries to interact with me, I act like I'm truly happy, make jokes about everything, and made others laugh even if what I said was actually true and no one would take me seriously. Even if you ask them what kind of person I am, they all think that I'm funny because that's the only thing fhey know about me. I'm not happy but I'm also not sad. I am nothing. The reason why no one really thought I was acting is because I've observe people too much. But the truth is I don't know what being a person really is. And if I'm left alone for too long I wouldn't have anything to do but sit in one place until someone would come so I could copy their lives and their personality.

>>2 On this site, only half are idiot, look at any other community, most of the time you'll find that 95-99% of people there seem clinically retarded

>>4 >>2 I find it funny that both of you are insulting people, by calling them idiots; yet you still have grammatical flaws in your sentences. This was for confessions that way you down. Not to be hypocritical.

This was for confessions that WEIGH you down* =3=
Seems as if you have some errors as well...

Well I guess I'll share one cuz you guys are just bitching at each other. My friend had a crush on a girl for years and he wanted to ask her out. It has been 5 years and have yet to been able to tell my friend, that the girl he had a crush on, I had been "seeing" for 3 years straight. Only until she moved out of town did we stop. He was heart broken when she turned him down. I wish I could tell him. But just can't bring myself to do it. Please assholes/trolls behave yourselves, people are sharing very personal stuff here. Thank you for listening. It helped putting that down.

I've wanted to try really telling someone how I felt about them, but I keep holding myself back.

And no, this isn't a romantic thing; I just hate some people so much that I hope the insides of their shoes feel like Legos.

>>6 Ashley I never claimed to be smarter than a majority of this site. I can make errors, because I'm not acting like a pretentious "smarter than you" fuck.

I confessed to this girl a while back (probably about 5-6 years ago), she was perfect and beautiful. I told my best friend about her and he was very supportive, so yeah.. That day I decided to ask her out, but she turned me down for some reason. Is it bad of me to accuse my friend of going out with her? Cause one time I saw his phone and her message came up. I always asked him if he was dating someone but he said no, so just like any other faithful friend would do, I trusted him. She moved to somewhere else a while later and my friend seemed a bit weird during that time, so maybe he was seeing her. I don't know... But I feel like every time I see him, I want to fight his brains out. I told him who I liked the most, but he decided to date the girl behind my back.. Was kinda disappointed. I thought friends wouldn't do such things..