SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH!

I do not look good,i am anime fan and i am outsider. In my school all of students act like i am not normal . I have not got a friends . All people speak rude with me. Soon i will start school but i am afraid of it .I do not know what to do

Who cares if they look at you funny? You are beautiful, and amazing, and if they don't want to be your friend, that's their loss. Are there any other people who don't seem to have any friends? If you see someone lonely, why not say hi? maybe you'll become great friends.
If your too shy to talk to someone, then remember: having friends is not the most important thing for you. Being alone is fine, just remember to be happy. Maybe read a book or something, that's what I did when I moved to a new school and had no friends. I'm sure someone will come over and talk to you :)

Also; here is a translation into English of one of Novalla Takemoto's essays. It's called "I Don't Need Things like Friends" and it helped me out. Whether you're a boy or girl, it doesn't matter.
You'll be fine.
http://www.lerman.biz/asagao/gothic_lolita/translations/soreinu1.html

I hope this helped... ^^

Yeah, school life can be hard Akisa, but here's something about the rude part that quite often most people don't realize. In this life, people will always be rude, that's just a fact. There will always be someone who says something stupid or mean. You just gotta let it be and realize those people don't matter, what they say doesn't matter. Not unless they threaten you or others, in which case call them out and just tell them to screw off.

All while I agree with >>2 that you don't neccesarrily need friends, most people want someone they can talk to, hang out with, and just plain relate to. I'm sure there are some kids at your school who also like anime, maybe there's even an anime club or something along those lines? Just try to get out there and look for those people who have more in common with you and will understand how ya feel.
There's also plenty of nice people on here you can make friends with, the community here can be crude but for the most part it's decent people.

Just remember, the world isn't as bad as you think.

It's okay I'm your friend. If ya needa talk I'm here kk? I personally feel like I can talk about anything if need be in all seriousness.

>>1 To be honest, I was disappointed when I read "English" but not "Engrish".

イサオhow we can chat?

Well I believe we can make a dollars email I can go make one now I guess :P

If that doesn't work or is too tedious I could make a random email just for it and you can too.

>>1
Public school isn't always right for everyone. My friend has very bad social anxiety so they started going to online school. It's just the right pace. You could also see about tutors. And perhaps see about clubs at your local recreation center. There's bound to be an anime or drawing club. If you must continue with public school then I would look for an anime club there. My school has one and it's a nice place to relax around people with alike interests.

in placce i live have not got something like clubs in school.
My perents will never say OK for online school

I'm in a similar position. There's not much you can do in suvh a situation. In school though, you have to stay nice and ignore the harsh words or actions of the others. That's what made my school life a bit easier now. And outside of school, go out with your friends, search for new friends and post pictures of you having fun with them. That shows them at school that you are actually social and friendly. Best of luck!

Here you have a friend to talk to whenever you want (ch3nch0.dollars@gmail.com)

friends can be counted on the fingers of one hand. Don't worry, I'm sure you know someone at the end and you will be friends.

Ignore those who look at you wrong, and smiles to those who are good to you.

>>11 what are you talking about? You're already in a club, its called "Dollars"

I'm not such a big anime fan as I once was, but I've watched a few and I'm still one of Durarara!!'s biggest fans. My email is panther@dollars-bbs.email if you'd like to chat sometime. Going back to school can be so hard, and I hope you make new friends and get good teachers!!!

Yep Isaosasaki3210@gmail.com if ya need me.

I really want to know where you're from, because when your grammar is hardly like English's.

i am from bulgaria . Small country in east Europe

I say you should play it like Hikigaya from Oregairu. Try to find a small group of people similar to your interests and connect with them.

I definitely am an outsider here at college (as a freshman), but I also was one back in my 12 other years of school (USA)

>>18 Good for you

All I have to say is that you should keep faith that you will meet someone new this year. That someone new wouldn't know about what your classmates think of you. Also, I think you will be able to find someone to be able to make your reason to go to school. Besides, who cares about all those classmates who make fun of you? You didn't need them in your life in the first place.

hey man its ok, if people pick on you then find good friends hang out with them and then ignore the jerks

I've made a lot of friends on the bus before! Most teenagers (or people around that age) that you find yourself naturally gravitating towards have probably watched an anime or two.

Don't get too down, look at it this way. You are at a point in your life where you don't have much say in the people you have to be around. Soon school will end and you can surround yourself with people who have common interests. :)

P$- Another Dragon for everyone.

Here's a poisonous komodo dragon :D
Hope it cheers you up