To start with. I am 20 years old and I a starting my second year of college and am in an advanced art program with a physical disability called scoliosis which inhibits my ability to walk or be mobile pretty much.

I started with that because it's hard to make sense of everything if I don't start with that.

I have been someone's online friend and girlfriend for the past 8 years. I have been with this person in a emotion and mentally driven relationship since I was at least 14 or so.

We have been talking on Skype for a majority of that time and things had been going well until her Father got cancer near the end of 2014. Her Father passed away in February of this year and even right before that she had been acting... oddly. She seemed distant and acted like she didn't want to talk to me but talk to a new girl that she had met maybe the same week or a little before her Father's passing.

Thing is, she didn't inform of her Father's passing until I asked how he was since supposedly he was doing alright. Yet she told our mutual friend and the new girl. A day later; she dumped me and went after this new girl in a romantic sense (She's 23 and the girl is 16)

However that's not where this tale ends. She started talking to me in March again after begging and pleading for her to listen to me, then a week after she wouldn't talk to me again and this last until May where she started talking to me again but she didn't wish me a Happy Birthday or anything at all, then 2 days after my birthday she got mad at me for no reason and hung up on Dkype on me, and put "I never wanted to talk to you anyway." yet she keeps messaging me on Fanfiction acting like everything is normal.

This is killing me inide and people say to let go, and that he isn't worth it but because I've done everything for her - given up time with irl friends for her, her doing this to me makes me very sad and depressed and I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it because everyone believes I'm okay.

Can anybody give me advice on what I should do?

>>1 Pretend she's your friend and friend only, try to forget about her.

Also wtf does this have to do with "Masochistic For Attention"?

Ah I guess I forgot ti explain that too. The thing is. I will literally do anything in the world for her to notice mem Its pretty pathetic the lengths Id go to just fir her to talk to me or even acknowledge me at all.

I wish seeing her as just a friend was that simole.

>>3 It's simple on the outside, by hard on the inside right? Think of all those people that got friend-zoned, pretty much the same as you, but you got a chance first, making you feel even worse. Just try and forget, immerse yourself in something useful.