Because I spammed the last one, here we go.
Example:
Dear ___,
You've been an ass the whole year, fuck you.
Sincerely
NZPIEFACE

Dear ____,

I hate your fucking gutts! Everything about you is stupid..there is no meaning to yoh and just because were here we have to do stupid shit like work and go school just to survive and still deal with social and goverment bullshit..i doubt thats what it was supposed it be like but fuck theres no other way .we werent ment to survive bcus its a set up but even tho im fed up..im gonna keep my head up.


(random letter rant dont mind me) haha i feel better now thoo 😂

Sincerely..
Anon

Dear _____,

I'm not sure where to start. So I'll start by saying this. I think you're cool. You like some of the same things that I do. I'm attracted to you, and yes, interested too. But I'm very shy and when I'm around you things sort of always go awkwardly. I know, I'm a weirdo. But I think we should hang out sometime and get to know each other. I'd like to be friends, or if possible maybe even more.
Sincerely (Hoping you'll read this),
me

Dear ______,

Fuck you. If I happen to see you talking to her again, I'll punch you in your annoying face.
Sincerely,
Me

Dear ______,

Thanks for making my summer a little better.

Dear ____ and ____,
Thanks for being the biggest reason that I feel like life is worth living. I really don't know how much worse I would be right now if you guys weren't my friends.

Dear ____,
I'm sorry I'm all of the things you didn't want me to be. But you'll have to live with it.

Dear ______,

I don't know what I'd do without you. You've been my best friend for the past five years and I hope we can be there for one another for many more to come.

Sincerely,
Me

Dear anonymous,
You're supposed to send ti to an anonymous person, not yourself being anonymous...
From
NZPIEFACE

Dear ____,

If you say "gravy" one more time, I swear to god.

Dear ______,

Shut the hell up about what you did when you were a kid and how "bad" it was for you. Stop compairing our lifes! I mean seriously I'm not you! We arnt even fucking related! So stop saying that my life is "easy"! Let's see you get molested at 8, try and commit suicide 4 times, watch as every friend you made leave you in seconds, and have you sudpffer from the pain I feel in my bidy and mind every day! Then tell me if my life is "easy".

From: Sollie

Dear _____,
I hate you so much.... You've ruined one of the most important things to me and broke my damn heart... I wish youd have just been a stranger to me and I never knew you. Thanks for the fucking memories now i can have nightmares about them all over again every fucking night for the rest of my life you jerk. I'm never going to be in a relationship again because how bad you hurt me, if I ever am by some miracle I'm gonna be the dumper not the dumpee and im gonna hurt them thanks to you. You're pushing me to one of my worst moments and I cant stand it.

Dear ____,
I love you and I can't say it. But I will take care of you and make sure that you're happy.

Dear ____,
I just want to say that I'll always wait for you. Now we are thousand miles apart but don't worry. I love you and I know you love me so please be patient. One day, we will meet again and this I won't let you go again.

Dear ___,
You stupid fool, why can't you see I value friendship more than anything else! I wanted to find true friend but all you think about is you. You never even try to understand me. You even forget about my birthday. That one can be forgiven but the fact you try to overly underestimated yourself even if you're better than me at anything else, pisses me off. You think your not worthy just because your a social outcast or your hobbies are looked down upon this society, doesn't mean you have to locked yourself in a cage where no one can reach you. You're freaking talented for god sakes. I envy you. Yet still you don't understand a fcking thing. I want to help you. I care about you. I love you but I can't be with you. I know you like somebody else but that's fine, as long as I see you happy. But still how can I help you if you didn't try accepting people's help? You live too long by yourself that you don't even depend on others even if its your family. Your independent thinking pisses me off that I want to beat you so much. But you try to avoid sparring with me. What is wrong with you? Let me atleast beat you up on a friendly sport, where you actually wear gear and I have no worries beating up for rejecting me so many times and for your overall personality. But since you quitted martial arts, I have no reason to see you anymore or sparring with you. But why do you always question when I try visiting your house for no reason? Isn't it normal to visit a friends house or see how you've been doing? It's not like I go there everyday but let me see you once in a while. I haven't seen you since summer vacation. There's no real harm done. I won't try to attack you at the back like what I do with my brother if he plays the computer for too long. Damn, I don't understand a freaking thing. What I'm trying to say is I apologize for my rude behavior from the other night, and lets be otaku buddies again.

Dear _____,
Don't do something you'd regret. I know you're a fcking pile of sht. I know you'll loose everything you've worked your way up to. But just don't fcking do it. Don't. It might seem impossible, it might seem like nothing you do will that make it better. Human ingenuity is the most powerful force in this world, and you know not even THAT can solve the problems you're dealing with. But, before you do something regret, think about it. Would you rather disappear unbenounced, untapped of the skills you have acquired; will you let all of that work and effort you've already put in go to waste, than..? Yes. Stop. You know you're strong. You know you wouldn't tell a fcking soul the things you're going through. You know what is your bussiness is your bussiness. Anything. Yes anything you do will make this not your bussiness, and the bussiness of others. But do you think they'd like that? Do you think they'd let you do what you want to do? Do you think they'd live with themselves knowing that they couldn’t get into your business, they couldn’t stop you from doing what you want to do?
Be strong. Don't give up. Don't think this is all you can do. Maybe after you get into the top institutions in the world, after you solve all the miseries of the world, after you win that nobel prize, held tightly in your hand, you can focus on this problem at hand… and YES, by then it may be too late. The problem may of already excaladed. The problem may of destroyed every sliver of life inside you. but are you gonna take the chance that it would not? NO. So stop fcking thinking about doing that; stop it now. Do your fcking work. Don't be a coward. If you can't live with the fact that this problem could turn you into a second-rate human being; that this problem can stop you from changing the world, then you are a pathertic loser. You think Claude Shannon, Bill Gates, Louis Pateur, Richard Feynman didn't have to go through what you're going through? Look at them they’re successful so they must have had a good family background, education, the perfect family etc. etc. You think they didn't have times where they'd rather die than continue to accept the stresses of life? Well if you do, then you're dead wrong. More wrong than Hitler, more wrong than Satan. You'd be the most wrong piece of dirty sht the world has ever seen. And you know that anything, even what you're considering right now, is better than that. Even living is better than failing in such a degree as that. Even fcking failing and living is better than be that. Dead. Wrong.

Dear ______,

I officially do not like your girlfriend. So, okay, I may not know what goes on on your little dates, if even you're going on dates (look it's super obvious dude, don't tell any of us you AREN'T going on dates, ok!), but I am pretty fucking sure your new girlfriend is a bad influence. How can you go from someone you had for eight years who may have been a bit dysfunctional (as if you don't see how OUR family is), to someone you know for like eight months who is a bad influence.

Sure, none of us have met her and sure, we don't know her friends and/or family, but you know what you're changing! It is not good. Why do you suddenly get interested in things?!

WHEN DID YOU BECOME SO WELL-VERSED AND INTERESTED IN DRUGS?! DRUGGGGGGS?! Like, ok, I get it. You want to show your gf that you like her, but you know what if someone does drugs and they offer you their drugs and you DON'T do drugs, but the person doesn't think you're cool after you say no, then I don't think you should hang out with those people. That's bad. Maybe your girlfriend doesn't necessarily do drugs, but perhaps the people she hangs out with do. It's just really weird. I mean at the start of it all, you asked me if my friends smoked "ganja" and I laughed, because I thought it was funny at the time. And now as I look back to it, through these past eight months I've noticed you've talked about drugs significantly more. It started with weed and I thought, well people talk about weed, it's not weird. But it significantly grew into, "I bet that person does such-and-such drug" or "I bet that person does the good stuff" and it was weird, but still I didn't think about it at all. I just thought it was shit you said.

It's like I was telling my mom about how people were smoking weed at the park that I run at for school and I said, "Well, I have no idea what that smells like" and I asked my mom and she said she knew, but I know why she knows, but when I asked you, you started laughing and said, "But don't your little friends smoke it?" It gradually became you somehow knowing so much shit about these drugs that you never used to talk about. Like, wow, all of a sudden you're interested. I'd get it if you watched a documentary or something, but just all of a sudden interest when you have this new girlfriend all of a sudden. Well, it's hard NOT to make the connection. It's hard NOT to think you're girlfriend might be a bad influence. It's hard NOT to assume she or the people she's consistently around, therefore, the people you're consistently around do it. Maybe, we shouldn't be making all of these assumptions, but you know what, I'm just looking out for you.

Today, you said you tried vape or whatever with some people. One gross. Two, how can you start doing drugs at this age? It's like, you've gone your whole life without doing it and then you get introduced to it and even though you know it's bad, you just do it (and there's a pretty much deeper meaning to this that we all know about. That's not cool.)

Ugh. Like come on. Next thing you know your going to be doing it constantly and it won't be just with your girlfriend, it'll be you doing it here at our house!!! You'll be open about it (which I mean I guess at that point you might HAVE to be), but seriously dude. The more and more you date this girl the more and more you're just becoming a sucky person. I don't want to hate a person I don't know, but how can I not when it's seriously affecting you?! UGH!!!!!!!!!

Welp, have fun on your trip. I guess I know what you'll be doing.

Dear______

I haven't heard from you since the winter crisis a year or so ago. To be honest I'm still beyond pissed at you. To be even more honest I don't regret saying good bye.

I do however have something to apologize for. I'm sorry for the things I said in the end... no, more like for how I said them. I resorted to the cheapest shots in the book and for that I am truly sorry.

I still think that some things you needed to hear. Like how you where looking for flaws and how reluctant you where to let them go.

For years I was your friend with out reservation. Blindly backing you up despite compelling evidence that you where being less than honest with me. It hurt when you started accusing me of things, ignoring any protest to the contrary.

Most of all I think it was the fact my friendship wasn't enough to convince you life was worth living.I tried so many things to help you. I tried subtly turning your gaze towards healthier ways of thinking or dealing with pain. I tried convincing you to take your depression pills. I even tried to play psychologist when you told me you wanted nothing to do with a real one. When you where afraid of being homeless I offered you a place to go. I just wanted so badly for you to be alright. I didn't expect anything in return really... I just wanted to help you get better. I still want that. Hopefully you can do so someday.

However there is a limit. When you hunted me down on my ps4 messages because I wasn't actively chatting with you online... when you called me names for respecting your "busy fuck off" status on Skype... I had had enough.

I tried to calmly talk you down and reason with you. I told you, "you could have just told me you wanted to talk."

You told me your a sob story and continued to blame me and call me names. Even so, I should not have done the same. I said some truly horrible things which hopefully you never read. You tend not to when your pissed.

Still. I warned you that another fight would be our last. I blocked you in every way I could think of and left you in the past. With revised (kinder) last words on an abandoned face book page.

Every now and then I still think about the things I could have done differently. Knowing me, I still would have left.

I started hating who I was when I was around you. It took me along time to let go of the pain, rage, guilt and regret. It was to the point I was glad you where in another contry because I wanted to punch something. Luckily exercise worked wonders instead. I simply realize now I was trying to hard to be something I wasn't. What that was I don't know- or I chose not to.

In short, may your life be better and may you live long enough for it to change for the better. If you kill yourself I will slap your grave stone. And remind the air how little I approve of your choice. I'love probably still leave you roses. You can't refuse them if your dead.

this belongs in Random doesn't it?
/sage

Dear "_____",

Whats up? Are you even alive? Oh wait yeah i saw a pic of you the other day you look happy i hope you are. Ever since u moved its been pretty boring. I bet its not the same for you but...anyway we havent talked in a while...my birthday passed i was hoping to atleast get a text haha ....im going out more now ..trying too do good for others and myself..still lonley but i expect it to get better. Take care.

Sincerly..your friend

dear ___
the very least you can do is pretend to pay attention and pretend to be interested. i was really excited about something and you made me feel like i wasn't even worth a minute of your time.

i actually really don't care that you are sick all the time. it is just not something that everyone in the world needs to know. and when you overshare these things i shut up and listen. and when i am really excited about something, it hurts that you don't feign the same amount of interest about my life.

also, stop lying about me. i am not a bad person. you don't have to lie about my personality just because you don't take the time to notice it. i am not some slutty valley girl that you think i am. just take five minutes out of your not busy schedule and get to know me. listen without contradicting everything i say because if i say that i'm sad you give me a story how you are more sad, or what i'm feeling isn't sadness, and i don't know what else to say because i can't argue with you even though you have no idea what goes on in my head.

i already had to go through one parent abandoning me, i don't want the other to ignore me until i fade away.

sincerely, your daughter.

Dear molester,
Its been a while since that day.. there was a presentation going on in our gym and all classes were sent down to watch it. I was the last to get there and all the seats on the bleachers were taken so I panicked and walked to the back of the gym to sit down and watch. Unfortunately one of the teachers spotted me and made me sit in an open spot... right infront of you..
I was surrounded by upperclassmen I didn't know, i was so nervus because I have terrible anxiety but I decided to proceed watching the video being displayed infront of me. That was when you..
Started touching me.. I didn't know what to do or think. Since we were all sitting so close together I thought it was just your feet touching me because there was barely enuf leg room, but I was mistaken. I relized that I was feeling hands not feet.
I started to tremble out of fear and anxiousness. What am I suppost to do! I kept on thinking. I was thinking about ways I could react. Am I suppost to turn around and hit him? Or cause a scene? I was screaming internally as it continued praying for someone, anyone to save me. But in the end, no one did and I had to endure it for 20 minutes untill the video was over.. I was so scared that no matter how much I wanted to, I couldn't turn around to see who it was.
Afterwards I ran to the bathroom and cried. I wanted to tell some one so badly but I couldn't. .

I just wanted to say I hope your reading this, I hope you never do this to anyone else and make them endure the same fate I had. But I just wanted to ask you why? Why would a grade 12 highschooler want to touch a 13 yearold girl like that..
I haven't forgotten what you did and I probably never will.
I hope yourself and everyone just like you burns in hell for eternity.

Sincerely, That girl you molested 3 years ago.

Dear me

You'll change. People will loath you, hate you, discriminate you. All because you are different.

You'll change schools. But, you'll go to a school were you feel 'average'. Even though you used to be hated for being different, in this school your average.

You will want to change schools, back to the school were people loathed you, but you are scared. Scared to tell your parent that you hate the change.

Dear me, this is the present.

Dear me, you better figure it out fast, before you regret your decision.

Dear 5206 faces o' mine,

They were right when they said I'm someone else every time I wake up. I call myself a "Jack of all trades, master of none", but the truth is even I have no idea what I'm doing. And when I say "I like all people", it's just that I lose friends so easily, I get bored of them as soon as the inside of my mind changes once again. And I don't really blame anyone for not trusting me, when they talk to a complete stranger every day. So, all you 5206 motherfuckers, ready to welcome your 5207th brother?

Dear "Friend",
Sometimes I wish humans didn't have to be so civilized. Because I would give you the what for. I see through your tricks all the time, but you're too stupid to know that. I hate it when you call me that because you have no understanding of what I am, and you are extremely clueless. I wish I could find one word to fully describe you; rude, annoying, clueless, selfish... and many more. Your words do not hurt me, but they are annoying as fuck. You should get your facts straight before you open that big mouth of yours. You're a total bitch, but you might just be too clueless to acknowledge that fact. Maybe the word annoying would be a good word to describe you, because you definitely annoy me. It's like you don't even have any common sense. You have no idea how hard it is for me to deal with someone like you in my life. All you really do is stress me out and it is fucking stupid. Just like you.

See ya bitch,
Me

Dear "you know who",

Oh the things I wish I could say to you. Just so I can have some closure with my life and move on. Yet, you linger in my mind like a nightmare every night I dream. Do I condone what I did to you? No. Do I regret it? Yes. But you want that, don't you?

You see, if I just let you win, then nobody wins. My family will still hate you and everyone that cares about me will rally behind me. Give the support I needed rather than what was given to me by you.

I guess I just want to know why. Why leave me to rot in that cell? Why let something happen to me like that? It shows your true character. If you really care about me or anyone. I feel sorry for you. To live knowing you let that happen.

Maybe this life gave me this ordeal I'm going through as a lesson, but the more I breathe, I suffocate. Thanks to you, I developed problems over this year. I can't think straight anymore, I can't be a goddamn kid anymore, I can't be with my own blood.

How does that make you feel?

Sincerely,
The Black Sheep of the family.

Dear "Friend",
You are a parasite. A bug. You are a disgusting excuse for life. It is wasted on you. You are just a huge weight on my shoulders and i'm sick of you. Why am I still "friends with you then? To be honest, I can't give a definite answer, I'm probably just using you and I am not ashamed of it.
Sincerely
your a bitch

Dear world,
I hate you. but just because I'm stubborn af I will continue to get up every morning to fight those shitheads who live inside you, including me.
Love, Tired

Dear 'partner for 2 years'
You looked awesome today even though you'd never believe me.
You always look so cute.
I love youu
Love, Meee

Dear "friend"
I want to be more than friends.
Sincerely
That guy

Dear ____,
It'd be great if you stopped making me feel like crap.
Sincerely,
gagiru

Dear ______,

You are really stupid. Can you just ask her how she's doing? It's kind of weird that you have to ask me what to say, because you know what I bet she would be so happy to hear from you. I still can't believe you just stopped talking to her, because she did drugs. Look, if you actually cared about her you might have tried to help her out by asking her why she did them and trying to support her by convincing her not to them. Anything really? You know, because now that she's in rehab I feel really bad for her and I wasn't even that close to her. I said hi to her like three times in my entire middle school life and had a few conversations with her and that's it, but you! You were so close to her and then the moment she told you she was really into drugs, you bail on her. THAT'S NOT WHAT FRIENDS DO! I get it, you're freaked out by the whole drugs thing, but tbh, it's not like she can influence you in any way, because she doesn't even go to the same school as us. I'm sure she'd be glad to hear from you and I think you're really wrong for just forgetting about her until now when she's in trouble. You could have helped her. She's a really nice girl and I feel like she just got into some bad things. The fact that none of you guys who were extremely close to her tried to help her out is really sad.

Dear ____,
I wish you wouldn't hate me so much.
Sincerely, Yuno Gasai.

Dear ______
Thank you so much for accepting me an making me laugh. You made my life so much better and gave me courage and support when I need it.
Thank you

Love,
Museless

Dear _____,

Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened in my life. I have no regrets.
Thank you for your songs with all the wonderful messages in them. Because of you, I've learned to be strong and stay happy no matter what happens in life.
Thank you for everything^-^

Love, Ayano

Dear ____,
STOP FUCKING TALKING TO ME WHEN I'M TAKING A SHIT.
NZPIEFACE

Dear, ____,

Idk man, on a scale of 1-10 your personality is like... a 4?

Dear _______,
I have been thinking about it for almost a week, and I came up with two answers: it is either that I highly admire you as a human being, or that I am madly in love with you. Although I sort of not entirely sure about the latter.
Yours truly,
the one who stayed up till 05:20, talking about quantum physics with you.

Dear ______,

It's almost going to be a year now, you know...and I think it's really stupid that you act like they meant nothing to you still. You can't pretend like eight years didn't happen and you can't pretend like you tried to make up with her, because you didn't. I think you were bored with that life and that you were sick of her family. I don't know much about love, but that seems really messed up, because you guys shared something and to end it like that, it's just so horrible. It's quite a sad thing actually, that you had to break up with her, because I really liked her. You always came home for a week when you were mad at her, but then you made up like it was nothing! That was crazy to me! Now you're dating someone else and I highly doubt she's up to par with who you were with for eight years. To be honest, I think it'll just be a repetition of the same thing. You were madly in love with the other girl for a few years and then year three hit and you would get annoyed by her. I might be a little naive in thinking that you shouldn't get annoyed by your significant other, but I guess, shouldn't you think it's cute even if you get annoyed. It wasn't even big things, it was just something like her getting a little offended by something. She's a girl, what do you expect. The same thing will happen with this new girl and not necessarily that exact same thing, but perhaps something different. After you've known her for a while and once you introduce her to us. Pls, don't introduce her to us. If you must...don't introduce her to your daughter. Again, probably being naive, but if my dad or mom ever introduced me to someone they were with, I'd get so pissed off! It will be almost a year now with being with your new girlfriend right, and as Thanksgiving and Christmas and New Year's approach, are you going to make it official by bringing her over for the holidays or by going over to her place for the holidays? I'm anticipating those days...but I don't want them to come. I guess i've already got a bad impression about her, but that's mostly what you come home talking about and then when you have to stay home, because your daughter is spending the night, you get pissed at your daughter because you can't go out on a date. Who's more important, your own flesh and blood or some person who may not very well be the person you'll spend the rest of your life with? Which one? Come on, it's pretty obvious! Ugh. This is why I dislike you even more now. If you introduce her to us and she's got a shitty personality, I'm going to dislike you even more.

Dear ______,

You were doing so good and then you had to lie again. Whyyyy? Please stop.

Dear ___,

I really didn't want to stop talking to you, I just... You know I do have a crush on you, even though I have never said that directly to you. And I also know you don't see me as I do (yep, your friend told me everything). I know you're too kind to reject someone because you're afraid to hurt someone's feelings, but you should know I really wouldn't care that much. When your friend told me what you have been talking about me to your friends, I was a little shocked, because she accidentaly said more than she should, but just a little.
I'm not angry nor sad, because I already expected that you didn't like me that way, but I'm disappointed because you know mostly everything about me and yet you have never said any of those things to me, I really don't know a thing about you! It's almost as you don't truste me! I'm not sure if you really like me as a friend or just want a beta male to be your disposable emotional support, but even though I do respect our friendship, I'll stop talking to you. I don't want to, but I will.
I get really sad when I see your shiny, happy and bright face, and I get really jealous when you approach to other guys. I need a break to forget about you, and it's been working so far. I also need other friends, I can't keep talking to the same 5 girls until I graduate, I don't want to be chained, I want to be free and talk to everyone. I need new friends, I need a new girl, I need better grades, I need to be happier and healthier. Things will work better that way.
The only little thing that still makes me uncomfortable is that you told your friend that I had a chance with you, but I threw it away. I never knew that! And you had a crush on a guy and it seems that you don't anymore, but I had never known that! Sorry, even if you're the most wonderful person ever, you definitely don't deserve my loyalty.
Don't worry, nothing personal, I'm not mad at you, I just think it'll be better for me if I keep avoiding you. That may sound a little selfish, but not as selfish as you were.

Sincerely,
The K.

Also, ____, why didn't you told me about this crazy shit? We are best buddies! I know you didn't want me to get upset but come on! I need to know when shit's happening, as harsh as it may be for me. Well, be more useful next time! >:|

Dear ____,

I wish that you could be less confused about your emotions and your choices, because I want you to know that you are hurting me and yourself a lot in the process. I wish you knew how hard it was for me to keep track of what you're thinking but I also hope that you find yourself someday.

Sincerely, Poshi

Dear ___,

I will always love you. No matter what happens, I will always do. I know you will leave me sooner or later, since I'll never be good enough for you. You always expect me to be something I'm not, but that's okay I suppose.

Even though it hurts, I want you to know that I will always forgive you, even though you've done something really terrible at least for me.

Still, even though I forgive you, I still want you to be clear and honest whenever you decide and making promises. It's painful tbh, but I'm kinda afraid I'm asking too much. But I guess asking for you to keep your promises isn't too much, rite? You made those by yourself anyway, and I'm just asking it. Is it too much for you? Then don't make such promises...

Even though we're now are having break since you wish for it, I hope it won't end with a breakup. I still want to be with you for much longer. Am I asking too much?

I guess you really do hating me secretly. But that's okay, I still love you.

Your regards,
Ni.

Dear ______,

Let me just say, who tells someone they sincerely care about, or "love" that their brain has problems? That I'm not normal, never will be, and that I'm as stupid as a piece of crap.

I understand that you only want to help me to be better, to support me, but do you really have to go as far as telling me that I am an idiot? A crazy psycho that needs a therapist?

Do you really feel the need to yell at me everyday for being who I am? I know, I know that you are trying your hardest to make me graduate at the top of my class. I know that you are trying to be nice to me. I know. I'm not an idiot, as I've told you so many times.

I am not brain dead, I understand what you are saying. There is no need to repeat it a hundred million times. Back off a bit. Make sure I'm doing stuff correctly. Stop hovering over my shoulder every second of every single day and say that I can't survive without your help.

I am indeed at the top of my class. I am indeed one of the top students at my school, though I'm far from being in the oldest year. Stop pressuring me. Stop signing me up for things I don't want to do. I don't want to do cross country, I don't want my every second of so called free time that you've given spent to try and catch up on homework. I don't want to chase after my cousin, to become a banker with a high income. I want to do my own thing. No doctors, no bankers, no accountants.

I care about you just a tiny bit. Just realize that if you cross that line between anger and irritation, I will not hesitate to blow up in your face.

Sincerely,
Kahen

Dear _______,

Why don't you understand that I'm me for a reason? I will never be your perfect ideal child? I will never be what you want and the only reason why I've made it this far in my life is because I decided to stay true to myself...... but then again I feel more like I'm just breathing than truely alive. I don't want to say it's your fault but the whole reason why I've just given up on life is because you destroy everything I've worked to build.

I stopped building things because in the end what's the point if you're just going to ruin everything for me? That's why I'm sick of trying.

Dear ________,
I love you and love spending time with you most of the time, but you can be a complete jackass. For example, when I am literally crying tears in front of your face, you keep telling me "It'll just become worse so we have no need to comfort you because you can't control your emotions." way to say that to someone you love, who is crying in front of your face. And another thing, you can never make me do whatever the hell you want me to do. You want me to do these things that don't make me who I am. You know me as much as I know myself, so you should know what I like and not fucking shape it like it's clay. Sometimes I just want to cry in your face to see if you'll care or not.

I'm done with this bullcrap.

Sincerely,
"Yamune"

Dear ________,
It's been about a month since we last talked after you've said those unintentional, hurtful things. I ranted to our mutual friend, and I have no idea how much was told to you. About the side that I never wanted any of you to ever find out.

The mask that I had on for so many years, finally reached a breaking point.

We played some LoL together, where I continued to be a burden to you. We didn't say anything for that entire period. There's probably some whispering going on between the three of you, I pretend that I didn't notice.

You left for UK for further studies after that, I didn't see you off because I am a coward. Wasn't really sure how to approach you after that, since you found out just how broken I actually am. You didn't really asked for me either, so I continued to ran. Our friendship, my friendship with the other two; nothing but silence.

I plugged out all my courage to ask if we could talk again, because you mattered to me. As a friend of mine who somehow been with me for more than a decade, and as the person who you are, even though you're really ignorant about some things.

As of now, there's still no reply.

You'll return home in 9 months time. I can't picture what will happen after those 9 months. And there's still no words from the other two. No "We'll be here" or "It's okay". Nothing.

I suppose while you three continue on, with your life and future, I was left here abandoned, questioning just what am I to you. I'm sorry that we couldn't understand each other from the start.

The memories that we've had these past three years were the absolute best. You guys were the best of friends that I could ever ask for.

And this is a goodbye that will never reach you. I'm sorry that I'm too tired to chase after you anymore. The silence is so painful to bear. So I guess I'll pretend and lie about it all over again.

I'll watch from behind. So please, promise me that you'll be happy.

-Zychus

Dear Friend,

I wa home over break for a few weeks and it was the bebst time I've had since I broke up with M******. Leaving felt like the worst thing ever, i feeel so damn loneley now that I'm back. I'd love nothing better than to get on the next bus and see them all again. I'm not sure if I ever told you about N****, we never really hung out much back in the day. But, I spend some time with her and damn, I think she's awesome! It's really fun to be around her, she's pretty lively and open. I think I have a crush on her... but that's between us. I won't act on it in any case. I'm not ready to be in a relationship again and I'm not sure if we'd work out. She hast some baggage as well.
I wonder why I end up liking girls that have a bad home life? (especialy because I only find out about it after I start liking them...)

Love always,
Charlie

Dear, Student in class with me in three subjects
Hey ,lady. You might not feel so attacked,feel the need to defend yourself so much , or worry about what other people are talking about you , if you kept your mouth shut about them,and stop being so blindly negative .
Sincerely ,Cats.

Dear ______,

Haha, my mom bought me those chocolates (fancy chocolate, too!) and you decide to eat them all. There's virtually no chocolate left, so you know what. Just eat it. I don't give a shit. My mom told me that she bought them for me, but whatever, they're yours now you freeloading fuck.

Dear ______,

lol does the whole school know or is this just something that people who know us know about? Eh, I mean you know the whole school...but somehow my rep with the other kids isn't ruined, or is it?

Hey,Lady whom I commented on today
Hey, I know that I am a little derpy,sometimes,but this is quite rare for quite a lot of us .I"m not overly silly and I know when to be quiet, so do the others.Please don't yell at people all the time in class,or comment rudely ,strictly, and out of the blue with fake authority at us ,we're pretty chill people .It's you that needs to read the atomsphere, it's you who need to think about what to do is right , and have common sense in it . If you saw yourself through my eyes, you would tell yourself to be quiet and stop being a killjoy.
Sincerly , Cats .

Dear, carly
I really fucking hate you. You are the most annoying, stupidest airhead i have ever met. Your stupidity really pisses me off,-like HOLY SHIT ARE YOU EVER STUPID. Your as dumb as a door knob and i have lost all respect for you from all of the stupid comments and opinions you have. The way you walk is retarded,and the way you talk is retarded. Seriously, you sound and walk like your hammered all the time! And quite frankly, your stupidity never ceases to amaze me.

From________

Dear _____,

So I've been thinking, and I am now at least 95% sure that I am non-binary, more specifically, I am elissogender. Elissogender is where my gender 'meanders' towards other genders, but I am still very neutral in my gender. For example, one day I will be feeling slightly more masculine than the previous day. It's not genderfluid! The main reason why I'm writing this is that I haven't come out yet, and I'm not sure when I will. For now, this isn't completely set in stone, but it's who I am now. I'm not sure if you'll accept me, or not, I want to bind, but I'm scared of what if I'm found out before I'm ready. Ow wow I've been rambling.
I hope I can muster up the courage to tell you soon,

- Baconator

Dear Bus Driver Lady,
Thanks for stopping and blocking half of the street for no reason, and then proceed to play chicken with me while I tried to pass you and get out of your way. OH. And thank you so much for giving me that awful dirty look when you didn't even use your blinker.

Sincerely,
Mika

Dear ______,

Lady seriously?! A 28/40 on my speech!!! I worked really hard on that! It isn't fair that I don't get a good grade just because I can't put anything personal in it?! How do I talk about my individuality with only 500 words or less. It was extremely hard to do this!!! I actually tried very hard and you know what I don't think I deserve a C! How stupid can one be to not see that some beliefs don't need personal connections?! Just because you believe that we should all be who we want to be, doesn't mean that something in your life made you think that way. Sure, it does sometimes. But with the way I wrote my essay, shouldn't it be apparent why I was using individuality as my belief??? I didn't need to personally connect it to something in my life. I didn't need something HORRIBLE to happen to me, like the rest of the class just to get a good grade. Ugh, do I have to see you tomorrow morning? =_=

Dear ______,

I'm overanalyzing the future too much. Forgive me, because I could be looking at this from a totally wrong angle. I want nothing more than my angle to be the right one, but correct me when the time comes if it isn't.

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dear anon...
i don't know what the fuck i should be doing, over analysing every word/ action is too much work... yet when i losen things go wrong. Just be a decent person ok, thought you were... i guess i was wrong. Please just talk to me ok. This isn't that shitty.... I'm just trying to find an outlet of sorts I guess... and this isn't important enough to tell anyone... nothing is... hah over exaggerating again to make my vaguely existant problems more 'real' and 'important' or just to take the piss out of them making myself feel... less. See less not nothing I'm getting better but still lost. Properly best for u to ignore me...

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Dear ______,

You are such a fuck. Like, stop being a hypocrite and look at yourself in the mirror. You think everyone is traumatizing your daughter, when in all honesty you aren't any help at all to her mental state. She's already confused as is as how she should act around us and what she should tell us because of your ex's side of her family, but you, you are even worse. All of us here try our best to make your daughter happy and try to understand her. She may be only five, but that doesn't mean anything. She annoys me to no means and sometimes I just wish she could leave me alone, but I love her! She is probably one of a few family members that makes me happy and I really worry about her. Everything you tell her makes her feel bad, so how do you expect her to want to come over here! You get so mad at her and yell at her which brings her down, but then you try to smooth it over after you know you've done something wrong to her. That's even more confusing. She shouldn't be going through fluctuations of happy, sad, angry, happy, sad, angry. That's not healthy! So why do you do that? She's just going to be as bad as you one day! I don't want that for her! I don't want her to have the shitty personality you have! Ugh, I can't stand you anymore!

Dear _______,
Our used-to-be awkward hi's and hey's are more normal now, and that makes me beyond overjoyed. I can sometimes feel your gaze upon me, and I can see how you--every now and then--curiously examine my carefully-made notes and maps from the corner of my eye, and the small things you notice, but do not point out; however, despite that, I know there aren't any hidden feelings in all of this, but, gosh, how much I wish that is the case! I know it for a fact that you wouldn't think about me in any other way but this one, and I still desperately hope that you, one day, would change your mind, and put me in a little higher (just a little bit higher) rank--that is all I desire for now. Would you kindly consider it?
Yours truly,
H.

Dear___

Neurologist say that we all have two brains. The cortex brain and for lack of a better term the "animal brain" or sub cortex. The cortex understands time and geographical location. The "animal brain" does not. Brother I have to tell you that I am so sorry for what I did to you when we were younger. I didn't mean to hurt you so much...and cause you so much pain that you would become traumatized and grow to fear me and then hate me in the future.

When a young mind is traumatized, it can severely damage the sub cortex which has no understanding of change in time or geographical location. All it knows is that it's in danger. When I would have blackouts, lose control, and hurt you. It was because of the trauma I endured during early infancy. The trauma of being separated from my mom and also being moved from foster home to foster home.

A brother is supposed to protect his younger brother. I failed at this. I failed you. I'm sorry. Would you forgive? Would you accept me?

Dear _____,

I know you're excited about them. I know you have some interesting stories to tell relating to them. I know you really care about these people you met online, these people who became your friends. And honestly, it's not you, it's me. I'm jealous. Jealous of the fact that you have at least double the amount of friends that I have, triple counting the ones you met online. And there's hardly a day that goes by where you don't mention them to me. It's just hard, being lonely, and hearing about all the friends you have.
But it's okay. Keep talking about them. I'm jealous, but at the same time I like the stories you share.
Maybe I'll find some friends of my own. Maybe then I won't be so jealous of you. And I won't feel so alone sometimes. Maybe I won't be invisible anymore.
I hope you're happy. Sometimes I worry about you. Sometimes I think the personality you show isn't your true personality, that you are really hiding who you are. But maybe I'm wrong.
Thank you for at least knowing that I'm not invisible. Sometimes I question if we are really friends, but I'm probably just over thinking things.
So thank you, for being a friend, to the girl who is invisible to almost everyone.
And if, somehow, you notice my jealousy, don't get mad. I'm sorry. Life's just kind of hard for me sometimes. But I'm trying. I'm trying to help myself and help others.
Okay...I'm kind of writing about a bunch of different things now. And I know there is no way that you would ever read this. But, for some reason, it helped to write it.
But I'll stop writing now. I'll click the reply button, and post this on the Dollars personal board. A website that has become a home to me.
But anyway, I'm sorry.
~HFA

Dear ___.

There are a few things in life I never understood,
Since as far back as I can remember you and ___ have loved me.
But I remember when you didn't as well...
For fifteen years or so I have been having flash backs of when you threw me out, and told me you hated me.
From then on I have felt alone, even when I had the world.
I can't be the son you want, I can't give you grandkids, I can't buy you a big house up in west hills...
But I hope you see that the man I am is greater then that.

I know I've hurt us all, I have scars to remind me of that forever, I hope someday you all can forgive me, and if I am lucky, maybe you will trust me again.
I don't know what else to put...


. -Strangelove.

Dear ____,

I hate the fact that I like you because you have a girlfriend and she treats you like shit. Of course, if you visit her and fix things, I'll just try to stop liking you. But I hate the fact that I like you also because we have NOTHING IN COMMON. When we skype, I find it hard to start talking about things because we only talk about video games. So why do I like you even though we have nothing in common? I DON'T KNOW.I honestly hope you fix things with your girlfriend so I can stay heartbroken and move on.

I hate you, you scrub.

Dear,_____

Stop treating me like your fucking possesion, look I have my own fucking life too! And maybe I dont want to be around you every single moment. Give me a fucking break. Im starting to get real tired of you.
Sincerely, your boyfriend

Dear,____
fuck of with your deluded sense of superiority, your an asshole showing off to anyone who still gives a shit about you. I hate the way you tried to undermine me, like everything i could do you could do better, well NUTS to that you ginger black veil brides wanna be. If you think your better then me because you guilt your mother into wasting thousands of euros on your little fantasy and manipulate your estranged fathers emotions into buying you shit nobody needs, then you really are a sociopath you girly looking cunt.

Dear,
my thought to be wife.

We were together for YEARS. We got along great and when we would fight, like another couple, we would make up, which isn't a problem. We were so good together we even had plans to get engaged maybe two more years down the road. I committed everything to you, even my virginity, because I thought you were going to be my wife.

Then HE showed up. Oh yes. At your cousin's wedding, HE was there and you kissed him and danced with him while I was at chillin at home. How do you think that made me feel? Hello!? Your boyfriend, me, is sitting at home waiting for you, while you were out fooling around!

Then, you sleep over his house and lie to me about it. I can only guess what you did with him that night.

Then you leave me for HIM. What does he have, hm? Sure he may be a 23 year old man, with a nice boat, truck, his own place to live, and that seems very tempting sure. But I know what he is after. He is after your body. As soon as you turned 18, he came after you. All he can give you is his lust, and then he will brush you aside when he decides he's bored.

Do you know what I could have gave you? A life. A life full of love and good deeds and joy. I am not a rich man, but I am a thankful and happy man and I wanted to share all my joy with you.

But I guess you wanted to see what else the world could offer. I guess a loving and committed boyfriend wasn't enough.

Goodbye_____

Sincerely,
Creed

Dear________
Stop following me everywhere!!! I don't want to be mean and I don't know how to tell you but seriously, I don't want to eat lunch with you everyday, sometimes I want to eat lunch with other people. And seriously, sometimes you annoy me, but I don't know how to tell you to go away. One of my friends told me to tell you to just f**k off, but then I can't do it. And I know, I'm a coward, I mean it's just the most stupid problem in the world to not know how to tell someone to f**k off. But you know, maybe it's cause I'm scared of you. I'm scared of what will happen afterwards, because you'll always be there, and if I say something mean, I'll have to live with it for the rest of my life.
Everyday, when I see you, I just feel sick and tired. I can't babysit you, for goodness sake you're old enough to take care of yourself!!!

Dear _________
Thank you for being there with me throughout all these 5 years. I know, it's already been 5 years? You always help me with everything, and I love you a lot. So I'm sorry for sometimes being a bit clingy, and thank you for being my best friend.
Dear __________
I see you at school every single day. And it pisses me off cause I can't even have a conversation with you. It's cause I'm nervous. And so again, I'm sorry. One day, I hope I can tell you, you are the most adorable person ever, and I sorta like you.

Dear ________
Why do you have to try and take away everything I care about. If you truly wanted me to be happy wouldn't you realize that the things that are making me happy are the things I already have not the things I don't. Stop trying to bribe me into liking you, what we had was over and things will never go back to the way they used to.
-xXTrollzayaXx

To______
Please keep your freaking expectations to yourself. I'm not some dress-up barbie doll that you can adorn with whatever you choose.
You claim to know me well, but that's a wonder since whatever you claim to other people about me is always false.
Stop your prattle and just shut up. Better yet, get out of my life.

>>38 wow, just wow

Ah you german?

Dear ______,
Sorry I don't talk much. I know you try to make conversation with me, and I know I don't give you much to work with. It's just, work is such a drag, y'know? I know you're just trying to make the time go by more quickly, but frankly, what does it matter when my fall break is? Do you have something you wanna do, or are just throwing out any little similarities we may have in a desperate attempt to keep things interesting? I wish I wanted to talk more, but I haven't the slightest idea where to start. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm an idiot who needs to learn to be more open to others:
Sincerely,
Enigami
PS- Sorry about your friend. You two were pretty tight, and I have no idea what you must be going through internally right now. He will be missed.

Dear Mónica (not anyone in these forums),

You are a fucking basic bitch, a retarded, stupid, dumb, dull, imbecile, simple, slow, pinhead, held back, opaque, gorked, mentally defected BASIC BITCH!
You cant even send a god damn email to me and you are on a professional programming course, in 11th Grade, what the actual fuck?!

-The guy that's going to fail a class because you can't even send an email. AKA Noboruu

AUSTIN I STILL LOVE YOU(AS A FRIEND)

Dear ___,

When you order pizza and you live in a locked building how will the delivery guy, me, get to you? You didn't answer your phone because it is an unknown number who called 3 consecutive times after you ordered pizza. You even had the gall to say you only received one phone call, in a harsh tone, which was from the dorm's front desk. On top of that you gave me no tip when I chose to deliver yours first. Next time I won't waste my time, which is money in the business, and I will always deliver yours last. I will only call 3 times without getting help from the front desk from now on. I recognize your info since you have done this before when ordering near closing time, which is 12-1am. I will take the pizza back to the store next time if you don't pick up your phone. It is already a nuisance when people don't tip near closing, since I could have done more closing work in the store. To top off my frustration the other closers left early without doing the rest off the work, when I did the majority of it to begin with. I had to stay an extra 40 minutes that I went home around 2am, when I am used to leaving around 1:15.

From the annoyed pizza delivery guy,
Sid.

Dear__________,

Just be honest already! Why do you not appear when you are summoned by the school authorities!? If you truly want to help then why did you not appear!? Twice you have been called, and twice you said yes, but twice you also didn't show your face!! Are you guilty then??? Did you lie when you said some other person approached you and took the bag!? Did you actually steal it yourself!? If you somehow think I'm stupid then think again! Sure I can be crazy and careless, but I'm no pushover! I may be younger than you, but believe me when I say that i will not stop for as long as I don't find what i've lost. And i will not stop hounding you until you give me a logical and acceptable reason why you are not showing yourself!!! Believe me, I WILL NOT STOP.

Dear ____

You are probably the most influential person in my life. You helped me grow. Even when you were mean to me you were preparing me for all the crap I'm gonna have to face in this life. You probably were more of a parent figure than my real parents. You introduced me to the things that keep me alive. I listened to you intently whenever you went through something rough. But that wasn't enough. I could never make you fully feel better. Now you've gone and done some pretty stupid stuff, and all I can do is pray that it doesn't get worse. I will never be able to repay everything you have done for me, but I will always love you.

Dear ___________,

I always thought how many times have you apologized to me. Whenever you do, we became friends, you promise something, talk to each other, tell you something about me, suddenly gets silent, and then I don't even know what went wrong. This cycle repeats again and again and seriously, I'm freakin' sick and tired of all your bullshit!!!
-Transparency

Dear_______,

I see you everywhere. I notice you are standing, not far away from me, and just staring at me. But when I try to look directly at you, you dissappear. Just like shadow people. are you one of them? Are you a ghost? What do you want?

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Dear,
I always act like a different person to everyone I talk to. Whats wrong with me? Why cant I be myself for once. I have so many fake identities I dont know which one is real. I can never be the person I truly am on the inside. I wish I had someone who was truly close to me so I could tell that person everything iv been afraid to tell thats been buried deep in my heart. I think maybe you could be that person, I just wish I had the courage to talk to you again and tell you everything. I know iv been avoiding you all these years, because I dont want to relize your just like everyone else if I do. But there is a chance that your not either. They talk about you alot, and say mean things about you thats hard to hear. I see you alone alot too.. since your somewhat like me,
Maybe, just maybe, were meant for eachother.

Sincerely, your long lost childhood friend.

Dear ________
Please stop pretending to be my friend, it's annoying as fuck, you pretend that you're friends with me but I have friends who tell me I'm being backstabbed, I've done nothing to you so why do you hate me. Oh yeah, ITS BECAUSE I LISTEN TO MUSIC THATS IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE. Just because you can't understand it doesn't mean its bad, many people listen to kpop and can't understand it but do they care? No.
Music is a universal language, so stop fucking backstabbing me and being a two face bitch.

Dear ________,

Dude, why are you talking about getting high on prescription meds? You literally just told my mom she should have lied and said that she was in more pain than she was, so she could get stronger meds and not to heal her, but to make her "happy" as you said. To give her "that good high." WHY?! WHY?! I hate you a lot.

Dear ______,

I know I messed up a lot recently. I know that things are different between us now. I know that I have to move forward, and try to move on. I know it's been two months now. I know, and I'm sorry that I'm not like you. I can't take my feelings and lock them away like you can. I can't get rid of how I feel for you, and I never will. I still find a new reason to fall in love every time I see you. I try my best to make it stop. I try my best to convince myself that you felt nothing during the whole year and a half. I try my best to become a better person now. I try. I know that I have no excuses. I know that the bridge we once had is gone and that we are trying to build something new. I know that I miss you every waking moment. I know that I can't change that. I'll always be here for you, you will always be my best friend and the one closest to my heart.

Sincerely,
Your once dearest leifje.

Dear _______,

I know, I know that you liked me but I was afraid to court you. Yes I had fun really, whenever you trashtalk me a lot (uhh that wasn't maybe?), you punch me out of nowhere, walking alone with you, and giving me free treats, even though I call you a lesby everytime cause you're so violent to me. I had this feeling already, that maybe you had a possible crush on me. But I held back everytime, cause you're so beautiful and pretty! Who would have thought that a stuck up like me will ever be an apple of your eye? It's impossible right?3x That's why only until 4th year I had the courage to court you. But it was too late, you already have a BF. You cried in front of me, saying that you thought I despise you. Sure I was ignoring you, but that was just I thought it was never possible. I liked you, but I thought keeping it would be the best since I don't want our friendship to be broken... But it had a very massive backfire in the end. But wasn't it your fault? You didn't wait, If you really liked you could've wait for me to court you. But. I think it was my fault also, SHIT WHOSE FAULT WAS IT!? I kept thinking over and over again. Until that day you rejected me, we never talked to each other, never even looked at each other, and it was freaking disturbing and awkward you know? One thing also, our classmates hated me for making you cry, especially the girls. I received cold glares and ignored, and because of that I departed from society, thinking that they were good-for-nothing.

But I think that was good. Since because of that I wanted to achieve something, I studied and passed one of the hardest scholarship program to get into in our country, I was determined to achieve success because I was shunned, and I wanted to show them that I made it. Now I'm currently attending college, burning my eyebrows in studying the heck out every night. But still, this is maybe embarrassing, but ever since highschool, i wanted you to be my wife. But really, our bonds are already broken, I can only hope for you to have a good life, get a good husband who will make you happy, and someday I will attend you're wedding... Like the scene of the movie I watched: You are the Apple of My Eye. It maid me cry really, but I think my fate will be just like the protagonist of that show.

Sincerely,
Your friend, Crane.

dear_

sorry i like you, sorry im not good enough for you, sorry im weird and dorkyu and love to read. but i like you and idk if you like me. but every time i see you i get dirty thoughts. i would love to make out with you - midge

Hey ______,

I just found that I really loved you, is all.

Hey _______,
Listen... i know you've had a crappy past and you did.. not ok stuff but you said i made it better. i hope your right. those marks you blamed on the cat. i hope you weren't lying. i hope i'm not useless now... i love you so much and i want to be with you for the rest of my life but if it hurts you so bad... if i bring you such emotional pain that you have to do that... maybe it would be better if we didn't see each other anymore. i love with all my heart and without you i would break but i want you to be happy more than i want myself to be.
i will never ever stop loving you. please don't hurt yourself.
Love, forever and always,
Tsuma

Dear ____,
You mean so much to me. I would give the world to keep you alive, and that's what i've been trying to do. To give you everything. But i fear everything will never be enough.
I know you are in so much pain, but you need to keep being strong. I know it's selfish to tell you to live, not for your own sake but for mine and ____'s, but please do. We're trying so hard to take care of you because we love you more than anything that could ever exist in this world, but i'm scared. I'm scared the next funeral i'm going to go to will be yours. You may never understand how much i truly care and love you, but know that i do.
Please live for us. I'm not promising we can make everything better, but we can try. We will try.
Sincerely, Kukka.

Dear, guy
Why am I so cruel. When you were happy I put you down, when you smiled I made you frown. Why were you still my friend when you knew that I treated you so badly. I liked you and I didn't know how to express that to you so I hurt you. Does that make me a bad person? They told you I like you but I said I didn't, I regret that. We grew distant, but you were still on my mind. You left and I felt happy knowing that I didn't have to feel regret every time I saw you. But when you left it only got worse, I couldn't stop thinking about the things I did to you and how I could of said I'm sorry. But then you came back, I felt so happy that I could say sorry to you. But I couldn't face you, it was like facing all my monsters. I looked at you from afar but wouldn't get near you. Looking at you with all your friends which is where I could've been. Time went on and I thought you had forgotten about me, but I knew you hadn't because you would always peer at me with your soft brown eyes looking thoughtful. You were friends with my best friend and I was so jealous of her. You always treated your friends with respect which I knew I would never have from you. I knew I couldn't see you alone forever, and that's when she came into your life. With her soft brown hair and her petite figure she captured you. And I in the background looked at this from far away. You are now in a relationship with her and what's worse is that I cant be mad because you were never mine to begin with. I'm horrible, I know that. Your shining now, your light is so bright I cant even look at you. Sometimes I wonder if you think of me, if you remember some of the good moments we had. I just want to say that I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for calling you names, I'm sorry for hurting you, and I'm sorry for being horrible. I hope you forgive me, and if you don't it's okay I wouldn't forgive me either. I'm really sorry for not telling you this face to face. I'm a coward. And is it okay for me the coward to love you.
Sincerely,
That Girl

Dear____,
Look back at me sometimes, it'd help my day.
From Someone that stares

________,

Honestly.... I really do hope that you're the one I get to spend the rest of my life with. You don't give me butterflies whenever I see you. But instead, I feel safe. Seeing you makes me feel comfortable and at home. You give me a warm, happy feeling. I don't get nervous around you and my heart definitely doesn't skip a beat. No, but I get an even better feeling with you. It's so soothing and calming to be near you. You make me happy like nobody else can. You make me want to be better and encourage me to not give up. When I really think about it, isn't that what true love is? It's not what cliche love stories say it is. It's way better. And I'm pretty sure I found it with you.

All I hope is that I'm right. So far, I have been.

Love,
Somebody Who Truly Loves You

Dear my future lover,
Hey,I believe you're still waiting for me.Don't worry.One day,I'll eventually find you,hug you and say "I really love you!"....so just wait for me,ok?I promise.I'll come to you.Please,wait for me.

I'm looking forward to meet you in person.When we meet,just smile to me and say "...Hey,where have you been?"...

From,
your future lover.

Dear Life,
would you be become more delightful. ive been stuck with this shitty life. full of lies and ignoration. I sick of this normal lifestyle, could you change it a little bit fun.

from,
dramatic person.

Dear PC,
I love you. You have been there for me when no one else was. When I would cry myself to sleep, only your glow would save me. I spent hours wasting my life on league of legends, playing for hours. I have gone to great lengths to preserve my internet footprint so no one can impersonate my identity. I am the greatest person ever, thanks to you. The Internet made me obese.
From,
Ritvi Avancha (aka Truck3r66 on YouTube plz sub)

Dear ______,

I'm not sure what to say but your birthday is coming up and I want to write a letter. I should have given it to you directly but I'm a no-good coward. I've been meaning to say this for the whole time but I like you. I like you for who you are even if you are stubborn idiotic moron that I want to punch just once for being stupidly oblivious about everything.
I will give you a gift even if you forgotten my b-day last time. Well I did planned out an entire thing, payed $300 to make show up even if your completely unaware that it was my b-day. It was my best day of my life. I can still remember us, on top of a mountain, watching the starry night. I wondered if you remember it too.
Well enough reminiscing. Anyway, I just want to say "Happy Birthday" and I hope you can read this letter someday.

Sincerely,
The Foolish Fool

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Dear ____,

Thank you for making my life a living hell. I thought it would all get better but you made that impossible. Your verbal abuse was the reason I never wanted to exist, and almost following through with it. But now, the dollars have my back, and if you mess with me again, they will kick your @$$.

Dear ______,

I don't know why you keep getting mad at your daughter. The reason she doesn't know is because of you and your ex, so stop blaming her. Also, I get you want her to lose weight by taking her to play baseball, but that was the whole reason why we told you to put her in the gymnastics class, but no according to you "she didn't like it" when it was quite obvious she did. Now, you're forcing her to do baseball and she does not even like it. If you want her to lose weight so badly, take her to do something she actually likes! I can't believe you get mad at her for stupid things like not wanting to play baseball. I mean come on!!! You even went out and bought her a really nice mitt?! You waste your money on things like that, but not on her actual interests. I get it. Sports are important, but don't force her into a sport. Let her choose on her own. My mother used to take me to do many sports and I liked most of them, but overall I chose which ones I enjoyed. Ballet for three years, gmynastics for five, hula dancing for two years, swimming for five years, tennis for one. And you know what, I LOVED tennis. It's a shame that the class had to end so suddenly, but it was great. And these are the things you should do with her. Go through the activities pamphlet given to us by the city and look through it with her. Ask her what she's interested in and take her to the classes she wants to go to? I know you don't like the way my mom teaches because for some reason I'm a "brat," "spoiled," "manipulative," and just about every other possible shitty thing, but you know what, I think I turned out pretty much the best ever. I'm curious about things and interested in the world and a lot more blah blah blah. I want my little cousin to be like that. The way you're raising her is not going to let her be like that. Of course, I'm "horrible" and you wouldn't want her to be horrible, right? Conforming and keeping the mind closed to it's reality and the many opinions she can formulate is a really good thing. I hope you realize someday, people aren't meant to be robots and can have their own opinions. Can't wait to see what happens to your daughter.

Sincerely,
the person who used to think you were super awesome but now finds you disgustingly lame.

Dear _______,

I wish you would understand that Im here for you and you dont have to hide things from me. I love you and I will never judge you no matter what you do and what mistakes you make. I will never call you stupid or pathetic. Im here for you, so just trust me.

Sincerely,
The one who will always love you and be there for you.

Dear____,
I think of you often. Its hard for you to not be here since you were my other half. The real thing. You didn't feel the same way.

You told me you care about me but you don't call anymore and tell me is because of long distance. We both know that's an excuse. You have a boyfriend in Chile and that is long distance. The truth is that I am not that important to you.

I remember going to the mall and everyone thinking we were a couple because of how we laughed together. I remember how in the bus we got weird looks as we played out story telling game and people thought we were crazy. I remember when you grabbed my shoulder and laid your head on my shoulder fro comfort. I miss all those beautiful things.

Your obsession with Chile never gave me a chance to love you. You have a Chilean flag in your room, a Chilean wallet, you give me Chilean gifts and always talk about going back to Chile. I never had a chance to impress you. To be more because I wasn't Chilean.

I still think of you and I love everything about you still. It just hurts to know that our moment together is gone and that my words turned sour as I express... love.

I will never find anyone like you and my heart will never be complete as long as you are not by my side.

I wish... I wish that we could see each other again. To give you the half hour hugs we used to share, to cuddle with you and tell stories again, to sit down and talk about God and life. I miss those moments. Miss your beautiful curls on my face, miss your bright eyes, miss my salsa partner, miss practicing salsa casino with you, miss us punching each other for fun, miss when you used to touch my back when we worked out together.

I love you.

Sincerely
Me.

Dear____
Notice me senpai.
Me

Dear J,
I wish we could talk so I could tell you of my problems - there are many and they are frightening.
I wish you would stay instead of disappearing every time I tell you we need to talk - running away doesn't solve problems.
I wish I could trust you enough to tell you that my mother has cancer, and that in the next 22 years of my life, I'm very likely to get it too. But you probably know that already, since that's been all that people in our small town have been talking about. A doctor gets cancer; what irony!

We had a good year and a half, but after you left to the capital to study, I was lost and depressed for a whole year. I didn't let it stop me though. I got in on different projects and even got the chance to compete in America. America - miles and miles from Europe! But you wouldn't know this, because you were too buisy complaining about everything around you and smoking your health away. You lost most of your friends, because you seemed to argue and fight with everyone around you. Even when we met for the first time in a year all you could tell me is that my idea of studying medicine is stupid. Smooth as ever. Another year later, and I can still hear your complaining over everyone. Hooking up and breaking up every year is just not for me, I hope you understand.

The reason I'm writing you is to tell you that I'm moving out. Not to the next town or to the capital. Out, as in abroad. I'm applying to a foreign college and I'm not coming back. It's a fresh start of the rest of my life. Hope you find yours too.

Goodbye,
Galli

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Dear ___,

Stop trying to be cool, for goodness sake. You're just embarrassing yourself and at worst it could get you into a lot of dangerous trouble. I know this is just a phase but ignoring others just to get your image up makes you kind of an asshole. Please just don't.

From,
me

>>99 this is my favourite one

Dear___,
I really don't understand you. It's like you have no consideration for anyone else's feelings. It seems your hobby is criticizing and hating on EVERYTHING. I don't know why you think it's so "cool" or whatever to judge everything so harshly. Someone likes anime? They are instantly a weeaboo. If they wear an anime jacket out in public, you respond with "that's so dumb. It's like you're trying to look like an otaku but you're failing as a a stupid ass weeb." DUDE, IT'S NOT LIKE A PERSON'S CLOTHES PREFERENCE FOR THE DAY AFFECTS YOU! On the other hand, if you like something such as an anime (which is usually horrible considering what your qualifications of "good writing" are) and someone else thinks it's the piece of shit it really is, and they just say, "oh, well, I thought that was one of the worst animes I've sever seen, but if you like it, that's okay (I guess...)." Then you come back with defending your crappy anime, and constantly harass for the inevitable future on how great their dumb show is. Other than just being a hater on your opinions, you criticize things like people's art in a way that is nowhere near constructive.

Ex—
Me: Hey look at this drawing of this anime character I did last night! I really like how it turned out! :3
You: The shoulders are off, you colored it wrong, and the eyes look weird.
Me: *Cries silently*

It's not just me, you do that to everyone's artwork. Or music. Or ANYTHING. If you think their face looks bad you'll say it. You used to be nice, but now you're just hurting everyone with your aura of negativity. You are the staple definition of someone who has the "glass half empty" mentality.All your friends are drifting away, and now only a small group remains. Me, your longtime friend, will not tolerate this abuse to my mental health anymore. Congratulations, you just lost your best friend, you good-for-nothing pessimist.


Farewell,
Muramasa

Dear ____,
You're such an ass. You call me stupid all the time and you say you don't mean it, but you know how I feel about it. I hate that you don't even consider how I feel...
Sincerely,
Saika

Dear ______,

I feel like I've screwed you over (and that's the last thing I wanted to do because everyone screws me over. Don't want to be a hypocrite, you know) or at least that you feel that I've screwed you over. I hope you don't feel that way. Maybe we can hang out soon, if not, just know that I'm sorry. =(

Dear____,

You should really stop breaking promises. No one is going to trust yoy sooner or later. This is your first warning whether you see this or not, you have been already warned.
Sincerely,
Rent

Dear,

Stop sticking you damn nose into my buisness, what I do is none of your concern, ass hole.

Dear_____,

You should go fuck yourself and think about what you said to me and my mom. I kinda like you but sometimes I really wanna punch you in the face.

Dear_____,
I fucking hate you so much, you took one of the few friends that I can actually fucking trust and turned her into a slutty whore.
P.S: I hope the rapist notice gets you arrested you fuck face!

Sincerely: CreeperComando

Dear old friend ,
You are a total waste of time and I don't give a rats ass about how I suck so
Just please go back to not being an idiot

Dear ______, my best friend's 'former' friend,
I have done my very best to 'keep you happy', but seriously, CAN YOU STOP CLINGING TO MY BEST FRIEND? I mean, I get she was 'once' your friend, but stop clinging to her like you're her BFF! Oh and please stop that annoying princess act of yours. The world doesn't spin for you! Remember that time in camp? If you don't then you are really forgetful considering that only happened a few weeks ago. On the third day of camp, we did orienteering and you didn't do a damn thing except slowing us down. We were even slower than the Yr 5 students! Then when we were up to the final activity (solving the riddle), my best friend (let's call her T)was standing, exhausted like hell while the rest of us sat on logs. Since you weren't helping at all, we kindly asked you to either stand or move over so T could sit, at least for a few minutes. But you stubbornly told us you would not do either, and started crying. May I ask you, why the hell would you cry because of that anyway? And don't even get me started on the events before that. Both in commando and the start of orienteering, we wanted to be on the same team our best friends An and Mi. Then you came, and one sidedly thought we HAD to be on her team, so she told all the teachers about it so we were stuck together. Now look, I know that you can't run, because you have had weak bones ever since you were born, but having a disability does not make you the most important person in the world! And I will tell you now that our group almost got a detention because of you! I will stop complaining now, instead worrying for you. After all, we are entering high school next year and I know the teachers are not going to stand you and your manner-lacking friend.
Sincerely,
Kuudere(I don't even bother using my real name)

P.S.You will probably never see this letter of mine; neither will anyone from my school, because you have either never even heard of anime before or you watch our national kids channel. At the time I post this, you may even be watching a Korean drama, but I really do not care whatsoever (you don't even know what that is). And you will never catch wind of this either, because the girls only watch Korean dramas and the boys wouldn't even say anything/ they only watch mainstream and typical shounen anime anyway.

Thank you for this thread! I feel so much better after complaining. 😊

Dear ___,

I love you but I can't stand you anymore. I love being with you but I can't stay here anymore. I'll be leaving soon.

Sincerely
Nimue

Dear __________,

I can't help but feel like we're drifting apart. In the beginning everything happened so fast. Heck, when you told me that you weren't sure if you liked me until that night, I thought "why did we do that?" I was only up for it because I thought you wanted and were expecting it. If I had known then what I know now, there's no way we'd be together today. I think I want this to end. Before you leave. Except I don't want you to leave. The more I think about this the more I realize how different we are and how if my best friend hadn't mentioned that you liked me when you had no real feelings one way or the other, I'm sure that things would be different. You'd have someone else as a rebound and I would be alone or with someone else. I want you to be someone else. But I know that I shouldn't because you are your own person. It's hard for me to keep doing this ... the same things over and over, day after day, week after week, month after month. It's been 5 months since the incident but I feel like we're further apart than before. I can't stand being the only one in this relationship. You either cancel our plans or you don't bother making them. I'm the one who is always calling to ask if you want to come over or do something, you never try to spend time with me and maybe you should take a step back out of my life. Or I'll step out of yours. We don't really talk much anyway. It's like this relationship is separate from our lives. You do whatever you do, ride your bike around town, third wheel your musician friends while they're working, spend half your time on Imgur trying to become famous, but you never seem to have much time for me. You hardly ever call me and when you do it's mostly because you missed my call. I just think it's time it were over, so that I can move on. I definitely do not see myself spending the rest of my life with you, so why should I waste my time and your's when life is so short? Please forgive me for saying this, but I don't think that I truly love you, I am in love with the idea of you...which isn't so great now is it? This will be goodbye very soon, as soon as I figure out a better way to put all of this. So have a great life without me and enjoy it while you can because it might not last too long.

Sincerely,
Nate River

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Dear ____

You always get mad at me, telling me that I don't understand you. I know you work hard, and you are suffering right now.
I would hear you crying all night, everyday and I would feel bad.

You always think or yourself, you never tried to help me.
You get mad when I tell you I need to see a doctor because I'm sick and you say you don't care and that I'm pissing you off. I'm working hard too, you are not the only one. I've been used as an excuse for your divorce, I've always been used by everyone. You are always complaining about how I never smile.

I don't feel like smiling anymore. I can't smile. I hate everything and I can't take it anymore. It's annoying to always fake my smile so stop, just stop doing this. You yell at me and you hit me because I'm not smiling.....what do you know about me? You destroyed all my dreams since I was a kid. You are even trying to destroy me completely. Why can't I be free? You always complain that I stay in my room without talking to anyone and that I have no friends...

How do you want me to be happy and have friends if you never let me go out of this house to do something I like. Why do I have to stay with you. Why. Yesterday you started hitting me for no reason and you started yelling at me. You even said you regret having me as your child......

You are always talking about those people who are 'better than me'. I know I'm not perfect. I'm just my self. You don't know that I tried to commit suicide right? You don't know that I yell at my self so that I stop cutting my self..right?
It hurts, it hurts so much... I wouldn't be part of this world if 'She' wasn't here. I'll stay for her, because I love her. She is everything to me, so i'll stay for her.

I hope you will understand me one day..

Dear ____,
I forgive you.
You don't know what you did. Or maybe you do?
Either way you never realized how bad it affected me.
But i still have to thank you. Because of what you did I could sympathizes with the others. I understand their pain. I understand loneliness while surrounded by "Friends.
Because of you i was able to help others. I could be there for them like no one was there for me. I could save them... most of them.
You broke me down. You crushed me and shattered my trust. I am currently rebuilding it.
I am removing the mask you made me wear. I might not remember what my face looks like but i am rediscovering it.

So thank you. For helping to shape me to who i am today.
For giving me experience i could use to save "Them".
Thank you for bullying me, who had the strength to move on, and not the ones that would break.
And thank you for the time we spent together after you changed.
You might not be that bad after all.
So ill say it again, I forgive you. But i will never trust you
Best of wishes
Ventusleone

Dear (not!) JC
You've been an asshole from the moment you crossed my path, fuck you.

Dear 18s,
Did you really expect me to come to a party in a fucking club after I already said I don't want to?
And now you're dissappointed? I'm the one who should be, because you practically forced me to call you jerks friends, and now it turns out you don't understand me in the least. Thanks for proving me right in not expecting anything from others.

Sincerely,
"A friend"

*watches a movie*
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Dear ______,

Why are you so mean? WHY?! You are sometimes such a great person, but you are so insensitive to the feelings of those who care about you and that's not fair!

Dear ______,

I feel like such a horrible person towards you. I'm sorry >_<

i hope that you will stop. i know that you have problems with your family, you yell at everyone in your home, and so does everyone else toward each other. how
can´t you see that this is not right? how can you just stand here and yell and cry and still think that that is okay? IT´S NOT OKAY!! It´s not okay to take this on your friends either. what ever did i do? i´m here for you but you just treat me like i was a ghost... if you want me to leave me alone. then go ahead, say it. tell me how you feel for once! i know that you will hate me. but i will talk to an adult about this. thats what a true friend would do. friends are always there for each other. and the only way i can be there for you and make you feel better. is to help you out of that god forsaken home you live in,,. I'm not sorry. but i will miss you. Goodbye.

Dear ____,

Why do you have to be so annoying? Do you know that I tried my best to be your friend because all of our classmates hate you, and this is what you return?! The hell with you! Do you know how irritating it is to be welcomed in the morning with negativities? Do you know how irritating it is to be told stories about your "pains and suffering" over and over again. Do you know how annoying it is to be friends with a spoiled brat who thinks highly of herself and lowly of other and thinks she is so rich she can probably pay people to be her slaves? Do you know how annoying it is to be friends with a person that thinks that you oh holy glorious goddess is the center of the world and one unpleasant world used to you would be like suicide!
---I'm sorry I want to say so much more but if I don't stop now I think God will kill me already..

Sincerely, spongebob your very best friend since elementary that had so much already I think I'm going to explode

Dear______,

We've been together for six months, and I gotta say it has been rough. Not because I don't love you, but because our being together means I have to give up so much more of myself than you do, which is shitty. I wish there was a way to fully be me around you, because I'm the most me around, but I'll never been 100% me. I support you through your anxiety and your hardships, and I do it happily. I love the fact that I can support you and that my support is a big factor to your mental and social recovery. But we've both had it tough. With everything I've been through, the thing I need the most from you, is to let me be myself. And not in some "I give you permission," type way. I mean to happily step aside (as I have done) to allow me to breathe and spread my wings. I love you so much and I want to marry you some day, and have kids too. But if I can't be myself, if I can't completely be myself around you... then what's the point? What are we doing here? I think being with someone calls for you to be able to step outside your own wants and needs, step into the shoes of your loved one, and try to understands what theirs is/are. I've done that for six months. I've done that for longer than that. All I ask is that you do the same. I want to be with you forever. Let's figure out how to do that! I love you...

Sincerely,
Kazu Hiyori

Dear ___,

I wish you all go to hell. I haye you for treating me like shit. I will always hold a black spot in my heat for you. Sometimes when i think about what you did to me i fell a rage like i hope i never act on. You piss me off. You piss me off. Die. Die. I hate you. I thought i was your friend.i trusted you. You stabbed me in the back and left me for dead. I had to crawl to safety. I hate you fir changing the way i saw people and the world. I will never forgive and forget what you did to me. Why do you have to be so childish. We aren't in elementary anymore. Just sit down and lisen you pathetic pieces of shit. You know you wont win right? Or do you rreally think you will win? Like what did you think was going ro happen. They were going to say sorry? Are you that fucking stupid. What r u going to gain huh tell me. Tell me. No response? Just shut up. God u irritate me. Keep pissing me off. One of these day i won't be able to hold myself back

Dear ______,
I just want you to know that I still care. You may see yourself as lost and far from hope, but people are still here to support you. The world may be a sullen bastard, but pure pessimism will only hurt you. Please, if you need hugs, someone to talk to, or even just someone to sit beside you in silence, I am here.
Your friend and QP partner,
Dragon's blood and tears

Dear myself,

It's been a long time since I wrote you a letter. Everything turned out so much better than you expected. I know you lost all hope and that you are struggling to enjoy life, and I know how hard it is, but the future me sends you this letter: you did it! You got a better option. Forget about those half-pleasing options. You got so much better.
I believe in you. You can do this. You did all you could. Not give it time to settle in. You will not regret this.
I am happy now. I moved to a country you never even dreamed of and I got good friends on whom I can count on.

Loves,
Future Minus

Dear ___
Frigging stop talking about ISIS and suicide bombings. YOU ARE HURTING MY EARS.
Son't even pretend that you care, because even when you said you 'mourn' for the dead people as do those people from the internet, you talked nonstop about how you mourn for them, which is basically "hey, I'm a good person for grieving for bombing victims"
Thousands of people die every week but they don't make it to the news and I don't see you being concerned about that. Fucking stop faking empathy or sympathy or whatever it is you call it cause thats downright insulting.

Dear ______,

I've been listening to "The Crystal Ship" by the Doors while thinking about you. This is horrible. THIS IS HORRIBLE! I don't know what this means. I like you a lot. That's why this is horrible. I don't know if I'm listening to this because I know I have to let go of you or because I know you're going to let me go. This song is the epitome of beauty and terror, sadness and happiness, life and death. It is everything I want from you and at the same time everything I have to let go.

The worst part about this is that I feel like I will never get through to you. It is like I do this to myself on purpose knowing it's probably not appreciated. I never take myself into consideration when it comes to you. I just want you to be happy. And everything about that song, just shows me that I probably like you more than I should and that in the end it's useless. I don't know what to do anymore.

So much of that song just explains everything yet nothing about what I should do. Now I feel pathetic.

Each of the lyrics make me feel different every time I listen, but this line: "Deliver me from reasons why
You'd rather cry, I'd rather fly." Right now. This is the one that is getting to me the most.

Dear _______,
I'm tired of dealing with your insecurities. I'm tired of being your friend. I'm tired of being the only one who tries to converse to you. I'm tired dealing with your attitude. I'm tired of you, not trusting me. I'm tired of you, dealing problems by yourself. I'm tired that you can't do simple gestures, like saying hello. I'm tired being your friend. Ì'm tired of being the only one trying to catch up to you. I'm tired of trying to understand your outlook in life. I just simply tired of you not understand what I feel. Isn't this enough? Stop trying to give me faint hope even you didn't mean to. I'm way too tired being your friend. I'm just tired of you.

Dear _______,
I don't mean to disrespect, but I'm tired of you. And that hurts. That hurts because you were not the asshole you are now. We were best friends. Now, ever since that psychotic bitch left you, all you want is to have sex. With me. I was never there to satisfy your carnal needs. I'm not a toy. And you still ask why we're not the same anymore. Take a look at what you are doing.

Dear ____,

Look. I know you thought I laughed at you. I'm here to tell you, I didn't. If you would have thought rationally before you acted, you would have known that. I don't like you at all. I kind of hate you in my own way. Anyways, you have a quick temper you should control. I don't mean to be rude, but you make me nervous. Very nervous. I can't enjoy my own life anymore because of you looming over my head. So, just leave things be rather than holding on to it like I know you are. Thank you.

P.S: I don't need that apology by the way. Just stay away from me, and I'll do the same. I don't need another panic attack.

Dear ____,

I realize that Gregory left you and that hurts, but you are being completely psychotic. Gregory breaking up with you does not give you a free ticket to be horrible. You have been saying very strange things so I will be responding to the weird things you have been saying and probably are going to say. So, yes. Toilet paper is necessary. Chili is not breakfast. Milk with food coloring does not come from unicorns. Your therapist is not rich. He drives an Audi. They don't actually look for exploding things around the city when they are filming a movie. They blow up an abandoned building that has probably been condemned. There is no such thing as a 3 way mirror for interrogating someone in the fourth dimension. And finally, Disco has been out for like 30 years. You find anyone doing it with a straight face.
Sincerely,

Snowstorm

Dear ____ and ____,

LEARN HOW TO FUCKING SAGE!

From,
That person who knows how to sage

dear ___. Learn to fucking trust me. you never talk to me. when i try to help you all you do is collapse and hide. im not here to hurt you like everyone else. fuck. just.... trust me. for once in your life, trust.

Dear ____,

i wish i could have taken everything i did back. i never meant to freak you out. i just really liked you and didnt know what to do and freked out, im sorry. i wish we could talk like we used to and at least be friends. But now i feel weird seeing you with yor new boyfriend and i just get angry at me, you, him, and everyone else. im sorry i hurt you..

sincerly, Sebasuchon

Dear ______,

I've loved you since we we're in the 6th grade. We we're friends until seventh grade. I learned that ____ was dating you and my heart dropped down 100 levels. I want you to know that I won't ever stop loving you, no matter how much you pass me in the halls and don't say a word. I'll love you forever. I just need you to know this.

Love,
that one person you know

Dear _____,
Despite my seemingly endless positive attitude, I have feelings. I only put up a front for you. I know I don't matter to you at all, and it'll hurt twice as much when you see me sad and purposefully ignore me. I only care for you, the one who cares least about me. I wish we were still friends. I wish I weren't so greedy and could just be satisfied with being your friend. Even pretending to be your friend is difficult. You talk to every single person. Everyone except for me. I see this. I can't stand being near you. I fall more in love with you when you say my name once. My love changed however. I desire to choke you with my two bare hands, run a sharp blade across that beautiful face I never see anymore, jump with you off of a twelve story tall building. A story for each year of our stories. I used to want to kiss and cuddle you and protect you from harm. I still want to protect you, kiss, and cuddle you, instead though, I want to be the one who personally takes your life from you. You are the one I hate most in this world and I love that.

Love,
I love you, RLKSH's psycho owner.

Dear ____,
I love you so fucking much. I can't fucking bare it. And you know I like you, you don't know how much though. When you hug me or kiss my cheek I feel like I am in heaven, that I never want to stop doing those things with you. But when you try to kiss me, I have to back away. And every time, it kills me. You don't like me back yet you torture me with those things. You don't like me back yet give me hope that will never happen. You want him, that asshole boyfriend who dumped you for some chick and now that the fucking girl is gone he is crawling back to you. He hurt you! He almost made you kill yourself yet you still love him... You ask what I have against him and he asks the same question... it's because I care about you. It's because I want you. And I want to hold you in my arms forever. I want to kiss you, every single time you try, but I don't, I know you don't like me that way. I know you kiss all your friends like that. It's just the kind of friendships you have.. I just.. I would take a bullet for you in a heart beat... I love you ___ and you know this... Why do you have to torture me like that..?

kylo kills his father who is han solo kek

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Dear ______,

I hate you for being so nice to me when I am such a backstabber to you. I talk about you behind your back all the time and yet somehow you fucking think I am a nice friend. I am not a nice friend. Please get it through your head before I feel bad for being so mean. You almost always print my homework when I ask you to do it, you do things for me, you think I am funny, you think I am smart, you ask ppl things for me b/c I'm not capable of doing it myself, you listen to my minimal problems, you ask me of all ppl for advice, and so much more AND YET I'M STILL SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO YOU!!!

How is it possible you can be my friend?! I mean, acquiantances perhaps, but you bought me a gift for my birthday and now one for Christmas...omg, why?! I never repay ppl back...cuz I'm horrible. I am a freeloader. Pls don't make me into an even bigger one. Oh my gosh pls, buy me the worst thing ever, but don't buy me something nice!!!! >_<

Dear____,

It confounds me how you think what you're doing is ok. That's hard for me to say considering I don't even understand WHAT it is you're doing. What exactly is going through your mind. To be honest I don't think even you understand. Because you hurt me. You tried to break my heart in every way possible and now that you've come to realize that it wasn't me that was broken but you, you do shit that makes it seem like you want to take it all back. It doesn't make sense to hurt someone then be surprised when they want nothing to do with you. It doesn't make sense why you would go to them when you have someone else, the one you gave it all up for. So honestly, even though I will always love and care for you...I am truly and utterly done trying to save you.

~Crow

Dear_____,

You asked me very personal questions. And like the honest person I am, I answered truthfully. But you kept questioning my life choices. You asked if I was a boy or a girl. I told you I identified as neither because I didn't want my gender to dictate your opinion of me. you asked if I was in school, I said no because the job I do can't be taught. I am a street artist. I make money by spray painting things people like, whether it's a small canvas or a child's bedroom. I love to see peoples faces light up when my art comes to life.
You told me that the things I loved to do don't really matter. That my passion and profession are worthless.

BUT IT DOES MATTER!!! AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO MATTER!!!
Your words cut me like hot steel through butter.
I actually cried for the first time in a long time. I thank you for the release. But I will NOT forgive you.
and I thank the people who stood up for me. It really means the world to me. You know who you are.

I won't give up. I'll NEVER surrender!

Hatefully Yours,
Xezr0

i baka

i love my friends, especially Xezr0, and if they r getting bullied online then i will kick your ass, so dont be a jerk to ANY of my friends or else i will get mad, and u dont want to see me mad!! and btw, this is to all u bakas out there who think its funny to make people sad, or upset in any way!!

Dear ______,

Today's song is "I Want You (She's So Heavy)" by the Beatles. Again, thinking of you. I think you might be making me sick. I have never been so out of it for a boy before. I love you so much that I hate you and I think I'm stupid. I have a disgusting need for you and you're probably aware of it. You're probably using me. I have never wanted to love before and I thought that my first love would be perfect and this is so far from perfect. How can I even call this love? Do I even know what that is? It's so complex. How can I be so stupid?

In a strange way, it seems like there isn't a need to love you. I think I only want someone to care about. Someone who I know I can help, but do you actually care? Somehow I became so attached to the thought that maybe I could just fucking help you and that's not even the case. I didn't want you to be tied down to me. In fact that's fucking impossible, but as the song says, I want you so bad, it's driving me mad. I do. Honestly. It's now just a desire to have this person I cannot have even when I know it isn't healthy. I somehow get really sad when you're sad. Somehow happy when you're happy, but then there are times when you have an emotion towards something and I get so confused.

You confuse me. You confuse me so much. Oh my gosh, but I like you. I don't feel like talking to you anymore, but it's like I'll end up losing all the time I had with you. And it's like I'm already so out of it, that I don't want to get any worse. Like I let go of all the memories (what memories, are there even any?) and it was my fault it never worked out. Who am I kidding? "Worked out?" I'm a fucking kid. Love is beyond me. Love is fucked. Love is nothing to me. I will never love anyone and to think I could have ever loved you, it's simply a lie to myself.

Yet I still continue to keep the lie and think of it as real. Isn't that sickening. It's just an obsession I'm letting cover my whole soul. My soul feels heavy, I'm not kidding.

I had a dream this morning about stars. Two stars. I was looking at them. They seemed to drift apart, but then came close together as one. It was amazing. What could it mean? Maybe it's us. Maybe we're those two stars. Maybe.

But fuck you. I'm so crazy for you and it's bad and I feel sick and desperate and I know I can do so much better, but why did I even choose you (as if anyone could ever love me, see that's my problem, no confidence. Do you see that? Do you see that and take advantage?). I'm fucked if I go through with it. Maybe I'm supposed to learn some life lesson out of this. What a shitty one, right? It is what it is.

Maybe we can have sex to this song and I can be totally detached from my first time. It could be everything to feel so out of it, when I'll probably have yearned this whole time to have you. It'll mean nothing to you, maybe. It'll definitely mean nothing to me at that point, if I did let you. What a great first time. No love, just detachment. Just the search for everything while feeling all the pain the world ever had to offer me. And if I yell, it won't be for you. It'll be for a higher understanding. What is this anymore? What am I anymore? I'll feel so disgusting afterwards to think I ever did something like that, but maybe, I won't ever have to go through that and my life will be so much different, but I'm stupid when it comes to you. I want you happy, and if it's me that would make you "happy" then I would do it, but it's not me who makes you happy. Any other girl could make you so much happier than I ever could, so have them rather than me...it would be better. Maybe we'll cross paths one day and it'll be interesting. I don't know anymore. I just don't fucking know.

I've already listened to the song four times while writing this. This is crazy. I'm fucking crazy. If you even read this, fuck it. I love you. That is all. Don't take it seriously. I am just being weird. I am just not up for this anymore. I think it's stress. It's probably stress. So much stress. Could you even deal with that? I can't even deal with it. How can I expect someone else to understand. Gosh, I hate you so much. I hate you. I love you. I'm confused. I'm so fucking confused. You mean nothing and somehow right now you're my everything.

It's not even the way I like other boys. That's why I'm scared. I'm scared of falling so deeply in love with you that I can't stop myself. That I'll only remain wanting you and no one else. Why do I even care? It's so fucking obvious that I like you so much more than you could ever like me. Maybe it's only obvious to me. Maybe we should stop talking. For a while. Except I would hate that so much. I love talking to you. I love it so much and I hate it, too.

These words are such nonsense. Why is love terrible? I just wanted love to be handed straight into my hands and at some point whoever was handed to me could make me feel so special inside that if I died I wouldn't care. Or maybe I don't know what I want out of love anymore. I expect so much, but there's only so little you can receive from such a loose concept like that. I want you. I really do and I am fucked because of that. Do you see how much I've written? It's all because I am so fucked. I can't believe myself anymore.

You'll probably find someone else and I'll probably be single for the rest of my life. I can't see it any other way. It's what will happen. Most likely. I'll enjoy it. I'll be fine. Will you?

The end...for now. Soon another song will take over my mind or at least another conversation...something of the sort. I bet the way I feel about you, is the way you feel about someone else. Sort of ironic, isn't it? I think that makes for a wonderful cliche. Now I've heard this song 7 times. It's wonderful. Listen to it. I'm sure you'll also feel it. I'll see you soon.

Dear self,
You seriously need to find another way to sleep. Masturbation isn't helping you anymore. Its like everytime you masturbate, you sexual desire gets stronger everyday. And you won't get satisfied with yourself anymore. Chamomile tea isn't helping you too. You get immune to it every time you drink it. Last time when Chamomile tea made you sleep, it took you 3 glasses and still ended up sleeping at 1 am. Exercise isn't good too. It makes you energetic instead of getting tired. Now, its 6:30 am and you still haven't sleep. I think we really need sleeping pills. We even partied last night, yet still you can't sleep. There is something wrong with you. Maybe I should just ask someone to have sex with me, maybe I can regain my sleeping patterns again.

Please someone tell me a way for me to fall asleep.

Dear_____,

I am the same user as before. Recently you and I have made up. You apologized for taking your questions too far and you admitted that you weren't sure where the line needed to be drawn. You asked for my help. I accepted. I accepted because I forgave you. I let you talk and ask questions until I fell you've crossed the line, at which point I help you and you apologize to the recipient. I'm so proud of you and can only wish that you don't fall back into the same pattern. Merry Christmas my new friend.

Love Xezro
Ps 154 I have the same issue. As dumb as it sounds lay on your stomach, extend your dominate arm under your pillow and raise your knee on the same side to thigh height. That's how I fall asleep. I wish you well

Dear classmates,

Honestly, I'm not talking to all of you. Only a specific handful who I'm pretty sure just love to mess with me and break me down. I put up with you all when you throw things at me in class when the teacher isn't looking or doesn't notice or when I can clearly hear you talking about me only a few feet away (seriously?). My very first class is full of people who I either dislike, am on neutral ground with, or hate (you know who you are). Honestly the first day my class got switched to that I felt hopeful and was anxiously excited and those feelings lasted for a good week or so until it all fell down. Really, there's one specific person in that class whose guts I hate so much and he is a real douche. I put up with your shit and try to be the better person but if I was free (no rules) and could do WHATEVER I wanted, I would hit you and make sure to give you a black eye. Not many people make me feel that way. But you know what is worse about you? You changed my friend and someone I knew. They started acting differently and become a whole lot douchier. I'm already shy, an introvert, and have some social anxiety now I've become even more shut away. The point of that class was to break all of that and as my teacher would put it "show my potential". I've become even less trusting and cold to others and I hate it, I wish I was better with people. But one of the things I hate even more is I'll get along with you for five minutes at most then you'll make some comment about me or you'll ask me a question. I still hear that question and it still stings a bit. You asked me, "Do you even HAVE any friends?". Do you even HAVE any eyes?! Incase you may not have noticed questions like that can hurt people's feelings. Not like you have any. I try to have sympathy for you and I KNOW that people who act like this probably have something going on and are just looking for an outlet. Honestly I remember that one time I wasn't even messing with you at all, I was at another table reading a book in that class, trying to block everyone out and you just started throwing stuff at me while laughing at me. I also remember this girl, who I did nothing to and barely even knew, decided to crumple up paper and throw it at me. She was sitting behind me next to this girl who I think is relatively nice and she decided to throw it at me but then decided to blame it on some other guy who tried to deny it when it was obviously her. I felt my heart ache a little and break a bit but I simply took the paper and got up and threw it away. Sat back down like nothing was wrong. I ducked my head down while I read just incase I decided to cry. One day I want to be able to be relaxed and, ideally, have nice friends who I trust and maybe, just maybe, open up a bit more. Less closed off and seem less cold to people.

Someday,
noxx

Dear [PERSON],
Sorry I sent you that text. I regret having sent it at all. It must have made you feel awkward to hear of my misfortune while you were feeling so good. I could've just lied and said I was fine, that my holiday break was going well, too. I decided to be honest instead, and now I fear I've just made shit weird between us. I shoulda just stopped at "Merry Christmas!"
Sorry,
Enigami

Dear Stranger,
I didn't want to keep on talking to you but you were so persistent. It's the first time I've ever met/talked to somebody like that. I find you crazy at doing so, I mean you dont even know who I am but still you were reluctant to be my friend. Not many people have guts to do that sort of thing, not even me. If a complete stranger shuts me out then I'll leave him/her alone. I guess this goes to show how you really are a much better person than I am.

"You are a good person."

Is what I wanted you to know but to shy to say it. Well, maybe it is too soon say things like that but I..
I'd rather say it now so if you ever change.. oh..but I hope you dont.:(

I really want to talk to you more often but I am afraid for you to find me bothersome. So I'll wait till you're not busy anymore.

Thank you,
hanaMiya.

Ps. I'm sorry if I ever offended you at some point.

Dear _______,

Stop it with the fake pity and false support. I am just sick of everything. All the excuses, the fronts you put up, everything. You don't have to pretend to care or advise me to depend on others when you have always gave me excuses after excuses whenever I did bother to try. I am doing fine on my own with no thanks to any of you.

Dear ____,
I honestly think you have an inferiority complex. Why do you constantly have to be the 'best' at everything? It also annoyed the hell out of me when you made a face and said 'really?' when you found out my exam scores were higher than yours. Also your artwork is pretty bad so I dont understand why you walk around telling everyone youre an artist and showing them your shitty drawings. Solely judging by your 'masterpieces' Id say that you have never seen the human anatomy in your entire life. They literally look like chicken scratch. You even made a instagram for it. Please stop.

Dear_______,
I hope you know that your dreams can't come true. You simply can't make it in YouTube-you barely have 24 subscribers! You're whole channel is unoriginal-nobody gives a shit about your let's plays, your reactions, or your rants. Just quit now before a cringe channel finds you and ruins your life.

dear____,
I hope you know how much you saved me. you are my best friend and you mean the world to me. before I met you I felt like shit. all my "friends" where all fucking faggots and only cared about themselves. when I met you, I realized what true friend ship is. Thank you. I truly mean it.

Dear, ________

Look motherfucker. I dislike you. I understand where you're coming from and I hate to abandon you in the current home environment you live in, but enough is enough. When we became friends I didn't realize you'd be this goddamn dependent and possessive of me. You stepped on my privacy and freedom, things I value REAL highly. Does it look like I'm able to talk to you 24/7? Does it look like I'm able to call you when you want me to? Does it look like I like it when you always ask me where I am and what I'm doing every single time? Fuck no. My bestie and my intuition were right deep down about you, to not be your friend, your "brother". It would've been better if I didn't know you at all had I known what you would do.

Dear {redacted},

I can't put into words how much I love you and hate you all at once. You know nothing is stable with me. Nothing is ever gray. It's all black and white.

The amount of passion and true, maddening love I feel for you is absolute agony for me. I know it won't work. I know I'm not good enough, not stable enough, and I'm not yours now. But I'd like to be, because I don't think I'll ever meet another person who fits me so perfectly and affects my perception of reality and the very core of my ever-fluctuating personality like you do. You're the water to my fire as much as you're the gasoline.

I'm sorry my fear of abandonment and my reactions are too much for you to deal with, and no matter how much I tell you, you have no idea how much I wish I could be perfect for you. You'll never understand the intensity of the longing and passion I feel for you. You don't realize it, but someone who feels such extremes of anger and emptiness like I do also feels the extremes of love. I would do anything for you. I would die for you if I ever had to.

You've pushed me to the very edge of my sanity and back again. I can't describe the horrific anger and hurt you've made me feel. Like me, you also have problems. You've abused me before. We've been through some horrible situations and done some incredibly stupid things. But, if you want me to be honest, it all just makes me love you more.

I don't know if I ever have a chance of being with you again.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to have a normal relationship.
I don't know why I had to choose you, of all people.

I love you, though. Now and always.

Dear ______,

You were definitely a good addition to my 2015. I'll say of all the things to happen to me in 2015, you were the best one. I had a pretty shitty 2015, but I didn't mind. I don't know. Sometimes I got really sad and I never really told you that much, but I felt like you understood without me having to say anything. I don't like bothering people much with my problems. I feel like I'm being a burden. =) Lol, so 2015, good b/c of you. Hopefully, we get to know each other better in 2016 and hopefully we're still friends. I don't know where you see yourself, but I'm sure you've got great things ahead of you. I stand by all of it! You seem like a determined person. Like you know what you're capable of and I think that maybe you could do something amazing. Also, to make things less serious, don't die. I'll try not to either. =) I hope your 2016 doesn't suck! =D

P.S. Do you think that maybe one day we can enjoy New Year's together in Times Square? Or perhaps another lovely place? I'd be delighted to accompany you anywhere.

Dear _________,

at first when we met, I thought you are a nice person and we get along which is cool because it's been a long time that I've talked with someone who I enjoyed talking with but as I got to know you better I'm kind of scared of my own saftey. You told me you get angry easily and other stuff that and because of that I think you're a bad influence to me. I hinted or mentionen many times that we shouldn't talk to each other anymore and always gave you a cold shoulder but I think you just don't get it.

I'm really sorry if it hurts you but it's really for the better. I hope you can move on and find someone who you can also talk with.

Dear ______,

I feel like there is something wrong. Probably miscommunication. I just want to be the person you can rely on and I don't feel like that's working anymore. I feel like you've changed very much from the first time we talked and I don't know what I should be doing about that. I can't tell if it'll be a good or bad change in the long run. Right now it seems horrible, but I know I can't tell you any different. Sometimes I think you don't really care about me and that I'm being dumb, but the worst thing about me is that I care too much about you now for that to even bother me. It's probably dumb, but if you were to ever let me go, I think you'd regret it for the rest of your life. =/ Strong words, but it seems like that would be the ultimate result. Hey, are you ok? =)

Dear,______

You tore my friend group apart with your lies and fake intents. One day you'll pay for everything you put me through. Pretending to have every terrible thing that I actually did. Congratulations for making my life hell.

Dear, ___..
im sorry i did it, but i had to.. it helped me live, but they died.
im sorry i tore your family apart, but they helped me.. they were dangerous... but you were my friend, you told everyone.. now they hate me... i dont really need friends but... im sorry.. but you have been rude you deserved it..

Dear_____

I don't understand you. I try to, but even with all my struggle, I cannot fathom a single piece of logic behind your actions. Am I supposed to understand? Maybe I just haven't gone through enough life experience. Either way, I've kind of come to be...hate and disgusts are too strong of words of how I feel for you. So read in between the lines.

Dear___

You creep me out. I think you heard me telling other people today, and while that was kind of embarrassing, I was hoping you got the message. You didn't. I don't think you have the right to be hurt by my feelings towards you. First you pop out of nowhere, then pull my hair to get my attention (I don't even know you), and ask some pretty intimate questions. There is no way to redeem yourself. Don't try. Leave me alone please.

Dear_____
I didn't like you at first because I'm very possessive (in a very unhealthy way), so I felt that you were replacing my place as _____'s friend. But then we bonded over YouTube videos today, and I have to say that you are a cool person to be around. I still think you're faking everything. It's okay, I know how it is, I won't tell anyone.

Dear_____

I hate you. Honestly, I wish I was never put in the same boat as you. Maybe you'll get better, but I doubt it.

Dear ___,

I love you so much.
You aren't a failure.
I'm sorry that no one seems to see the amazing person you are.
But can't I be enough?
I want you to know that I'm always here for you, but you already know that.
Is it why I'm the only one that doesn't count?
I hate you.
You took my heart and shred it to tiny pieces.
I wish I had the strength to leave you, but I know that if I leave, there won't be anyone else.
Please appreciate me.

With love, The One Girl

Dear ______ ,

You're all dumbass pieces of shit. It's painful talking to people with no brains. It makes me sick.

Dear trolls,

GTFO Personal. You superiority complex is disgusting. Your presence here is toxic and makes me sick.

Dear master of the shadows,

Please continue to rape me against the wall as you defend the pride of this glorious kingdom, the dollars.

You are saviour to many
And the rapist of the enemy.
You are the greatest hero
So may my arse rest in pepperino.

Dear Holo the dumb bitch,

You think you're very funny, making fun of people like that. You're not. These words can hurt and I honestly wish that someone could tell you to your face, but since you don't have any friends IRL you have to be told by a random (well-intentioned) person online.

NZPIEFACE seems to have stopped trolling, but you haven't. Can't you learn from him?

Dear oh patronising leader of the dollars who has multiple ID's and tripcodes which are sometimes the same as their main username and sometimes not,

Learn what trolling is. Yes? Realise that insults and satire are two separate things. Yes? Figure out that telling people to stop pissing will not actually stop the urine from flowing out of the urethra. When people piss, they are already aware that they are pissing so there's no use in trying to stop them. Yes? Give yourself the knowledge that using baseless, speculative insults only indicates the level of how butthurt oneself is and that they do not, in fact, work on anonymous strangers who have, roughly, only a 10% chance of those insults being true for them. Yes? Be informed that reading a 'try-hard' and amusing attempt at a bitter scolding online will not simply deter one from ceasing their usual activies. Yes?

You've managed to entertain me for a while, uha-chan, but any more than this and your comments will just be downright facepalm-provoking. I'm not really the type to be easily amused by whining anyway. Also, there's nothing wrong with attempting to making me stop whilst using your main username. It's not like I or other people will change their view on you and the 'anonymous' name doesn't really stop me from knowing what name you usually go by anyway. Lol.

Wasted a bit of time here. Congrats. Gotta go fap.

The traffic outside my window sounds as waves rising and falling against the shore I find I have awoken on. I'm not sure I can explain, but as the months went by living with my family I found myself unsure of when I would be able to write this letter. I'm sorry it never came, but I couldn't think of what to say to you... I couldn't think of what anyone could say to anyone else, or what there could possibly be to express. I felt my Island fall into the sea. The world outside seemed like it was collectively going mad. I'm not so sure when things will get better. I had vivid dreams every night, and my mind was always passively observing reality, attempting to reconstruct an understanding of it. The two dreams I remember were about you. In the first, you left me and I never saw you again. The next day, you had killed yourself. Even before then I thought of you every day, wondering what you might be feeling or going through. It isn't that I was worried about you, or about the dreams, but that I simply wished I could know. But every time I sat down to write this letter that sea spoke to me, and asked me what I could possibly have to say to you. It asked me what I could possibly have for anyone, let alone you. I cried when I reached the end of book 2 of Dune, when Chani said to Paul that she saw them giving love to each other in a time of quiet between storms. At the time, I felt my future lie beyond the rim of an enormous crater, from which nothing could be seen and there was no escape. I thought of how many times I had been in that crater before, and of the few that had lied in it with me, however briefly, and of the times I had dared to scale the rim. I began to understand that the boundary between me and my family will always remain, and as the holidays went by I could merely watch, and think. How strange everything is... I said to the sea, as we fell through time. I regret how I treated them, how I was when I was there with them, but after new years I was able to come home, and then I finally was able to listen to the sea that had consumed me and feel its motion. I thought of how I met that sea. The girl I can never say goodbye to. What would I say to her? I'll probably never know what happened to her remains, the only trace of her existence now seems to be 2 forum posts by people who knew her before she killed herself. 3 collective paragraphs and a photo between them. Memories are fragile when we least expect them to be. I can't remember what I was like before I met you. What my understanding was before you changed it. Even the time we spent together feels like it was all a dream. A thing like that couldn't possibly withstand the sea of time. But I remember something very important when I think of that sea. I remember that you showed me something beautiful inside yourself. Something the likes of which I hadn't seen in many years. I saw it in your eyes as they looked at the world, and I felt like I knew them well. I felt it in your touch, and it calmed my soul. It feels like something I had met in a dream many times before, but could never name its shape or form. I don't know where it comes from or how it came to be, but it will always be there in you. Still, after everything that's happened between us and everything that you've done for me, the question remains. "What is there to be said?" Eventually I turned to the stories that helped me define my feelings before. Stories about growing up. Stories about the truth of the world and of existence. Stories about relationships. I watched a girl slowly lose everything that mattered to her as she grew up and took responsibility for the dark society she was part of. I watched a boy fight for the future survival of the human race itself, all while having no reason to live in the first place. The first reminded me that those who survive carry with their memories the existence of those who didn't. The second reminded me that we are all one, however at the same time it is the walls we place between ourselves that allow our existence as individuals. Everyone is responsible for their own will to exist. I realized a long time ago that I can do nothing for you but exist. I know full well I could never provide you with a purpose or do anything to help you with your own fulfillment, but I still find myself waking up with your name on my lips. As if my words could mean something if my soul knew which ones to speak with. As I woke upon the shore of that mother sea that had devoured me since I left town, the one that whispered to me the truth, that everything returns to nothing in the end... I asked myself what the moon would say to our mother earth at the end of their time. I say to you: Thank you, for having existed beside me for a time. You are beautiful. I love you.

Dear Newbies,
Fucking lurk you shits, god damn.
Go Fuck Yourselves,
Tanaka

Dear _____,

Where the fuck is the first anon letters thread? I came here to look at memories and they're gone.

Fuck me, Diamond.

Dear [REDACTED],

You still owe me for that monitor you broke.

Always Remembering, Kuro.

Dear [ASSHOLE],
I don't know you, but from what I've heard about you, I can tell I'd hate the shit outta you. You've been verbally abusive to someone I care about, and show no restraint over yourself whatsoever. It's clear what's really going on here: you're unable (or is it unwilling?) to move on from the past, to let go of someone you (apparently at some point) cared about. Well take it from someone who's been there, pal: it won't get any better. In fact, just being an asshole about this will only make matters worse for you. You two wanted to at least be friends, right? Then why the drunken animosity?
Look pal, you need to move on. If you don't, you'll only be closing yourself off from future opportunities, and you'll never heal. I know the platitudes must get old. "There are other fish in the sea", "time heals all wounds". They sound cliche as fuck, but that's because they're so widely applicable to our human experience! Eventually, you will get over her, and find someone else. For all you know, there's someone just waiting to be noticed by you, but you'll never find them narrowing all of your focus into hatred.
I dunno if she still wants to be your friend. That's up to her, and whatever she chooses, you have to respect. Just move the fuck on, or your life will never get better.
As fucking sincere as it gets,
Enigami

Dear ______,

How can one day just open my eyes even wider. My minds been racing for the past two days over one petty little response. Although, I'd say I'm dwelling on it a bit much, everything's become so much more profound! I feel really weird about it though. It's not exactly a good sensation, but hey that's how life is right now. How about you?! =)

This one isn't anyonymous

Dear Tanaka,

Stop being a dick. When you said that you are intentially a dick, and that it was the easiest way to moderate, you sound like you are either a ruthless dictator, or a "fuckwit" troll. Most likely the latter. I feel like it is too late to stop you, I am just expressing my feeling of detest to you. People say that people don't care about thread placement, but it is painfully clear to me that you do...

Regards,
Karma

Dear Friend who I hate

Stay the fuck away from my boyfriend. He's mine, has been for ten months, not yours. I've tried to treat you like a friend seeing how we share all our classes but you repay me by smothering yourself all over him and then when people ask you whether you like him you ignore them. Thanks, you bitch, you don't even realise that one of our closest friends, M*****, is interested in you, even after he said it TO YOUR FACE. For fuck's sake woman, back off, you're ruining everyone's happiness. Even my boyfriend thinks you've crossed the line. Especially after you FORCEFULLY KISSED him in the hallway. Who the fuck do you think you are? I don't give a flying fuck if you are smarter, prettier and more charismatic than me, I will find your weakness and I will come at you like a fucking bullet if you are all over MY boyfriend again this year.

Back on the topic of M*****, he likes you so much yet you just brush him off and hog my boyfriend, have a heart jesus fuck woman.

This year there'll be no mercy, you know how dangerous I can be. You know that he doesn't like you. You know he loves me with all his heart. You know M****** likes you. You know the facts, so act accordingly you bitch. Otherwise you better run, you better be afraid, because the beast will be let out from her cage.

I know you think I'm weird, and don't understand why he loves me. I'd explain it to you but you wouldn't understand because you're just a two-dimensional, bitchy, hopeless princess who needs to latch herself onto others so she can make herself look better. So what if I like anime/manga/light novels? So what if I'm gamer girl? So what if I'm a fujoshi? SO WHAT IF I'M DIFFERENT? He still loves me, so fuck off.

Your trying-to-be-friend,
Kiyomi

dear self,
stop being an ass

Dear ____,

Bump

Dear ______,

Hey... I like you so much... I tell you that everyday... But I don't think it'll work out. We keep falling back at point A. I can't help you because I can't even understand your problem. I want to work this out, and I'm pretty sure you want to too. But the more you're not considerate of your feelings, the more I think it's not worth to go for. I love how you consider my feelings however, but you matter too. So please, help yourself to help me. That way, we can help us.

I like you. A lot.
Wing

Dear Mom.
Please stop reading my emails. My texts. My browsing history. My diary. I get you think you're just protecting your "little girl" but stop. I'm 20. I can protect myself.
-Your Invisible Daughter

Dear ______,

Hey, I think I can do really good this semester and I hope I do, because I don't want to let you or anyone else down. One day I'll be on that campus and you can say I made it in. The other night when you were doing that crossword puzzle and you showed me one of the clues with my name written write next to it I could have cried. "New Haven Alumni" and written beside it in bold was my name and I felt like crying. I've been stressed lately about getting accepted even though I'm just a sophomore, but Yale seems like such an amazing school and I know I would do just fine there. I would do fine on my own and I would learn a lot out of it. It would be weird to be away from you for so long, but we can call each other on Skype and you can come visit me whenever you want. =) I just want to make you proud, and getting in would be the best way to do it I hope.

Dear _______,

I'm so envious of you, but the feeling has been going away, so that's a plus. I don't want to be jealous. I like happen to enjoy peace.

Dear ____,
My heart is so very broken. I mean, not really, but definitely. I'm not even sure how I feel to be honest. Why is life so hard?!

Dear Deasil,

Get your life sorted out.

Dear ____,

When you snap (which you do almost everyday) your verbal abuse kills. But no, I won't take it anymore I will smile like that time and pretend nothing happened. I know that crying doesn't cure pain but sometimes I just have to let go of these tears straining my throat. I am not a coward is what I tell myself everytime you snap I mentally calm myself down. I will not let your words get to me because they are mere words that can't touch me. Fuck what people say or think about me that's all I will be telling you. Sometimes you are just so bad to the point that I force myself not to despise you because tomorrow you will carry on like nothing happened yesterday. I will proof to you that your words won't have any effect on me. Instead of cowering, hating myself or feeling low I will go against every thing you have said to me until I become a living proif of the opposites if what you call me and claim I am.

Sincerely,
The low piece of shitt who is worth nothing.

Dear ____,
Why are you so shy? Why can't you have a conversation with anyone without making them feel bad or making yourself feel bad? Why can't you adapt to new changes and why are you such an attention whore that thinks they are special but really,are not. You try to change yourself but every time there's a chance,you forget about your goal. I wish you would just keep all your feelings inside instead of letting pieces of it slip out to other people. I don't even understand why you get so easily offended by your friends calling you "stupid" and "fat" when you're putting up fake mask to act like those two words. You stupid person. I hate you so much. Just die.
Sincerely,
Chii :)

Dear_____,
You think you're invisible but I know you are out there somewhere....I'll come and get you someday just wait a bit longer, so be happy for me. Knowing that we are bound to meet someday fills me with determination. You probably don't even know me but thats fine, I don't know you either but I know you exist.
-)

Dear _____,

Actually, I'm not sure if you're dear to me anymore. Because thanks to you, I don't seem to have many emotions left. I knew you my whole life and you took care of me. You became so possessive of me, that I threw away the rest of the world. You took advantage of my heart as a child and threw all your fake emotions at it so I would only run to you, turn to you, have my whole being and soul to you.

If you saw that I got a taste of 'freedom' you'd rip it away from me. You basically ripped out my vocal cords, I have no voice now. All I did was bring one friend over and even that was for study, just like you wanted from me. Once I'm out of your grasps I'm going to go see a psychologist. You took advantage of all my suffering, my physical illnesses and my yearning to see my brother. You used it for your own benefit against others but it only ruined me. If you EVER wanted to do me one favor in my whole life then here it is. Let me rot alone.

Dear___

Yo. I know my feelings are fickle, but meh. It's selective.

Dear ____ and ____,
Thank you both for making me feel unworthy, unintelligent and not worthy of respect or kindness. One of you did it in a "joking" way but that doesn't make it ok. as for the other you may think words like that help people and push them in the right direction but it has hurt me deeply and I still feel the way I did that day. you didn't help me you humiliated me and that is not acceptable, I don't care who you are or think you are every person deserves respect. you hurt me and I hope I can fix the damage you have done. I hope one day you discover that kindness is sometimes a better way to enlighten someone as opposed to making them feel subhuman, pathetic, or not capable.

Dear ____,

I know we're not together anymore, but I would love to talk to you once again. I still have feelings for you so I'm super awkward around you. I noticed you tend to avoid and even ignore me, but it's difficult to just forget the person you cared for most. How about we start over? If so, that'd be great. :)

(Second one because I can)

Dear _______,

I swear to God, if you try and do anything funny to him I'll skin you. Just letting you know... ;)

Dear _______,

You knew. You fucking knew how I felt about you with her. You knew that she doesn't even like you in that way. Yet, you pressured her and bothered her over and over again until she finally agreed to go on one date with you. And you keep it a secret from me. You knew it would hurt me. Not only does it hurt that you're going out with her, but it also hurts so fucking much that you couldn't even tell me. You're my best friend. I can tell you anything. But you can't do that in return.. You don't talk to me anymore.
Do you even care about me? Do I mean nothing to you? Do you realize how much you hurt me? I'm tearing myself apart about this. I can't believe you did this. You are one of the nicest people I know. You are one of the three people who I care about and care about me. But this... You can't even talk to me. You're hiding this from me. After all we've been through, and you still did this to me. I've told you before months ago how this made me feel. You didn't really listen, did you? I don't know if I can trust you anymore. I'm sorry...

Dear ____,

You suck.

You also swallow.

There is no way out, my friend.

Sincerely,


_______

Dear ___,

I am sending you this letter to tell you how I'm going to slowly torcher and kill you. I would basically sneak into your room at night, kind nap you, and drag you into a nice isolated room. I would then grab a knife and slowly peel off your skin with it. As you screrm in pain, I will pour lemonade all over you to make that scared louder. After that, I will slowly chop off all of your body parts and make you listen to crappy music while I'm doing this. You are probably asking yourself why Is this person telling you this and why is this person going to do this to me, well it is pretty simple. I want to make sure that you are completely paranoid for the rest of your life. This woul never happend if you would have not taken a french fry from my plate.

Sincerely,
The last person you will ever hear from again

Dear ___,
I hope you get the help you need and realize i've been only trying to help you the whole time. Although I've realized helping you hurts myself and others and that you're unwilling to be helped, i still sincerely wish you the best. You're in my prayers. I'm sorry I couldn't help you more and hope you get helped before you get arrested for something bad.

Regretfully and Sincerely,
Shiny

Dear ____,
Ya know. Maybe I'm just a desperate, conceited asshole who believes the world revolves around him, but I know a great method of indirect communication when it happens and buddy, I'lol take the chance. So, here's my message.

I wasn't always like this. Not even a little bit. It almost seem like a life time ago that people really use to like me, they admired me and really enjoyed my company. One person would giddly exclaimed that I was like the "Big Brother" of the Dollars. What, some years back? Those where happier times, and things made sense. But there was one thing about me, I was weak. Determined. But could never be honest with myself, and I hated being in my own skin.

Somewhere down the line, a lot of really bad stuff started happening, and I started changing. I never even knew it. People started to avoid me. Friends started getting more hostile and I didn't even realize what I was doing. I could have swore that I was the one being attacked. But that was never the case. I began go become explosive, harsh, and insatiable. I was scared because I had no idea what was happening. All I knew was everyone I loved started to cast me aside, and it was a betrayal that killed me on the inside.

Before long, I was alone. I was terrified. And I started to become hard and irritated. Cold and aloof. This nice kid, somehow turned into a piece of shit adult.

Life does terrible things. And you learn how do defend yourself, and deal with the pain.

But I never thought my best-friends death could do damage like this to a person. I never told anyone how upset I was, and it ate me alive.

Dear ______,

Why must you drink your life away? My sister didn't fall in love with a drunkard like you. I told you long ago to not half-ass marrying her, but it looks like you're doing it now because you can't remember what I said in the past. I'm also starting not to like you. As an artist I respect you, but if you're going to continue drinking then it's time my sister finds another person.

Sincerely yours,

Yami

Dear ____,

I trusted you for years and thought we were best friends... I know that we met online, but I thought that I could trust you. You always seemed happy and liked talking to me. You were there through my depression and when that one girl bullied me for being friends with her boyfriend. ...so where did it go wrong?

I thought that after I moved and I got to meet you that everything would be better. That we could be even closer. Instead it was the opposite. We fell apart and honestly, it just got worse. I'm so sorry that I'm not pretty and that I'm a lot younger than you. I just really wish that our friendship could've lasted.

Also, dear ____,

You were the best boyfriend ever! You are handsome, sweet, thoughtful, smart, and just downright funny. Honestly you're perfect.

I was so surprised when you confessed to me after only 5 days of knowing each other after we were just joking about marrying each other. You said the most amazing and kind things to me, so many things that no one has ever told me before... I'm so sorry I disappeared. I loved you so much... and I still do. I'm so sorry... If only we could've stayed in love forever.

Sincerely, your old best friend and another's old girlfriend,
Lauren.

Dear ___,

You keep pushing shit on me like I'm some sorta fall guy. You use my disadvantages for your own personal gain. You use the fact that I was a chronic liar when I was younger so you seem like you're the number 1 badass. And I am sick of it.

You can tell everyone that the pacifist pussy who 'hops the fence' because he listens to both sides of the argument that he is done with your constant shit and putting me down like I'm some asswipe who just needs to fucking die. You can tell them how you and your 'best friend' had a falling out because you talk shit behind peoples backs and then blame it on your best friend, who then gets the shit beaten from him.

Why are you even my friend to begin with? Were you just using me so you could have someone go to court with you? So you didn't have to feel like everyone hates you? Well guess what, the guy who trusted you, the guy who pulled you away from suicide, the guy who followed you until the very fucking end...is done.

Goodbye asshole, and good riddance.
__________________________________________

Dear ____,

Listen, I understand our friendship might not be important to you, but it was to me...and the fact you keep listening to the guy who's saying all the bad shit about you and tries to push it onto me is complete shit. When you've got the balls to step outta your fucking truck and try talking to me away from that fuck, I will personally tell you what's been going on and what been said about you. Don't try making me go to a place where I'm only gonna get pissed because some "badass" is gonna try barking louder than a dog and claim my truths as lies.

As far as I'm concerned right now, I have nothing to do with you, and until you listen to what that guy says about you behind your back, you probably won't care or get why I'm leaving.

Adios, you poor, poor human.

Dear______,

I've seriously had it with you, you, almost, if not all of you, are the reason I even failed the grade! You put me to the border of depression, pretended to care only enough to make it seem you cared while I worked my ass of trying to make all your problems go away, like a good friend would. And yet, you rarely even told me thanks, or offered to do something to make My problems go away, But I still put up with it, I still tried. And now, a year later, I'm in a new class, and I'm actully happy, hell I even started to talk to people more that stare at my phone, or draw or write in my notebook, or anything to have a reason no to talk to people. Hell, I had my first sleepover at a friends (from class) for new year, and considering I'm in high-school, it tells you how meaningful that was to me. And then I see you in school every day and yes at first I may have been trying to avoid you the first few days, but I still said hi, and Tried to talk to you, but what did you do? You kicked me out of the class chat, even though you kept the people who were only in the class for LESS THAN A MONTH! but no, you kicked me out and I was with you the whole time! And if that wasn't enough you divided in to people who won't even look at me and the ones that tease me every time they see me, and I don't know which ones are worse. I won't even mention the rest.
So I would like to sincerely ask you to STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, or start talking to me as if I was still a person and not a piece of trash at your feet!
Get a life you assholes.

Sincerely yours,

Anerol152

Dear, anyone

I sometimes can't seem to see my life correctly. I've been told things that affect me, but that is not the point. Have i always been a sarcastic negative person? Are my attempts to be nice just a front? What am i hiding from everyone? I don't even know who i am. Lost in thought, in my mind, thinking everyday. Is my Job where i should be? How do i be positive 24/7? Is it possible? Do i come off as rude if i speak this outloud? I, I, I. Every sentence i write has an I, am I selfish then? Do i care about other people or am i just curious? Do i want to live, or die? Is this Depression? Anxiety? Stress? Or a subcategory of these? Or something else entirely.

Dear ____

i don't feel safe in my home anymore....i want help.

Jebbe

Dear _______

Thank you for giving up on me. How nice of you. You are really such a great friend.

Sincerely,
Meistes

Dear _____

Stop explaining what is wrong with me and why I don't want to meet people. You don't even know the simple fact that introverts get drained simply by meeting others and talking and yet you're claiming to be one? Get real.
Also fuck you :))))

Cat.

>>203 OMG. Ok, so, that is officially my favourite comment ever so far.

Dear ______

All those years ago, you were a big help. I couldn't decide what my future would bring me, how I wanted to grow. Then you gave me a goal. After making a light comment about politics, your push caught my attention. Your kick focused my mind. Then, out of spite, I decided. Now I am on the road to politics, and aim to leave my mark on the world. Though my current reasons may be different, I will never forget the anger I felt when you foolishly provoked me in sixth grade. Know that you helped to create the person who will destroy your ideals.

-Rewop

Dear ___

Why are you like this? You always tell me to think before I say, so why don't you do it for once, and think of what your actions will do to other people? You always complain about people at work who yell at you, but you yell at other people just doing their jobs. You are the worst person I know, and I ashamed to live in the same house as you. I can't wait to go to college and get away from you so I don't have to see your disgusting, hypocrite face every day. Why are you like this to people? Why are you so mean? Why can't you just keep your mouth shut and let people be? They don't want to hear you yell at them for whatever dumb thing you don't like about them. You had no right to call my friend the devil just because you don't get the joke. She's deathly scared of you. You couldn't have just spoken to her calmly? Acted like an adult like you tell me to be? No, you couldn't have. You just had to yell at her, make her cry, and bully her. You had no right to invade on our privacy. You had no right to do what you did. I can't stand you, you're so mean, you don't think about how your actions will affect others. Why are you like this?

>>205
Bump

So here we are ... I'm finally talking to you.

It's been what 7 years. LOOK AT ME NOW. I'm currently in Ecuador living the life I know I want. And honestly it's largely thanks to my intolerance... nay Distain for you and your weakness, your self centered egotism. You may not understand this yet .. I wonder if you understood any of it then. But honestly I can't believe what I'm about to type. But ... I owe you Thanks... eeh the words feel poisonous coming from me. But in all actuality it is because of your lack of respect for me and lack of a backbone to her that I moved from that shit hole of a state. I couldn't even go near Springfield without putting up a mental barrier so as not to think of you or feel anything ... which makes it hard to do gaming with my friends on a competition level ... Just so you're aware. OOH by the way Life Update. You always seem to want them so here you go. Graduated HS 2nd in my class. Headed up the debate team and Martial Arts Demo Team for two Years.Umm got into collage during my senior year, then got into the collages tech training program within my first 5 weeks of school. Got to speak at the statehouse And at MIT as in the Massachusetts Institute Of Technology. Sorry guess I forgot to give you a Permission slip on those ... oh wait you were already out of my life ... guess its a mute point. I don't know man but from my point of view ... you missed the best thing ever. Oh speaking of best things Nana died 3 years ago. And it made me think ... compared to the spiritual death I gave you. The real one is a hell of alot easier cuz you know there gone and not gonna show up whenever. Well you know how I feel about spirits so I guess that's not entirely true but I can say that they aren't a wrecking ball when they come back ... unlike some people. Well that's all the time I have to spare on you. may I never think of you again.

Ciao
*illegible scribbles* McKenzie

Bump

Bump

Dear _______,
To be honest I was a little scared when I heard that post, and thought it was you who died. I'm glad that it wasn't, but in the moment that I thought it was you, I honestly thought it might be for the best and you might stop popping up in my head, but I'm sure with time I will forget you anyways. I really just need to distract myself, this post isn't helping.
-OroseC

Dear Cats,

pls attack with your fur all at once.

sincerely,
kurosuke.

Dear glitter,

I don't want to see you years later. Go away.

Sincerely,
Mako

>>223 Fucking Glitters. they're as bad as those demonic clowns. grrr

dear,
why can't you just leave me and my friends alone i don't like you and neither do most of my friends. you only like that one person and i hate the fact you ignore everyone else. you have a very boring personality and you try to be funny but i just don't think you are.you are a bad influence to my friends.you hate me i hate you why do you even hang out with us if you only like one person and don't like the rest of us. you make me so mad i wish i could hit you but i know i can't, i hold back my urge to hit you but it is really hard to. you follow her around like a dog and cut me off do you know how annoying it is to hear you giggle in the middle of class while i'm trying to concentrate i wish i could slap that that teasing look off of your face.
sincerely,
anonymous

Dear '___'s
Please stop. I just a normal girl. Don't bother me please. This is annoying. This is silly. Just stop and don't be more act dumb.

With love, me

dear everybody from grades 1-7,
just because i don't talk to you doesn't mean i'm shy it means i don't have a reason to talk to you or i just don't want to speak to you. do you know how annoying it was to hear you say talk to me or can you speak, of course i can. i wanted to hit you so badly but i didn't want to cause trouble so i didn't. if i ever see your face and hear can you speak to me i will hit you so hard because you will never know how i felt when you said that to my face.

sincerely,
that person who you asked those questions

Dear __,
So, yeah. For the 6 years I've known you I went through a lot. 1st year, I hated you and glared at you for a while, 2nd year I went close to you since I planned to pretend to be your friend and then ruin you, 3rd year I had gotten too close and gotten more possessive of you and scared you, sorry for that bro.
4th year I became distant to you until I asked for forgiveness, and you accepted. In these current years or 5th and 6th year, I became your best friend and you were mine. Although I kind of hated everyone that went near you, I had to give you up some day so here I am, posting this on a thread. I did began to like you though you pretty much liked someone else and we are pretty much the same gender so uhh, well. It wasn't gonna work out anyway.

Good luck in life buddy.

From
A friend that rode the rollercoaster of life with you.
The end. Ta-da

>>228 I'm just hoping he's not dead

Dear,
It relay annoys me when people look at me see I have short hair and think I'm a guy, this just goes to show people are quick too quick too judge, they just think it's not normal and then they just stare at me. I don't get why people think this way, like everyone is the same and that nobody should be different.

From
person who says that a person should not be categorized by there hair and people should be allowed to be different.

Dear OP,

sorry for being an asshole. Its a part of the Pieface Cult Tradition.

sincerely. K

>>231 Dear Anonymous,
I don't know who you are, or where you are.
But I will find you, and kill you.
Signed.
NZP

Dear,

It'd be nice of if you can appreciate the shit I put up for you. I do all the stuff you want me to do for you and it'd be really nice of you if you can appreciate those things I tried my best in because you told me I should, but instead you nitpick at everything I do and criticise. Aren't you satisfied that I'm the top of everything I do, but when I muck up I'm instantly a failure in your eyes?! Sorry if I ain't perfect! Tbh you aren't perfect yourself!

P.S I'm sorry that you felt ashamed and embarrassed for speaking up for me. And BTW I never asked for you to stand up for me anyway.

Have good day :))

From
A loving daughter :))

Dear,

Today is such a shit day...Thank you Miss for giving me a 'constructive criticism' and BTW I painted a lady in an umbrella, not a "child who couldn't be stuffed painting something decent" or as you worded it..."CHICKEN SCRATCH"

And the 'chicken scratch' you were saying. It actually won the art exhibition I entered in. TBH Why'd you become an art teacher? having purple trousers and a loose shirt that looks like colours were trashed in, trying to create unity and colour and looking like a mad painter by putting smudges of paint in your face--wait that was makeup oops...and a dirty apron doesn't make you an art teacher. Like bro..
Srsly?

Sincerely,
AKira

BTW I hope you take my 'constructive criticism' to heart :))

PS I hope you can get

Dear _______

Nyan nyan nyan nyan nyan.
The moon smiles down upon us,
she sees the blade
hidden in the darkness.

Nyan nyan nyan nyan.
A girl weeps tonight.

Dear Asshole,
Wow, you really are a piece of shit, aren't you? Cheating on my sis like that, that's just some truly abhorrent shit. I wish I could deck you in the face every day for the rest of your sorry existence. I hope that bitch leaves you a broken man. I hope you enjoy the hell you've made for yourself, you God-awful prick.
Wishing you were dead,
Enigami

Dear Jareth, the Goblin King
You have no power over me.

dear CRASH,

i can't help falling in love with you. and your always have your back faced to me.

and I keep wasting my time because of it and you dont even know me.

i hate it so much. I hate it that Im so in love with you and and you dont even know my existence.

grrr. pls die. Die along with my feelings.

Dear ma,

i love you so much. i wonder where you are right now. anyway, pls tell your other daughter to break up with her gay boyfriend. he's rude ma, i dont like him.

your Forever single daugher

-k-

>>240 Cough cough........Tripcode! Tripcode!

>>241 that's intentional XD

Dear dogs

die.

-c

>>241 see >>243

intentionally leaving traces. XD its actually fun to do it.. especially when noobs believe it was completely someone else.

Dear ____,

Honestly I cared so much about you and wanted nothing but to help you and see you be better, but you refuse help and only get worse and I can see that you're poisonous and you were damaging me as well. I'm done trying for you now.

Karuna

Dear ____,
Why are you doing this? I was already fine. But now you're here and everyday it hurts for me not trying to stab you. Why can't you just leave.You say this is your 'responsibility'. Just drop dead. Leave. You're not needed here.

Rina

Dear____,
I'm sorry for not being perfect. For not being at all what you wanted me to be. So I can just die right? I'm not needed right? I can just run so you never have to see me again. I'm worthless right? I don't deserve to live right? Then why won't I die? I can't do anything so why won't I? Wouldn't it all be better if I just disappear? So nobody would have to live with this mistake in their life right?

Rikka

Dear ____,

I'm sorry I turned out like this, even though you don't know about it; it's not your fault, it's all mine. I feel like I'm failing you... but I'm scared you will never look at me the same way again if you knew.

Rora

Dear ____,

I'm sorry about the trouble I've caused for you. Sometimes they tease me for liking you, and they tease you too, so I'm sorry.
I really, really like you. I probably won't ever say that to your face, even though I kind of had earlier, though you probably don't remember.
You're cute, smart, and talented, that is why I get butterflies in my stomach when I'm around you. I'm afraid to tell you how I feel. I'm sorry.
Maybe another time.

Kota

Dear ____,
I'm sorry I ignored all of your problems. I tried to give advice without truly understanding your pain. I haven't felt anything close to the pain you have and are going through. So might as well take me for a hypocrite. I'm sorry I didn't reply to you when you were speaking to me about the hurt you were feeling. I'm sorry that I ignored you when you were in pain for my own selfish benefit of not getting involved. I'm so damn sorry, I fucked up really badly didn't I? I'm nothing more than a burden to you. I'm so sorry and I know you told me to stop saying it but I won't because my guilt has been haunting me for so long... I'm sorry. You'll never have to see me again.. Goodbye... thank you for being there for me.... thank you for caring for me when even when I couldn't properly help and care for you... this is the last time I'll ever hurt you again... I hope you're life gets better now that I'm gone... you'll never have to hear my sorry voice again.... goodbye... and thank you.

Saika (Enzo the Reaper)

Dear ______,

You make me very happy inside. I've never felt like this before. I guess I should thank you.

Dear ______,

You know, it's kind of obvious now that you like me and tbh, it's only b/c no other girl will give you the time of day. I feel kind of bad for you, but pls stop trying to get closer to me, b/c every time you do I just end up pissing you off and even though I make you "emotionally suffer" you still want to talk to me. That doesn't make sense. That's pretty shitty. I already made it very apparent I do not want a bf, but again, if you want to fuck yourself over, go ahead. I will never be nice to you, b/c that's how I am with everyone. I do not care about your feelings. I am blunt/straightforward/offensive, but somehow that's not right in your words. If you really liked me that much you wouldn't tell me to "change myself so ppl could like me," b/c that's not what you do when you like someone. But when I call you out on that, you say sorry and then run back to ask for my forgiveness, which is pretty damn pitiful. u_u

Dear ____,

For all the times you've fucked me over and I still thought that you would change. For all the times you talked behind my back, and never said a word. For all the times I thought you would realize that I was a true friend and you still walked away.
I will look back and laugh when you come to me and beg for forgiveness. For you turned my soft skin to steel, and so you shall feel what I felt.

Fuck you bitch!

Sincerely a pissed llama manican

Dear _____,

For awhile now, we've been best friends, although I've never called you one in my own words. It's not because you aren't but because I feel like if I do, you might say that we're not. Honestly, my imagination can get the best of me sometimes but, that's just who I am: an idiot. But, I'm sure you already know that. After all, that's what everyone sees when they look at me right? We've actually only been friends since the beginning of this year, but you already consider me one of the best. I'm grateful for that, I really am but, it appears that I know more about you then you do about me. You've told me so many things that you rarely tell anyone: your past, your thoughts, your hardships. I always listen and try to help, and in the small time that I've known the real you, we've been through so much. Some of my other friends dislike you though, and they tried to make me choose between you and them. I....didn't choose a side. Some of the people you know talk bad about you and they insult you, but I never said anything to them about it. Of course, I've never told you either. That's because, even being this weak, even knowing you could full well do it yourself, I want to protect you, because you have become someone precious to me, although I can't say you feel the same. I want to be stronger, to be better, because so many people around me are already that way. They can do so much while I cannot. But my greatest fear? Being forgotten by the ones I care about.
Some have already not noticed me sit at the same table and have ignored me as well as insult me. They've discarded me like I was something they could throw away. They didn't even notice the other day when I was crying. And, to be honest, you didn't either. But that's alright I guess. To most I'm just an idiot who trips over their words and forgets things.
I will probably never tell you all these things, all these feelings, because like for all my other best friends, I don't want you to worry. So, you may never know how I feel. But, for now, it's okay. I don't want to come off as a person who wants everyone's pity, so I tend to keep to myself, but right now I guess I am kinda that way huh? Maybe one day though, I can tell someone about my story and they'll listen. And they won't forget me.

- That one kid

Dear ___

I... have given up. I no longer have hope. And I know that you have too. You probably know that you don't have any more time. Your death is near and honestly I don't know if I want it to come quicker or not. I just want this to be all over you know? You fuck up too many times and you know it and it's just gonna keep happening again. Now it's ruining my future. I'm not a religious person but I think I'm gonna start praying. Praying to a god that has put me through so much. I'm a good person right? What did I do to deserve all this? I no longer have hope. My nails are no longer growing because of stress. Such simple things that don't really mean anything but they're still there. This week, I cried for the first time for no reason. I just broke down. I don't cry like this. Never. No one noticed... I don't seek attention but jut comfort I guess or stability. I just want this to be all over. The drama, the lying, crying, pain, even the fake laughs. I stopped talking to my friends this month. I only talk with one person. It gets pretty boring you know? Staying on that house all alone. I quit school. Sometimes I wake up with a smile that just goes away when I see you. But sometimes when I do see you I just think that in a few years, I don't know maybe 2 years, you're not gonna be there. My sister is moving out. Mom wants a divorce, did you know that. But I don't think it's gonna happen, she's been with you for 25 years. You guys once divorced, I was so happy, weird right. But then you guys just ruined it by getting married again. My life is a joke. God certainly has a cruel sense of humor. Should I hold on to hope? Is there any hope at all?

Dear _________,
I love you and I'm afraid to say it in person. I want you to know that I love you and everyone around me. Please don't give up.

Dear ______,

We had to write a sonnet for homework, about anything really and I chose to write mine on you. I don't know what came over me when I was writing it, but I felt immense pleasure. Can't believe I even wrote it to be completely honest. I guess I want to be more open now. I used to be love w/ the anonymity of my writing online. I still do, but @ school that's different, of course. So this sonnet is for you and although you may never see it, I hope you do get the chance to read it someday. Not now, probably not tomorrow, next month, or next year, but someday. Someday, you will read all the poetry I wrote about you with every emotion I ever held for you, b/c you are that special to me I suppose. It's so simple yet reading it, I know exactly how I feel about you. A lovely, airy feeling. I want to feel like this everyday. This detached happiness.

dear ______,
ur a dick but i like your hair so i guess i have a crush on you??

Dear ______,

I love you! so much!
I'm sorry that I can be mean at times, and upset you.
you know that there is nothing that will make me truly angry at you. Of course you can be annoying, MY GOD, but i still love you anyway~

i know we've been fighting a couple times because of me or your family picking a fight with me. I wish it would stop. just have some peace between the two of us, without anyone bothering us.

I know that we're both struggling different things. me at school, and you with your family and trying to get a job. We think "whats the point? why waste my time living.". Then we realize that we have each other...and it makes living actually worthwhile.

Honey, if youre reading this...just know, as long as you dont give up, I wont either...

Love, Hikari Shonen

Dear ___
I loved you and you used me. I gave you everything I had and you threw it away. No matter what I did it was never good enough for you. You blame me for the fact that you cheated, you said it was my fault because I could not please you enough. Why didn't you just leave me? Why did you have to hurt me so much? I loved you with my heart and soul and you just used me. Is my life enough for you? If I were to die for you would that finally be enough to make you happy?

My heart burns with the flames of hell and the passion greater then any other, I basically gave you my soul! Will my life finally be enough for you!?!

You'rs sincerely
Izaya Orihara

Dear ______,
You may be older, living far away and having a girlfriend but I love you.
I hate our phone calls, your niceness and the way you're always there for me. I get jealous because you sometimes you forget to text back. But do I even have the right the be jealous ?
Ugh I hate how you make me desire you, how you think that I'm talented, cute and compliment my arts and writing skills.

Fuck you
Someone.

Dear _____,
I'm not sure what to think anymore, you're lost and I wish I could help you but you don't seem to want me too. yet when I sit back and do nothing, suddenly you're crying to yourself, pleading with God for help. you helped me when I was at my lowest, I want only to return the favour.

Think about it
TAK

Dear ___,

I'm irrelevant, leave me alone.

Thanks.

- W.

Dear ___,

You're a cunt

Fuck you
Akiabo

Dear _____,
You make me feel terrible about myself. When I am around you I feel like I have achieved nothing and will never do so. When I start to feel up about something again you somehow find a way to make it known that you did better than me. I don't think you mean it but it is true, and I don't think I am the only one you are doing it to. I wish I was you. Geez, you even correct the teacher, you don't belong here.
Sincerely,
me

Dear,

why are so hurt about everything??

K

Dear, _____

You managed to manipulate me for years, me. I've always been good at manipulating but never being manipulated, so this blow was especially hard. Three years I was controlled you caught me at a time when I was weak. And I chose subconsciously to allow it but no more, I have cut you off for good reason I have broken the illusions of friendship. You get no more chances, you may not have realised what you were doing but you have psychological issues. I will not stay to help fix you, I will not stay for pity, I will not stay for you betrayed my trust and my trust is hard won, easily lost, and once lost near impossible to retrieve.

-Emma

Dear ____,

I just want you to know that I love you. This may come as a surprise considering how much pain and psychological manipulation has gone into our relationships because of me, but this is because I don't love you as equals. My love for you is a god complex - I want to feel like a god and will go to any lengths to capture that feeling. I love to hurt you because then I know that I have the power to burn you up and blow you away like smoke on the wind, the power to keep you burning for as long as I like, but also the power to douse those smoldering flames. This is why I love you! Know that I will never let a tear fall from your eyes for any reason other than Me! I will protect you from this dismal world we live in because you are so delicious to nibble on myself!
I love you so much!
So, please, never bore me. Amuse your god! Love me as I have loved you. Hate me as I have loved you. Try to hurt me - it will only make me love you more!
Let us dance this dance of love and hate - god and human - for eternity! Where madness and bliss converge, this dance of love and hate!

Sincerely,
TC

Dear everyone, Im a cunt and I know it.. No need to point it out.

sincerely,
K

Dear Human,

Im a human.

Sincerely,
" "

>>269 Dear K_______,
It's obvious, but others need to point out the obvious so people realize it and that they need to change.
You're a cunt.
Sincerely,
NZP_____

Dear NZP______,

It's obvious, that i make it obvious.. and they have to learn.. but being a sarcastic cunt is amazing.. its so sadistically entertaining.. but im doing it right so.. they dont the right to complain.. well they do but I dont care.. XP..

sincerely,
K

Dear ____

I may have only met you two weeks ago but I trust, I have trusted you with secrets very important to me. You must understand this... I moved the a new neighborhood and it took me three years to consider anyone my friend, it took two years when I transferred schools to consider anyone my friend and that girl turned out to be the worst. I have never trusted anyone like this before because I can see your a very genuine person, plus you didn't know we fought the Japanese in ww2 and you don't know that there is a state congress and a national one, so I don't consider you to be to much of a threat. I have trusted you with secrets dear, but don't think I don't have contingency plans for if you betray me or completely mess up in front of the wrong people. But I trust you as I have never trusted anyone.

-Emma

>>273 That seems like a horrible choice.

Dear ______,

I hate you very much. I hate your daughter very much. I hope you die very much. I hope she doesn't die very much, b/c there's still hope for her to change. However, you bastard, you! You love to make me look like a problem child even though I am a perfect child. Perhaps not perfect, but I am not afraid to say what I need to say even if you want to be fascists. It's kind of funny how if everything I did, your daughter did, you would defend to the death that she was treated fairly, but NO, I'm me, right? I'm wrong. I am the bad child.

Is it because of my race? Because sometimes I really do think that. I think sometimes you resent the fact that I am different for that reason.

Is it because of how I was raised? Because you've complained before that my dad never "whipped me into shape." You know what, asshole. My dad is more of a man than you'll ever be. If you think hitting your kid makes you "whip a kid into a shape" then you are sadly mistaken. My dad may not have been there for me when I was younger, but he's here for me now and I've got to say he's much better than you.

Is it because of my mom? I know everyone likes to criticize my mom and I. It's fine, if you want to sleep better at night because we're scapegoats, totally good.

Is it because I don't respect your "authority"??? HAHA! Again, you don't have any balls, you just want to act like you do. You are not a man, b/c real men do not do what you would do. At least men I would respect. I have zero respect for you, b/c you have zero respect for everyone else. How can I respect someone who won't respect me??? Fuck that.

Just because I didn't answer you the right way does not mean you have to go tell your mommy about what I did. Again, grow up. You're what 31? 32? I'm fucking 15 going on 16, what is your problem?! I didn't give you the answer you wanted and you went to my grandma to complain about it. Like, actually ask a direct question. I know your nosy as fuck, but I'm not saying anything unless you ask an actual question. How am I supposed to know what you're saying if you won't say it correctly? Oh, wait, I'm supposed to be smart right, except for when I am "duuuuuuumb."

Then you go home and b/c I haven't eaten since 2:00 p.m., because my stomach is like everyone elses. I weigh so little, but my stomach holds the same amount of food as everybody. I have high metabolism that's for sure, but that doesn't mean I'm going to eat to satisfy all of you, but then again, it satisfies you to know I'm not eating as much as everyone else so I can be "problem child." I know anorexia is such an awesome disorder to gossip about. It's so cool to put a disorder onto someone who doesn't have that disorder. If I had it you guys would be ecstatic, cuz then I really would have some problem other than you know being stressed all the time and having anxiety. Oh, but my anxiety is just me being "duuuuuumb." Right? Right! I eat little, b/c I'm not going to force feed myself. I exercise because I want to be healthy. I choose to eat little, b/c I'm not going to eat "Hispanic" portion so I can be unhealthy like the rest of my family. In all honesty, you just want me to burden myself w/ the problems everyone else in the fam faces. Not going to do that. But anorexia is just as good, right?! If I throw up b/c my stomach is upset, it's like a fucking headline on a newspaper. Extra! Extra! Gossip! Instigate! Lovely Threw Up, It Must Be b/c She's Insecure About Her Body. No, you fucker. The only reason you try to also push some idea that I'm insecure is b/c YOU'RE insecure with you're fucking superiority complex. Fucktard. Just die already. We'd all be way better off w/o a guy in our house, not to mention a guy w/ anger issues, saying actually offensive shit, acting like he is better than everyone, and a fucking freeloader. We do not need that so die or get the fuck out of here already. OK? Ok! =) THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear __________

I can't hold it anymore. You are always saying your life is just like shit. And I know that your life is hard! Seriously! But just don't complain it over and over again! Maybe your life is worser than mine, yes, but if you seriously think my life is al about rainbows and flowers you are absolutely wrong! Why do you never understand other people!

From: Your lovely Kinoko... who is pissed of right now...

Dear Kim Bryan,

I fucking HATE YOU.

You graduated because I sacrificed my tuition fee for the sake of our thesis. and i didn't even get a FUCKING THANK YOU.. not to mention that you haven't paid me yet.

I hope you don't fucking get a job. and live your life in the streets.

FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU.

sincerely,
J.Aucren

Dear [REDACTED],
Only typing this here for practice, cuz I know it has to be said eventually. I like you, [REDACTED]. Like, "like like" you. I'm sorry it took me so long to admit this to you, and I understand if you don't feel the same way. If you wanna just be friends, that's cool. If you want nothing going more to do with me, that's cool, too. I just really needed to get this off my chest.
Maybe Yours (I Dunno),
Enigami

>>277 You're supposed to keep this anonymous....Oh well, the hate lives on.

The more I think about it, the more useless this thread is.

>>279 Useless, but it's nice to have a place to let out your feelings

Dear NZPIEFACE

Please marry Robo or Tanaka

Sincerely, C-

Dear ____

You've got it all mixed up, Tanaka and Robo are married to each other. Robo seme and Tanaka Uke.


Signed, NZPIEFACE's match-maker.

Dear Stupid Bird

Nothing wrong with polygamy.

Paw-signed, Cat.

Dear edgy cat,

I don't want a three-way.

Signed, cat nuker.

Dear_______,

Please stop slacking off on our research project. I know my grade is going to go down after this semester because of you. I liked you at the beginning, but now you're beginning to piss me off.

Sincerely your partner,
Yami

Dear *insert human's name here*,
Believe me, I really do love humans, but that doesn't mean I like you personally.

With love,
Kao

Dear Cat, and Cat Nuker

Dave Smith in the Pic is Robo.

And that's enough evidence

-K

Dear [REDACTED],
Welp, this kinda sucks. And yet, at the same time, this is kind liberating, too. The last three months have been an exercise in emotional masochism for me, and I'm glad to be done with it. I'm just so burned out, this is no longer worth the effort, especially since it feels like I'm just ramming my head into a wall over and over again. Time for me to let go and move on. Again.
I'm not bitter, though. I still care about you, and I'll still help you if you need my help. And hey, if you discover that you feel for me how I felt for you, then we can talk. But for now, this shit has gotten kinda old.
No Hard Feelings,
Enigami

Dear sweetheart,
I've always wanted to call you that. You told me one random day that you loved me then the next you said you weren't ready.
And it was too late since I decided so many months ago to dedicate everything that I had to you. You somehow brought light into my dark life and I thought to myself, thank goodness there's someone that cares. Someone that calls me beautiful everyday.
And you were so radiant, so kind, so sweet. There was no one like you and even now, there is no one like you. And I knew you so well, I knew how you felt and the reason why you did things.
But now, I don't. One day you started talking to me less. And less and I wondered what I did.
And now we're here. Neither of us know how we feel, I doubt you would. Because I think of you everyday and the only feeling I get is sickness and tears. Pain. That's what you made me feel.
They say you still love me. But I'd never know cause you don't show it anymore.
And I do hate myself so much. Because even if you took everything away from me along with the hope that you've already taken. I could never me angry at you, I could never dislike you.
I could only love you.
And it hurts me so much because I want to make you happy, I want to be the one that makes you smile.
And I can't.
I miss you so much, I miss the boy that I knew. Where have you gone, won't you come back?
Please I wish that you'd only tell me again that you love me. I feel so alone and so empty.
Al

dear kurosuke,
stop procrastinating.

sincerely,
-K

Dear ___,

I know you have a lot of experience in your field of profession.

I know that you have favorites in class.

I know that you are a liar.

I know that you are a hypocrite.

I hate that I know you.

I hate that you know me or what you might think you know about me.

I hate that you pretend to care and tell us what is the "harsh reality" in a chosen field.

I hate that you favor and alienate others.

I hate that you are my advisor and teacher.

I hate you are the one that will always be there with your smirk, snarky remarks, and cold blank stare.

Sincerely,
-- I can't even right now

Dear ___,

Thank you and Goodbye

-E

Dear ___,

Thanks for the 2 great years. I'm happy to see that you are happy and you are still in my mind every now and then. Sometimes I feel like you are the only person I can hold I deep conversation with but I don't think we are in the same place anymore.

Here's to hoping we both stay in a good place.
-R

Dear ___,

Why must you always make the butt of all your hate and rage. I have done nothing to you except state one wrong answer. You condemn me for being human... I hate that I will report you soon, the witnesses are coming forth but I bet your husband will make it all go away.

--Karma is a

Dear ____,

We've been together for 5 years I really am thankful because you really are an ideal boyfriend. Faithful, honest, understanding and knows how to deal with me during my mood swings. But lately, i've been thinking about our future. We both graduated college but we seem to be stuck to where we were at the beginning. We haven't changed at all. (i feel it as negative a side though) because you cant seem to find motivation to find a job, create our dream and you are stuck in your life as a "boy" who loves basketball.. :( I want you to grow! Please.

-E.

Dear ____,

Ha-ha-ha, this is about you

Beware, beware, be skeptical
Of their smiles, their smiles of plated gold
Deceit so natural
But a wolf in sheep's clothing is more than a warning
Bah-bah-black sheep, have you any soul?
No sir, by the way, what the hell are morals?

Jack, be nimble, Jack, be quick
Jill's a little whore and her alibis are dirty tricks

So could you
Tell me how you're sleeping easy
How you're only thinking of yourself
Show me how you justify
Telling all your lies like second nature
Listen, mark my words: one day (one day)
You will pay, you will pay
Karma's gonna come collect your debt

Maybe you'll change
Abandon all your wicked ways
Make amends and start anew again
Maybe you'll see
All the wrongs you did to me
And start all over, start all over again

Oh who am I kidding?
Now, let's not get overzealous here
You've always been a huge piece of shit
If I could kill you I would
But it's frowned upon in all fifty states
Having said that, burn in hell.


Fuck you weekdays and weekends, fuck you.

Dear Kurouke, Kuroseme, and Kuroseke

Stop existing.

sincerely,

-K

>>300 Dear K
You forgot Milton
NZP

>>301

Dear NZP,

I like Milton..

K

Dear _______,

I don't want to sound mean, but im going to anyways because you dont get on this website.
You are an obese fucking bitch. Literally, a fucking barking female dog. We had a project to work on together. All you did was sing your gayass songs, talked about useless things that DO NOT have anything to do with our project while I wrote, cut out, and glued each and every fucking papers and pictures on our poster. I mostly created and lead the whole goddamn show while you eat your death away with fucking McDonald's and diabetic candies. Last night, I stayed up until five in the morning so we could finish our poster. The fat fingers you possessed were so slow, I swear I wanted to murder you last night.
Fuck you, fat bitch! I deserve all the fucking credit. NOT YOU!! When it's time to grade our partners, I'll make sure to give you a low partner rating.

Dear ___,
You used to be my everything. We would laugh and cry together. We used to fall asleep and wake up together. We used to do everything together. Everything seemed perfect... But it wasn't. Behind those perfect pictures, I didn't realize I was loosing myself. You wanted me to be someone I'm not. So I couldn't stay. And not you make me feel guilty about it everyday. You still want to hope that I might change my mind but I won't. I can't be me with you. And how could you lie about that for 4 months! Sweetheart you don't lie about trying to commit suicide! And then you lied about it again! You lied to everyone about it and ended up in a fucking mental hospital! I was happy to have you back then! But those days alone.. made me feel like shit. But now I feel nothing at all. You even insulted my very existence! It's not my fault I was born differently! It's not my fault I don't know my father.. You want water but I wanted oil. We don't mix. And we don't match. So I hope you get past me quickly.
Sincerely,
Spade

Dear Sis,

Sorry I tried to commit suicide. I can't promise it won't happen again since all I wish was to disappear; however, you keep me going. You're a tough kid and I need to stand by you, trying to lead by example. It's tough, but thanks.

Love ya kid,
JG

Dear, ___.

Ha-ha-ha!

-W

Dear, ginger waffles

I'm sorry I ate you, I know you're my sister's, but she forgot about you. It would be a waste to not eat you, so I did. I know I could have remind my lil sis, but you look so gooey and delicious.

With regrets
Me

Dear,the girl sitting in the seat across from me
I'm sorry I really am.I know you like him.I've tried to hold it back because your my friend.I know he likes you,but then I question that whenever he gives me that 'look'.I'm sorry if it doesn't turn out your fairytale way.I want you to be just as happy as I am,but I know someones gonna end up crying.

Love ya girl,
Kage

Dear ___,

I hope your boyfriend chops you up and throws your goddamn body chunks into a fucking river then pour acid in that river then pisses in it.

Love
Akiabo

Dear ___,

Please stop stalking me and harassing my friends, I left because I obviously couldn't make you happy.

thanks

xXTrollzayaXx

>>309 wow just wow

Dear ______ & ______,

Congrats!!! It's about time you two finally fucking dated!!!! Like come on nowwwwww, we all knew it would happen. Haha, I hope you two marry and have kids whose names start with A like both of yours! It'd be amazing. =') And when we have prom, you guys will be the most amazing couple there.

Dear ______,

I'm sorry you have really shitty taste in music. =(

Dear ______,

If I say I don't want to give you a fry, that means I don't want to give you a fry. Go buy your own. We live near so many fast food places, so go buy your own. No you cannot have my fries. I like my fries and you aren't the one who bought the fries either so you don't deserve them.

Dear ______,

If you need to bring others down to make yourself feel better about yourself, I pity you and your miserable life. I choose happiness :D

-MC

Dear_____,

I love you so very much, even though sometimes I feel you don't want to stick around any longer. I'm sorry that my mental health is affecting our relationship. I don't know if you still want to be my girlfriend but you mean the world to me, and even if you want to break it off for that guy you talk with so much; I'd be okay with it because you'd be happy.

Sincerely,
Klein

Dear _____,

I know I didn't write the best paper in your class, but I believe I don't deserve an F on it. How you graded my paper was unfair. I just hope that you change your mind when we talk about my paper because I really want to pass in your class. Please, please, please reconsider the grade you gave me.

Sincerely quiet student in class,
Yami

Dear ____,

Quit pretending to be a gangster, you grew up in a rich neighborhood. Quit claiming you're from the ghetto.
I hope someone drives by and shoots near you to give you a real scare.

See you in hell
Akiabo

Dear ____,

I couldn't care less if you are offended by my religion choice of satanist. Spreading lies about me isn't cool though. Try harder next time.

Go fuck yourself,
Cloud

dear you know who you fucking are,

I hate you, your son, your husband, your sister, and all of your costumers.

you are a fucking slave driver. your pay is so fucking small.

I hope your business go fucking bankrupt.

sincerely,
K

This would be a fun thread to write a letter to yourself

dear best friend

you truly are my best friend I do love you and respect you

but you are not taking our friendship as an equal

you are not fair and your thinking of yourself much higher than me

you have no fear of me leaving you or hating you

or just hurting me overall

you helped me a lot and I love you but please stop that

Uroso

Dear Me

You need to start promoting afternoon naps in addition to BL.

Sincerely, Me.

You fuckin shit you cant boss me around just because you were born earlier. You can do nothing better than me you have nothing better than me. You quit your University you have no hobby you have no skill you have no job and you dont even do house chores. You only play dota you were living like this for 5 years. You have nothing you are no body. You cant boss me you little shit. You are just a spoiled shit with no life. Shut the fuck up and just kill yourself. You always praise yourself when you didnt do anything. Just fuckin kill yourself, living like this is not living you fuckin trash. And dont you fuckin dare get angry at me or judge my friends you fuckin Low life.

Uroso

Dear world,

Please finger my ass and notice me.

The Dollars YouTube Channel: http://dollars-bbs.org/main/res/1463145246.html

Dear YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

STOP FUCKING ADVERTISE ON EVERY FUCKING BOARD.

ARE YOU THAT FUCKING DESPERATE??

sincerely raging and definitely not happy,

K

Dear, Jerk
you maybe know that i don't really hate people so you try to get on my nerves AND try to take advantage of my Mother.

You know i can't forgive you but i don't hate you because you were a good person before you became a jerk

Hope you'll have it good once we move away from you

And i don't hate you i just hope you'll face the consequences of your choices in your pathetic life

Love, Azarel

Dear: FUCK YOU, YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE YOUR NAME
Do you want to DIE by my hands?!!!!
Do you already have your funeral planned??!!!
I hope you do!! otherwise you better because I'm going to put you 6 feet under!
I'll visit your grave and spit on it you dirty whore!!!!
Love, Ariel :)

Dear ______,

YOU PUNCHED MY FUCKING DOG YOU CUNT, I WILL PAY SOME ONE TO PUT YOU FACE TO FACE WITH DEATH AND BRING YOU RIGHT THE FUCK BACK, AND THEN I WILL KILL YOU.

HOPE YOUR DAD SHOOTS YOU
Akiabo

Dear ____,
I really enjoyed your company but I don't think you feel the same way. I'm not sure if your just forcing yourself being with me and acting like friends. I really like you and want to understand you better. But since your too used being isolated, it seems that you don't how to act when I'm around. I want to get to know you better but I only have limited time to do so. SO I wish that you would be more open to me and let me enjoy your company on my remaining time. Don't be afraid to ask for help. I won't let you down no matter what.

Dear ____,

Stop saying we like you're going to do a damned thing.

-Eff

Dear ______,

Uh, hey, we don't really talk much but thx for defending me against your asshole friend.

Dear ______ & ______,

Won't you talk to me???

Dear ____,
Sometimes I really hate you. You know that right? I hope you do.

Dear ____,
If you're gonna be my friend, be my friend. If not, don't be my friend. It's that simple. I'll find a new friend eventually. :)

dear _____,

I think I like you, but I also like someone else (which is stupid). I can't get myself to talk to you because I'm afraid of what might happen. I'm afraid I'll mess up, a lot. Even when I am trying to avoid us talking, you somehow start a conversation with me and I think you are awesome. I really like your personality, but then I can't get myself to take a step forward because there's the other girl, girl #2. I find it really stupid that it weighs down on my mind when I know it really shouldn't. You have the personality traits of what I would want in my SO, but girl #2 has the looks that appeal to my line of sight (It seems I have yet to meet a girl that has both of these personal and Physical qualities that I like ). I rarely talk to girl #2 too. And from the few conversations I've had with her, it doesn't seem like she has the personality of someone I would want to be with, forever. That's why I find my mind stupid. this shouldn't even be debated in my head! Clearly you have what I seek, but I'm not making a move, why?! Like I said I'm afraid that if we were to date I would fail you. Maybe I don't have the qualities you seek. Maybe I've been fake around. Maybe I'm afraid you won't accept me. And even if you did, I've lost trust in the majority of the world around me. would you be able to understand my criticisms of reality? My jokes? My last relationship failed. I was loyal, but this, this is the first time I've ever had two crushes at the same time, so would being loyal be difficult? I'm just waiting, waiting for my mind to end it's debate, waiting for it to make a decision. I don't want to make the wrong decision. I don't want to ruin my life, and especially yours, that's why I'm waiting. Waiting for my mind to choose one of you. Maybe by the time my mind reaches a decision you will have already moved on, and I'm afraid of that. will I ever meet someone like you again? I hate myself. Can you live with a negative person like me and withstand it? I have problems noone knows about, would you be surprised if I told you? Apalled? I like you and my brain is keeping me from telling you, so what the heck am I supposed to do in this situation?!?!?!?!?!?!

-Tree, tangled in his roots

Dear___,
Stop taking pictures of me and coming to my work every day, I CAN SEE YOU! You creep, and I filed a police report, thanks to you I've been fucking paranoid.. I tolled you the first time I noticed you to never take my picture, I am married and have kids.. but I guess sickos like you don't understand what NO means. By the way I know it was you who followed me to my car the first week I confronted you at my work.

Dear ___,
I don't care how much you hate me. I will still live on. Get a life.

>>334 I hope you carry a self defense weapon.

Dear ______,

I am really sick and tired of you. Instead of being a responsible adult you want everything to go your way, but that's not how life fucking works. You don't have to whine about it either and when anyone calls you out on your shit you try to intimidate them, well, not anymore. Fuck you. I finally did it. I finally called you out, even if it wasn't the best. I started trembling, because I'd never done anything like that and I'm dreadfully scared you'll end up hitting me or something, because that's what real men do, right? Haha, you're such a piece of shit. As much as I am against feminism, I would have to say you are truly one person who actually needs it. You don't treat women with respect and act like you are just trying to reprimand me, but you aren't reprimanding me, you just think that because you are a man you are supposed to have some special power over me, well, no, that's not how it works. I was being very logical, whereas you were playing some petty gender card and that shit doesn't work on me. I don't care if you have a penis or a vagina, your gender gets you nowhere. And even if I was someone who believed in your stupid gender card trick, I wouldn't even consider you a man. You're a wimp. You don't do anything a man would do, that is a gentleman. If you want me to respect you, you ought to start acting like an adult.

As you said over there, I'm 15 (and please stop it with your shitty ad hominem attack, my age means nothing) so I'm supposed to listen to you, right? Well, how am I 15, yet I act way older than you. It really surprises me that none of you have ever actually thought for a second and realized I never had a childhood. I skipped all of that. Just because I watch shows for kids or act like a kid at times, does not mean I have the mentality of someone younger, so my age doesn't justify any of your invalid arguments. You are more than half my age and have accomplished nothing, should I bring that up, well, no, I wasn't going to bring that up in the argument because I wasn't going to present an ad hominem like you. See, the difference between me and you is that I understand what an argument is. You think an argument means yelling and threatening someone. I shouldn't be scared when I'm arguing. An argument is meant to bring agreement not fear or anger, but that's all you have inside of yourself. All you have is anger and I bet you fear something else. It's that shitty little superiority complex you have. That's not going to get you anywhere in life. I was being polite as can be actually. Explaining something to you and how to argue better if you truly wanted results that would get you what you wanted, but you obviously know nothing about rhetoric. You think that by yelling, you're being the bigger man, but you're not. That's why no one likes you. The fact that you had to call me a "stupid ass" just goes to show that you had no foundation for your argument, because you didn't have one. I didn't start anything, you just didn't like the fact that no one agreed with you. You thought I was the problem and of course, I'm the problem. I'm the precious little scapegoat, aren't I? The one who will get you guys all out of trouble merely by being me. Well, no, I'm not taking it anymore. If that's what I have to be go ahead, but I'm not going to stand around and take it anymore. I'm actually going to defend myself. I don't have some weird superiority complex like you and I most definitely do not value myself less than you. How could I put myself beneath shit. I mean you're basically nonexistent. I'm not wishing you a happy father's day. You're a bad father. Now, it really makes me laugh that you think my father "raised me bad." Haha. My father is truly a respectable man. In fact, YOUR father, my grandfather, was a truly respectable man. You should take some lessons from them and learn how to treat others, most especially women. I can't believe you even have a girlfriend. Once you're out of this boyfriend/girlfriend phase I guarantee you will treat her shitty. I mean the fact you call your ex a bitch and her daughter (basically the girl who was your step-daughter and looked up to you) a little bitch just goes to show you have no respect for women at all. I'm highly disappointed.

Lol, you're going to court on Tuesday right, how fitting since that's father's day. I hope you lose. I hope your ex wins. I really don't care what she did, at this point, I can sympathize with her more than I can with you, because when you resort to calling her bad words and bringing up things that don't matter (you srsly have a problem with using so many ad hominems man) then how could I support you? You judge her for getting plastic surgery, well, dude, you broke up with her and she actually wanted to fix it, so of course she's going to feel bad, like why do you care what she does with her body? It's a fucking surgery. It's not like she told YOU to go do it. Right? So shut up. You shouldn't have custody of your daughter either, because again, your treatment of women is horriuble. I wish they could put you in jail for something, so you could be even more miserable and possibly kill yourself. You don't deserve to live. You are a waste of space and you don't provide anything but more hate into the atmosphere so it's better that you just die off. Plus, in support of eugenics, your genes shouldn't even be in the gene pool, so it'd be better if you did us all a favor and killed yourself. I'm not sure if there's such a thing as an anger gene, but considering the fact your daughter is also going in your path, it wouldn't surprise me. Death would be much better for you, because you died for me as an uncle. Ok? Ok! Good bye fucker!

>>337 ......Too long

>>338 like ur fabulous dick

Dear ___,

Well. I mean, I really enjoy being friends with you. I really do. I think you're a great person and you're a lot of fun to hang out with, and I respect your opinions quite a bit.

That being said, your drama gets on my nerves a little bit. I understand you probably like the drama (a lot of people do.) I just happen to be a rather more reserved person when it comes to actual emotional outbursts and they kinda drive me nuts, particularly when repeated.

So please, the solution is rather simple and I really do think you'd be better off for it.

-Anna

>>339 Sad to admit, not really.

Dear life,

I hate you.

Tree

Dear,_____

Might sound sappy but you're my bestfriend and I love you. Sorry
You may think its disgusting and leave me but I cant afford that. So ill just hold myself still.
Amei

Dear ____,

Can you just follow me around everywhere? Could you be my servitor actually?? If you need company I can give that...in return help me out with studying, occasionally bring me snacks from the kitchen and maybe help me take my vengeance on some people.

Kokkuri~

>>344 You don't deserve a familiar, sorry. - Spirits Org.

Dear Pornhub,

When is my google cardboard arriving? The snake must be appeased.

Dear ___,

Why can't you just get over it? I've done my best and you know that. When I should be the one who feel depressed, why is it YOU instead? It's not like the world is ending. You're overreacting.

Sincerely,
Saia

Dear_____,
I don't think things will ever work out between us, so please let's just stop this silly game of fooling ourselves and get on with our lives.

Best wishes,
Sakata250

to my stepsister,

nice to know you couldn't make it to my birthday event because saturdays weren't good thanks to your mother-in-law's medical issues. understandable.

except after I got home saturday, I saw your pictures out with your friends for someone else's birthday party.

wow, thanks.

fuck you,
dis

Dear ___,

I miss you a lot, I wish you hadn't left. I understand that you felt that there was no other way, but I wish you would have talked to me, or anyone at all before you made that decision. It changed me. So many people cared and still do care, I wish you had realized that. We would have done anything to help you. Life seems dull, and most of the time it feels like there's no point; we're all going to die someday. I keep trying, though. You would want me to be happy. I'm sorry that I didn't go to the funeral. I was afraid. I still am afraid. You were one of my closest friends. It's been two and a half years, and this still doesn't seem real to me. I wish it wasn't real.

We all miss you,
T.

Dear ____,

Though I see you everyday, I can never tell you how I feel. Even though I've always been the stronger one, you've always been one of the people taking care of me instead. Your smart, you never give up, and you treat everyone with respect. I hope you know how good of a friend you are to me and how much you as an individual have inspired me.

Thank you,
Tarquin

dear ___,

it is hard to accept you in my life. you are a burden and a blessing. you show me how i really think of people and how to deal with hard life choices.but sometimes you influence me to do the wrong choices in my life and never take responsibility.

i don't know what to do with you and yet i cant live without you. please just let me have peace

sincerely,
bigbenny

Dear____,

Aha. Ahahahaha. Why do you keep placing the kitchen bin further into the corner? You should know that it won't even open halfway. So of course there'll be rubbish around it...

Also....I don't know....I wanna complain more but I'm too sleepy.

Oyasuminasai. (if you understand what that means).

Dear____,

It's been a year since we talked last. Until then, we'd been almost the best of friends. You leaving my very small circle of friends crushed me, and many a night I'd lay awake, silently crying to myself, wishing you were back, and wishing you'd stay. Many a night I'd sit up listening to all the songs we'd shared to each other, fighting back the tears I wanted to let out as loudly as possible. But then, one day, I noticed myself thinking less and less about you, like I was finally coming to terms with the loss of contact with you, like I could finally move on from a shadow of the past chapter. Since then I've had a great year, made new friends, even a girlfriend, new roleplay friends, everything I could hope for. Now you finally pop back up into my life, like someone crashing into a house with their car. Abruptly. Is it just thoughts of me, dreams even, posting comments on a picture of someone who looks exactly as you did? Is this payback for thinking I could finally have peace of mind after you left me so suddenly? Did you come back to remind me of the countless nights I'd lay awake, thinking about you? It's hard to think that after this amount of time had passed, you'd suddenly pop back into the picture. Hard to understand at a time like this, why you'd come back. Could you please, please... Just go away? It's not that I don't want you here. please understand... It's simply that I CAN'T have you here. That chapter of my life has passed, and we can't change it. Why not leave it at that?

Sincerely,
Kitari

Dear ______,

Pls be ok.

Dear ______,

Well, I know I wasn't much of a friend to you, but I don't really know a lot of people. so, although I haven't talked to you much since high school... Believe it or not, you might be my best friend... maybe, I don't know. I've never called anyone a best friend since like fifth grade ten years ago. I don't really have any friends at all... umm. I have, I guess, acquaintances, but friends, not really... I guess I don't really trust people that much. Overtime though... I realized that a life with no friends will ultimately be bad for me... what exactly is a friend? 'Cause I sure as heck know I haven't been a good one. well, is it too late to start being a friend? Is it the right time? How do you make a friendship last? Nevermind.... I just have a lot to work on.

Dear ______ and ______ and the rest of you all,

I feel like I've got a psychic ability aye. A lot of people who encounter me can't help but ball out the truth, yeah you did too.

But it's annoying, y'know? I'm already dealing with a flu and then I gotta deal with your attention seeking. Wow now you're not even trying to hide the fact you're self harming, and "apparently" I'm the only one who knows? What sorta game are you tryna play? And you DO know that I can't do anything about it, MORE SPECIFICALLY, I'm not *allowed* to do anything. That's unless you don't value you or anyone else's sanity...

Know we're I'm getting at? I've got the cards in my hand, not ýou <3. But ultimately the main burden rests with me. Because if I show the wrong card at the wrong time, well, I'd like to see how the situation plays out anyway.

Man, who needs to watch TV dramas when I've got you lot? Too many years of this bull shit turned me into an un-empathetic sadist. Yes you read right, I'm actually starting to enjoy all this, seeing your world turning upside down is FUN FUN FUN.

Hey I like you karma. They're only getting a tiny bit of it. But it's more than enough, I get to see that their lack of acceptance, rather, their cruelty is being nicely punished~

Dear ____,
Everyday, I wish that you would drop dead. Isn't that a terrible thing for a son to want? You manipulate us, pit us against each other, and yet when we go out, you want us to pretend we are a family. Newsflash, bitch: we haven't been a family in a long time. A family is full of people you love, you feel safe with, you trust. Sorry to say, but I don't feel that way with our 'family'. I've come so close to running away, to ending it all, that you would not believe it. I despise this 'family', and everything it made me. The brothers that poke and prod at my life and ridicule me; the father who only notices A's on a report card; and you, the worst of all. You destroyed this family with your hate. You scream at us, throw things at us, make me want to die, and that is not what a mother should do. The only reason I even try so hard in school is because I want to go to a good college, and guarantee that I end up far away from you.

-Ryukagoka

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Dear ____,
I've known you for a while and despite the fact that you are 6 year older, we still get along pretty well, or should I say GOT ?
I don't know, we used to chat daily, remember when I we kept recording ourselves heavy breathing ? Haha those were the good ol' days, the days you kept telling me how amazing, unique and attractive I was to you but everything changed but stayed the same , idk how to explain it because its pretty difficult to put it on words, but when you told me that you had a girlfriend(that is 5 year younger than you and studies at the SAME school as me) you stopped complimenting me that much and stopped texting me as often as we were even if this bitch is talking to every godamn person with a dick and being "seductive" ? she looks like a high ugly fucking duck and is hypocrite af.

I really do not love you or anything, I had good time and I guess everything is my fault because I relied so much on you when I was feeling down and i think this has just turned into a one sided friendship and you got sick of i.

I'm really sorry, don't hate me

Dear mum,
Seriously. it's not like I want bad grades. It's not like I even wanted this life, so stop fucking complaining about how I'm dumb. I'd gladly switch families if I could. Like do I look like I want a parent who calls me dumb when I can't find a freakin tissue box? Not being able to find a tissue box does not mean I'm dumb. In fact, it's so petty that instead of calling me dumb, you should find it yourself. Also, stop being so racist and trying to stop me from becoming friends with dark skinned people. According to you, black people are all thieves. Seriously? And that time we had the serious talk and you asked me why I had to be so mean to you? It's because I suspect that you have bipolar. You're happy one second and then the next you literally accumulate all of my faults in my life time and yell at me. Oh god. How the hell am I making you suffer? You're the one making me suffer. I didn't ask to have Cerebal Palsy since I was born. Why do I have it then? Genetics. It's your genetics that gave me this condition. I didn't ask for a dad who only wanted sons and left our family just because we were a family of two daughters either. In fact, without that $52 the government gives us every week, my sister wouldn't have had the money to buy a ticket to school in high school!

You'll never read this, but I still hope you understand that I didn't want this family where everyone hates me. My dad hated me for being a daughter, not a son. My sister hated me for stealing her luxury away. And you. You hate me because I was a child diagnosed with Cerebal Palsy when I was born, and the government gives us money every week? Honestly, i don't expect anyone in the world to ever love me. Don't worry, your "dumb" daughter will move out the moment she's 18 and she won't bother you ever again,
From: your hated daughter

Dear ______,

I remember when I was eating lunch in the bathroom, it was more like potato chips and 2 slim jims. I was pretty pathetic, my grades were too. I was a pessimist, and I always thought what would happen to the people around me if I committed suicide, but I knew I wasn't going to do it no matter how much I wanted to. I was thirsty and and I decided to go get a drink of water outside, then you just happened to stroll by. I've seen you a couple times before, but I didn't really pay attention to you that much because you looked like a f*ckboy/popular guy. And the most weirdest thing happened: you asked me if I was ok. So I said yes, and then you said that I looked depressed. But being the 'emo teen' I was, I said yes. And then before you walked away...

You said 'Love you.'

I knew you were just joking, and your friends say that you say that to every girl but...I never thought a guy would say that to me, even if he was just joking. After that day, my grades started going up, my friends started to help me out. And one day, you hugged me. I always told my self that I would never have a crush or have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but this felt different. I told you on the last day of school that you helped me become a better person, and that I wanted to thank you. I still have your number. But I don't think I could ever tell you how I really feel, so I'm gonna say it now.

I think I have a crush on you, but it's ok if you don't like me back. I just wanted you to know that.

Dear ______,

I like you and I want to tell you... I'm just waiting for the right time though... And I suck at conversation, so... I hope you like me back. *Proceeds to get chopped down...

Dear ____,

I thought you were the one for me but it turns out you really just wanted me gone the whole time. Fuck you for leading me on that was messed up, but thanks for being a decent person too the people you love being around. Making them happy and giving them someone to confide in and love. With your blue and blonde hair, and your welcoming smile, you are a great person. And I wish it didn't have to turn out like it did between us, I really thought I was going to fall in love with you or something. Oh well. Im probably making a mountain of a mole hill here. You would probably say that its "not that deep" and I should just grow up and get over it. And maybe your right.


All things happen for a reason, and this was probably for the best, right?


from -an ex friend.

Dear _____,

I remember when the first day we met, at the bus stop on the first day of kindergarten. We became really good friends, I remember that. But I don't remember anything else for the entire 4 years we were friends, and I don't know why. Now it's 6 years later, and you've hated me ever since. You're very passive aggressive towards me, you always try to get my friends to hate me. I get it. I did something that made you made for 6 years. But I don't remember anything, and you don't even bother to tell me what I did exactly. Honestly, I'm starting to think that you don't remember either.

So whatever I did, I'm sorry. But I don't think you can ever forgive me for that, because for 6 years, you still haven't forgiven me yet.

From, somebody you knew.

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Dear ______,

We both knew that at some point someone was going to get hurt, but we still decided to take a chance with each other. I guess I just didn't believe it would ever actually happen. That's probably why I ended up with my heart torn out and left to rot... You keep apologizing for what you think was your fault, you told me I shouldn't have walked you home after you acted like a bitch to me, how I didn't need to cheer you up when yo cried about what you were doing. I guess I couldn't really ever stay mad at you... It was my fault for trying to come between you and ____. I guess I couldn't really help myself. They say that the most beautiful flowers have the sharpest thorns, and I guess I pricked myself pretty bad. I'm still bleeding and I can't seem to stop the wound. I didn't make this letter to lash out any anger towards you, I just needed to get things off my chest, maybe I thought that would make the fall a bit more bearable before I finally hit the ground. Thanks for everything. I just wish there was another way.

Sincerely, a pilgrim at the end of his journey :)

Dear ______,

I apologize in advance for the typos. My phone is a bitch. I just want you to know that I'm going to write something for you. Something long and quite possibly beautiful. I don't know how you feel about me anymore, heck, I don't even know if you're ok, but if you are ok, if you're there, please read what i have to tell you when the time comes. I don't know when I'll be done with it, if I'll ever have the chance to write it in fact, because school is piling up on me, but i want you to know exactly how I feel.

I don't think at this point you'll even want to listen to me. There must be a reason why you just stopped talking to me and for whatever reason ot may be just know I'm sorry. What I'm going to write to you may be long or short. Sweet or bitter. Realistic or idealistic. Any number of comparisons you can think of. I hope you can take it all in or at least manage to read it all. I don't know how I'll approach this, because I want to go about this the right way, but is there even a right way when it comes to feelings.

I have too much to say to you that it hurts. I think of you every night wondering when you'll, if ever, contact me again. Well, as always, just know that i care for you and wish you the best. I hope you're doing better.

Sincerely (and w/ much love),
Lovely

Dearest _______,

I'm sorry. Your my soul sibling and I rely on you like hell but when it comes down to it I dont know what I can do to make you happy. You forgive me when I mess up big-time but I hold grudges over small conceived notions in my head. And you've been for me since we met a year and a half ago but at the darkest point you've been at I feel like I couldn't even stand by your side to comfort you. Now I've placed you in a predicament where you have to choose between me and your future. I'm selfish senough that I want you to stivk by me.

This whole time I wonder what my appeal is. I'm just a walking and talking pile of shit and still you refuse to believe otherwise. You're smart and well roynded, mentally stronh and emotionally solid. Sonwhy me?

Please, no matter which you choose to go to, make the decision when your head is clear with your goal in mind. If you leave me, I'd never get over it but that foesn"t matter. Thank you for everything,
That one girl

Dear_____,

Yo, um. Yeah, no. Just stop. You and I are different, so you can't live through me you know. It's not like you can say you have different personas cause you don't...I'm me, you're you. Actually, you can say that I'm a persona of yours, but you know how much of a terrible person you are? Of course you do; you used to stress about it often. Now you're just a happier person, but we both know what could go wrong with that.

Anyways, we're separate, treat it this way.

Dear me,

Fuck you.

>>374 Good one.

Dear _____,
I don't get you. You talk about all this despair and depression happening in your life. Well, at least you can afford whatever you want. At least you get presents on your birthday, at least you have people to spend time with you at home, at least you still get dinner if you forget to do your chores, at least you don't get bullied, at least you don't have any reasons to cry yourself to sleep, at least you don't have any medical and mental diseases. My life if way worse then yours yet this is the first time I've ever complained.
So... shut the fuck up and have a good day!

Dear____/_____

Yo. See, we have a little (huge) problem. You're detrimental to my well-being, but in a good way. But that's besides the point, so I'd like you to cease your ways please. Thank you. (I actually don't want you to stop)

-Clichéd

Dear _________,

I have a lot of unresolved feelings about you. It's mostly my fault since I act the way I do, and I know that if I ever did like you, you'd never be able to return my feelings, since I would have never admitted to them. It's been a good year, with you to thank for much of my laughter. I guess I tend to like people who make me laugh. But you were the first funny guy I could rely on. I keep wondering if what I felt was infatuation or just plain admiration. In a sense, I wanted to be like you, or at least have your many good points as my own. I thought that that would make me more complete as a person, more functional. That's a very pragmatic way to think about my attraction towards you, and there's probably more to it, but I view myself as, in general, a selfish person. You've been very kind to me, but I guess I ended up just using you as a springboard for personal reflection. Sorry about that, but I feel like you'd just brush it off and say you don't mind. I wonder if it's just me who feels like we are in a weird place, but it's clear that there's no way for the two of us to be together other than as friends. That's fine.

I guess the only reason I'm writing this is because there's a chance I might not see you again, and I'm not so inclined to get in touch with you either. (That's just the way I am.) And even though I have yet to sort my feelings out, I want you to know that there were feelings, and they existed for a while. Thank you so much for your friendship and all the help you have given me. I hope I can repay you someday, and that, even if it feels a bit strange (at least for me), we can still continue to be friends.

Sincerely,

Secret Banchou

Dear____,

You're truly my best friend, thank you for being there. I'm going to try my best and be there for you too!

Dear ______,

I like you, but I can't help but get this feeling that you are trying to avoid me... are you? Or is it just me?

Dear _____,

You took my phone. I'm taking your house. Don't mess with people you shouldn't.

Dear ______,

I started writing the stuff for you on the 2nd of July, 2016, now it's been a week and I started working on it again. It's 12 pages total w/ 6039 words in total.

I don't know how long this will be and how much I will talk to you about in this now. I keep thinking about stuff and whether I want to be detailed or not, but I'm really just letting my fingers type whatever they feel at the moment.

Pls don't bail out on me. Not you of all people. =(

dear___,

i dont know where to start. i had fallen for you after a few months of knowing you in sixth grade. im in 11 grade and i still cant forget you. for two years i kept it bottled up, my love for you. when i told you, you tore my heart out in 8th grade and left me to drown in broken glass yet i still healed for you. when you left public school because you were sickened by me, i still wondered if you were alright. the moment i heard about you getting taken from your home by the authorities for reasons unspoken, i immediately wanted to call and ask if you were alright. by ninth grade i had begun to move on from you. i finally allowed my eye to wonder onto other human bodies but none of them fit as well as our hands melded together like two puzzle pieces meant for each other. the moment you got in touch with me telling me you missed me, i felt over joyed. you finally werent disgusted by my existence. yet you still had a partner. i figured i might as well be supportive of you because "as long as youre happy, im happy" but it was a happy lie only made up for you to still talk to me without feeling weirded out that i liked you but you just couldnt feel the same way. when you texted me after months of no contact telling me "i love you" it was far too much to bear. after all you had done to hurt me, you wait until now to tell me. the moment i start drifting away from you, you find it appropriate to tell me you love me. as if im not allowed to have a life when you didnt want me. yet i left everyone for you. you and i are in a complex relationship now and i cant help but wonder... is your love a lie? or have you actually decided to love me?

eternally yours,

Dear____

I loved you. I still love you. I don't think I could suddenly stop loving you, either. I don't even know what kind of love it is anymore. You were someone I trusted too much. I can't even say you hurt me because I forced myself to get over it and support you. It was your choice, but was it the right choice? What about my future? Why didn't you consider how because of you, I can't see them ever again? Like I will never, ever, be able to completely see them ever again. I want to say that fact makes my years on them a waste. But i can't even feel like that because it was your choice. You're happy. Even if he uses you, you never seem upset? I'm ignoring his existence. Sorry, but he's freaking disgusting. Thinking about him makes me sick. He hurt you, me, them, all of us. Your family, too. Someon like that is just sick. But you act so happy that I can't even tell you this. Is he the one that told you it looks okay? Is he why everyone wants to call you psycho? It doesn't make sense at all why you chose him over them, or why you had to start acting that way. I'm being honest about this for the first time, ever. But it's already way too late for you to go back, nobody would allow it. So I can't even wish for you to leave him. I know you won't and you can't. Because if you do, they will only have more fuel against you. I hate them. I hate him. I hate your father. But I can't even hate you, so I hate myself for thinking about the truth.

Dear __,

I wish you didn't write that song. I wish people understood your point, that it wasn't hidden so well. I wish the past wasn't interpreted as under your control. I wish everyone knew what you went through enough that they would stop. I wish you would just explain everything.

Dear__,
You are an amazing person so shut your pathetic blabber mouth about 'oh god everyone hates me' bullshit. Its annoying. Its sad and yet every fucking time i tried to fucking help you're just like 'No im okay you dont need to help me'. And if i let u you're gonna go to the corner, cry, and said to yourself you're alone. I wish you will learn to love something which is basically everything beside k-pop and anime.

Fuck you

Dear ___,

You may not know it, but you ARE abusive. I know you're honestly trying your best, but sometimes I'm amazed by how oblivious you can be to the damage you're doing. You call me immature, but the fact of the matter is I'm the one between the two of us who pulls her punches when we fight. I could shatter this relationship if I said half the things I wanted to, but I hold my tongue while you speak your mind. I am an adult--maybe moreso than you.

I'm trying to improve my life, but I'm also trying to improve yours. I wish I could leave you like I would an abusive lover, but family's a bit more complicated than that, no? So guess what? I'll keep trying to improve your life, too.

But if I have a breakdown, it's your fault. And no, I do not "want" to have a breakdown, as you so aptly put it when I was crying last night.

Dear ____,
Thank you for always being there for me, even when the people I consider closest to me aren't. Thank you for accepting my weirdness, my gender, my sexuality, and everything else. You truly make my world brighter.

Dear_____,

Get yourself together please. For the both of us. You're getting better, and I can't say that I'm proud of you because you've been putting it off for years, but when you finally accomplish your goal, I'll be waiting with praise.

Dear______, & ______

Hello, I'm going to try and be perfect now. Please appreciate my effort even though you won't even know what's going on.

Dear_______,

I really dislike you, but for reasons, I will be civil with you. But if you keep messing up, I'll resent you and treat you the same way you do me.

Dear______,

You used to be my favorite, but I'm an almost hardcore traditionalist, and the way you treat them, her in particular, doesn't sit well with me. Your brother does the same, you guys are too similar for my liking, keep me away from your loop. I don't want to turn out that way.

Dear_______,

I don't see you much, but you're always nice to me, and that's why you're my favorite. But I can't even work up the courage to speak to you because you're my favorite...It's sad that we're this far apart even though you're my older brother. Oh, and your girlfriend in acting up, but I can't say that you aren't either. Don't have any kids.

Dear Friends,

I'm not actually your friend. I'm sorry, I wish I could be, but I don't have the ability to make that bond anymore. Once these years are finished, I'll disconnect, and start anew as I always do. I'm just incapable of keeping people around me. I wish you guys the best of luck. M and K, take care of A for me. I used to like and get along with her, but now I don't now what I can say. I still care for you guys, but even that may fade with time. K, I know you didn't really care about me at all when I entered the group, M and A are your priorities. I didn't like you for it, I have issues and they conflict with that. But then when you have problems and I comforted you, you seemed to like me, but it was too late, K. I'm used to being used, and quite enjoy it sometimes, makes me feel relevant, but I just lost what I used to have. M, you...I don't know what t say about you. You were definitely my favorite in the group. A used to be, but you changed that. I thought I knew you, but then I realized I didn't. It's odd. Well, see you guys.

---cliched.

Dear ______,
You are so oblivious, it drives me crazy.

Dear ______,
Even though, it is way too awkward nowadays. You've got other things to enjoy and other people to talk to. Hope we could be friends again someday, like before.

Dear____,

I'm happy to have you in my life. You're really my only friend in this entire world.I hope out friendship can last unlike the others. But in all honesty, if you were to get bored of me too, I'd probably just give up on trying to make connections. Not to put any pressure, that's not a BAD thing.

-cliched.

Dear ______,
I really enjoyed being your friend and I'm sorry that we're not anymore. It's been a while since we've talked, but I get it, I wouldn't really want to speak to me either. I'm sorry and I hope things are going well for you.

Dear _______,

I miss you. I miss you so much. I don't think you understand how much you mean to me and how important you are in my life. My parents still think I'm crazy for still being friends with you. Sure, you broke up with me. Oh well. That was almost two years ago. And on that day, you promised me that we would stay friends. However, it doesn't feel like you're keeping that promise.

It feels like we're drifting apart. I haven't talked to you or hung out with you in a long time. The last few times we talked is because I needed your help. We haven't talked just for fun for months now. I miss that. I miss our goofy conversations that don't really make any sense. I miss being around you and hearing your stupid jokes followed by your laugh and great smile. Things just aren't the same without you. Sure, I may have my girlfriend, but I still need my best friend.

I keep telling myself that everything's alright and that we're still best friends. I want to believe that. But it feels like we aren't. It feels like you're mad at me and maybe you hate me now. I hate thinking that. It's unreasonable. I haven't upset you and you have no reason to hate me. You've told me that. But I can't help thinking it. I'm paranoid that I'm losing you like I lost my last best friend... I don't want to lose you.

Love,
Your (Maybe) Best Friend

Dear ______,

I don´t think I have sacrifaced for someone else like I have for you. I had become your human shield when he was there because I knew what it was I didn´t want that to happen to you. All I wanted to was protect you. And yet, you walk all over me. You despise me, hate me even for driving him away from you. I thought,¨As long as _____ is safe I will be happy.¨ But that´s not what happened, I wasn´t happy. And I gave up something I didn´t want give out until marriage to protect you. I was you shield and you tossed to the side like a broken toy.

Dear ______,
Why I'm writing this I don't know, what it's going to resolve is beyond me, but it just seems fitting to at least get this off my chest. I'll never be over what I've done, if you kill yourself then I won't know. No matter what happens, I don't think I'll ever have the guts to confront you. I'm not going to try and get back with you, but I will say that you've changed my life, or maybe just reverted it back to the way it was before. Thinking of all the things I could write about just makes my heart ache and the only thing that I keep thinking about when I think back to us is, "I was just a bit too late".

Sincerely, your imaginary friend

Dear ______,

I wish you would understand that I actually have taken quite an interest in you. But since you're making me used to not having you around, I feel nothing now. I wish I could find an excitement somewhere in life. Find something or someone that I could love. I just want to be normal and you almost did made me normal. But no, I guess we're not compatible.

Right now, I just need to feel that excitement again. I just want that.

Sincerely, a passerby.

Dear ______,

Srry, I'm going to write this as horribly as I can or w/ as many abbr. as I can. Not sure y, maybe, b/c it's so late @ nite. I kno @ some point I won't B able to dedic8 myself to writing this horribly, but I'll try. Maybe I'm just trying 2 B pretentious, but sometimes when I look at writing like this or I write like this, it feels like I'm just pouring out my emotions w/o having to attach myself 2 them. Now that the explanation is out of the way, here's wut I rlly have to say to u.

I don't need u, but I want u. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing. Isn't the whole pt. of being in love w/ some1 the fact that u love them b/c u need them to complete u? Not that u love them b/c u want them or else that would be cnsdrd lust/infatuation? Thing is, if u went completely out of my lyfe, it wouldn't kill me. I wouldn't sob b/c I'm just barely starting out my lyfe. I have more 2 look fwd 2 after u. The only prob. w/ that is that I don't want 2 look fwd 2 any of it, b/c I want 2 look fwd 2 u spcfclly. U r wut I want 2 think of, dream of, be w/. I enjoy u. I wouldn't trade u 4 the world.

I don't even kno if u care abt me anymore tho & that is the prob. I want 2 kno if u care, b/c I don't have an explanation. Having no explanation keeps u--prhps just me--in a st8 of mind where there is a lot of paranoia. Until I kno what u feel, I will always have this in the back of my mind. Essentially, I need an explanation. I can't just B on the edge. It's like a story/movie where the ending is undetermined. Sure, it's cool, but this is real lyfe. I need to kno!!! & this need 2 kno is what makes me want u so badly.

I'm srry if I did something wrong, but if I don't kno then how will we ever talk abt it? Maybe u don't want to talk abt it. That's fine. I'd just like to know y & then you could kick me out of ur life 4ever if that's wut makes u happy.

I kno I'll sound crazy, but there is not much time left 4 us--& I'll leave that up 2 u 2 interpret--so if u stop associating w/ me there's a chance we might not EVER get a chance to just talk again. I don't want how we left off 2 be the last time we talk. It would hurt me to think that was the end.

"This is the end, beautiful friend/This is the end, my only friend, the end/Of our elaborate plans, the end/Of everything that stands, the end/No safety or surprise, the end/I'll never look into your eyes, again" This is our end & u r my beautiful friend. I'll write abt this & then u can read it.

Select Y/N
Do u think u ever loved me?
Was there ever even a chance?
Will we ever talk again?
Are you doing any better?
Did I do something wrong?
Is this the end?

Yrs truly,
J.M.

Dear friend,

I can actually call you a friend and not cringe from it. Because you really are my only friend. I have a lot of people who think I'm their friend, but I know that I could never be. I can only be friends with someone who I feel could understand and know me. If I don't tell someone something true about myself when we first meet, then we aren't going to become friends, I know this now. But you are the only person I'm ever honest with. You are honestly the only person in the WORLD I try my best not to lie to. I've never lied to you so far, and I'm trying to keep up the pattern. You probably don't know how much significance that holds to me, but it's okay, you don't have to.

I just really appreciate you, y'know? No pressure, if you even get bored of me, just let me know, and I'll accept it...but as always, I'm going to be honest with you...that's going to mess me up more than I am. I'm probably never going to form connections like this ever again if that were to happen. Again, no pressure. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but I had to tell you. I don't like to keep things from you.

And I know that seems odd because I doubt you'll see this, but I don't want to give you trouble by thinking about my baggage. Or is that conceited of me? How could I of all people way you down, eh? I just want you to know that you're important to me. Please never think anything but that.

Dear Nobody,

I want you to know that I'm not doing this because I think my life sucks. I'm not doing this because I'm selfish and think I deserve more than what I have. In reality, I hate myself more than anything, and believe I deserve the worst. I'm doing this because I feel like a burden on everyone. I genuinely believe that most of the people in my life, especially my family, would just be so much happier and relieved if I were gone. Everyone's life would just be easier. I wouldn't be a burden anymore. Don't even spend money on my funeral. Just burn me over a lake. If you even read this, if anyone even cares, then my lifeless body is more than likely right next to this letter. I feel nothing but hatred towards myself. It's possible no one will ever read this. It's possible no one even cares. In fact, that's what I believe will happen. I don't want to be a burden anymore. I just want people to be happy. It feels like the only way to make that happen is to leave the world behind. I don't belong here. All I do is cause others pain. I hope this makes everyone in my life happier. Goodbye.

Sincerely, Someone who died long ago.

Dear ______,

Hahaha, I'm so stupid lol.

Dear ______,

Pls stop bothering me. If you're smart you can do it on your own.

Wait a second... did >>400 write a suicide letter?!

Dear____,

>>400 sounds like me and how I feel... In all reality, I think it is meant to be, but if they think the same as me, they won't be doing anything. I just pray that best comes to them. It gets better, even if we haven't seen it just quite yet. Believe it will.

Dear ___,

Yo don't forget to take out the trash

Dear ______,

I'm too honest and you're too mysterious. You're also pretty annoying with your random dancing and half-assed singing...and your persistent requests. You're irrational and I have no clue why you want to live in such a backwards place where lunatics live including my aunt. You and your family stay stuck in the same place your whole life and you seem to never want improvement or progress in life, basically being a couch potato.

I've been able to move around and improve and I'm moving again just for you, and your backwardness. Living a Gypsy life isn't so bad as you make it out to be. Even if I may be young, there is stuff I've experienced that others wouldn't have even as middle aged adults. I'm not better than them, I just got required experience a little early.

I know the real reason why you want to stay there, you like being popular and famous. Even the fame you have now is just an inherited one from your father. I can't even believe you openly told me "I don't want to move because I'm comfortable where I am". (maybe that's the reason why you're having trouble losing weight?)

Of course you wouldn't want to come here and start from scratch. You don't wanna know what hard work is like. You're apparently more learned than me but you don't even know this much;

Life isn't about reaching the top of ONE mountain, the biggest accomplishment comes when you've climbed down that mountain to tell your story, and then go climb another one to prove it!

Your status, reputation and fame means nothing to me, remember that. And it will mean nothing to our children in the future.

^With all this ranting, don't think I don't love you though, you're the only person so far who's been able to deal with me and read my thoughts. But please be serious sometimes when we're discussing things, I don't want your stupid puns interrupting.

Dear _____,

What you think is normal, i think is weird. You're telling me to be someone in life, to do something big...But if I already exist, doesn't that already mean I'm somebody. Why would I want to impact other people's lives? That's just weird bro? I think that's weird. I do have a goal in my life though. But you seem to find my goal weird. I want to do nothing with my life. I just want to live it. I like doing nothing. Talking to others is fine, but i don't do it to try to have a big impact on them... I just like to socialize sometimes. I'm lazy, but I do have little goals or steps I want to take to get where I want to be. Just because I'm doing it slowly, doesn't mean i'm not doing it. I'm doing this at a pace I'm comfortable with. You do you and I'll do me.

dear cute motherfucker

i want to hate you so bad

Dear ______,

If you set up a person for destruction them you're killing them from inside. And that's all you're honestly doing with this. But that doesn't matter to you. The only thing that matters to you is having more power. You live your worthless lives each day knowing you're not rich or famous or making a remote difference to anyone who really cares and the monotony of life really just settles in. "What can I do to feel special?" and "What's the only thing i have that legitimately makes me better than at least one other person?" Authority. Fake authority at least. Who told you the relationship between a parent and their child meant only what you said was moralistically correct? You live your lives in fear that someone younger than you knows more than you. It isn't about age or experience. You could be the oldest person in the world. Doesn't mean you aren't staying at level one your whole life like most ppl.

Change is not a bad thing, quite frankly and take it from someone who is supposed to stereotypically like tradition. I changed because I opened my eyes to a new world. I realized that the whole world was one big sanitation machine and ppl out there, higher than the rest of us (of course you would not believe me for one second if i ever told you you're whole life was centered around someone else's plan to make the rest of us live a lie) was trying to set up the world towards impending doom and complete domination. Not me, though. I won't have any of that. I am not leeching onto the establishment nor do i wish to body a form of the establishment like you. You want to be the establishment, because to you it's a beautiful thing of strength. At least you can control someone. The only reason you fear and detest my change so much is because it's not the change you like or the change you want. However this is only subjective. I have ultimately become a better person in this two year changing period. It was music that set me free, it did not brainwash me like the music you listen to filled with lies and propaganda, but sure, I'm the weak one for interpreting a song. I spend my days watching youtube videos of ppl commenting on society and that has helped me a realize more than you could ever know, but you only want to hear the mind control they'll send you on TV.

I find it most funny that our "religious" family is having s piss hard time to accept any form of change. I would suppose God made me this way, for better or worse. And if this is who i am out of his creation then based on your bwliefs you should love me. But you don't. Because your religion really means nothing to you. Figures. At least that has not changed in me, right? You'd practically kill me if i said i were an atheist. Gee, maybe practice what you preach and ppl wouldn't go that route since it bothers you so much.

You also said i should see a shrink and when i agreed you thought there must be a problem I'm not telling you. The only problem i have is the ppl i live with are shutting down my every word. That does not affect me too horribly, but i must add that going to see a psychologist never hurt anyone and it can be good even when you don't have a problem. But you put a atigma on mebtal health. "No way is my daughter crazy." I'm probably not, and if i am, not in a remotely bad way. My idealistic complexes haven't manifested much in me. I atill realize life isn't ideal but wanting it to be and acting like someone who wishes it were are not horrible things. I'm more aware of myself than you'll ever be. You get set in a thought snd the thought is final. No discussion could ever sway your beliefs. Someone got into ny head is what you told me and that person is me. I don't have time to tell anyone anything i believe in lest it pertain to my political and social views, which have also changed me, but being liberal over being conservative isn't going to make me the "happy" person you want me to be. You want me to be "happy" when i already am. Just in a different way. And i guess being in a bad mood because your family literallybgives zero shits about you means you're not happy AT ALL. I'm happier than any of you that's for sure, but you don't want me to be and that is the truth. I hope you do tale me to see a shrink so i am forved to take who knows what so that someone out there can control my thoughts and actions and you can be satisfied. It's all you really wanted in the first place.

If you want a different person and not ne, where was the love you guys claimed to have for me in the first place? It obviously flew away because real love isn't like that. Real love is there until you die. It doesn't matter if the person changes physically or mentally or emotionally or anything. You still need to love them or else your love really want strong or real. But i am too young and crazy and unhappy for my opinion to actually matter...

Dear ___________

2 years with you, and now 2 years without. I realize that's hardly time at all, but I've learned so much within that time that i'm not the same person I was.

Despite that, I haven't grown out of love with you. It's absurd to say the least. It's absurd that I still think about you everyday. It's absurd that I'm only attracted to other people because some small mannerism they have reminds me of you. Sometimes it doesn't even take that much. Sometimes, its just that feeling you get when you think someone is cute, or you catch their vibe and it interests you - I get those feelings and I think of you. Sometimes I don't even get a feeling. I just see another girl and its 'oh she has long hair' WELL DUH, i mean its pretty damn common for a girl to have long hair, but there you are at the forefront of my thoughts and you have no goddamn business being there.

I know its ridiculous to imagine working things out. I know it never will work out. Who i was is not who I am anymore. and I have no idea what the last 2 years have brought you. Were thousands of miles apart now.

I wrote you a letter, just hoping that you had the same address - In that letter I apologized to you, because I understood all the shitty things I had done to you. I understood how awful and selfish and naive I was. I understood that you deserved better. Even though I think these things, I know you still hurt me too. We hurt each other. But I'll never get that apology. I'll never get that closure. Thats ok with me.

But its not ok that I still think of you. After 2 years I want to love again - I want to be the man I never was for you and I want a woman that can be what you never were for me - and its not ok that Of course I hope that woman is the person that you became after this last 2 years - but that's just wishful thinking. Its stupid thinking. It's goddamn absurd.

I need you to get out of my way, and let me live my life. You need to know that I have found love for myself that I couldn't make up for by using you. You need to know that there cant be an 'unless' or an 'if only.' You need to know that what I had for you back then wasnt love at all. You need to know that what I find now when I look back is nothing but love. You need to know how sorry I am for what I did to you. The only way I can repent is by never hurting someone else the way I hurt you. Someone out there deserves that. Someone deserves the love I now have.

I need to not walk into a public place near where I live, THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY from you, and SOMEHOW BELIEVE i will run into you.

I need to be able to listen to the music I like and not think of you cause I now you would like it too.

I need to be able to trust people. I need friendship. I need companionship.

I need to be able to flirt with someone, or like someone, or develop a relationship with someone, OR SIMPLY HAVE A CONVERSATION, AND NOT THINK ABOUT YOU! I've had opportunity after opportunity, and I let all of them pass because of the thoughts I have about you.

I need to get on with my life, and let you go. I need to let go. I need to forgive myself without your consent.

::Picture related, only YOU would understand, thus giving away my anonymity::

Dear 'The Distraction',
I honestly wish you hadn't said that. I probably would have been better off not knowing it and just finding out after the fact. I guess that's why they say ignorance is bliss huh? It's not that I wanted to be the one in her place exactly. I'd never survive hehe. Well, whoever 'she' is. I shouldn't have feelings like this for someone like you though, and I don't know how to stop them, but I have to try to.. somehow. For now, I guess I'll have to suffer for a while, and I can never EVER let you know that I feel this way about you, I am sure it would ruin many things. Important things.
I have to wait until it's my turn to really feel this way. Now is definetly not the time for it.

I also seem to always forget that you are a year ahead of me in life and always will be. I am a little less 'relatable' than I might let myself think sometimes. And I understand that, I just don't want to make a fool of myself when I don't. I try to take breaks from speaking to you, but somehow when I challenge myself to push you some more away from my life I always make an exception.

I need to learn tolerance and patience.

Dear 'The Distraction',
Wow. Two in a row, just for you. Yer popular, aren't you? I don't belong anywhere near you. You need to leave me alone and I need to do the same. The things I have been seeing shouldn't be hurting me. I need to stop them. It's stupid of me. You know I cried? Isn't that pathetic? I am beginning to think that the name I agve you, 'The Distraction', should be given to something else. It's ironic, I need to distract myself from YOU!

Bump

Sage didn't work on a different thread, so I'm bumping other threads.

Dear dearest,

I am in great debt to you. You helped me realize that the toxic person, I previously was in love with, and person I last wrote an anonymous letter on this thread to, was someone I didn't need in my life. You made me feel other kinds of explosions, and I learned how to uncontrollably laugh and blush because of the joy that is you. This "game" will end, and when we no longer speak, I'll think of you always. You've taught me that love is love, and the things one may feel when in love could be negative, even though love is not negative itself. I know now that love is something that is innocent and pure, and it is as warming as the sun. When you're gone, I hope you know love like I do, and that you might find it. I hope you have found it already! I love you, and cannot thank you enough.

Dear asshole,
I said "bigger on the inside" and insinuated that the mass was ever changing. If a wooden box has this technology then I'm sure the jar in question does too. That being said the box develops new rooms where needed and keeps the old ones regardless of circumstance. The same goes for a house. If you buil new room onto the house they become part of the house. "Yeah but if you lift up the house to move it-" I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!! If you lift a house, then the renovated area built onto the original core gets lifted too unless it was shady craftsmanship in which case, why did you bother? "But the new add on doesn't have a foundation." THEN HOW THE FUCK DID YOU SECURE IT TO THE GROUND, LET ALONE THE FUCKING HOUSE???!!! Are you a fucking idiot or something???
I hope you get your head beat in, you over controling, never-wrong, piece if shit.
Signed,
Your brother cousin flatmate
P.s. Fuck you -.-"

Dear ___,
I am sorry for hurting you, I really am. But you have to understand that it's just not easy being me. I tried, I tried so hard, but the voices and the thoughts just kept coming back, so I had to leave. If I hadn't left, things would have been way worse when it would have ended. I know for a fact it would have ended, because I know me and I know that eventually I would have got boring with the whole situation. Not that you are boring or anything. It's just always the same, with everything. I find some things I like or even love (although I don't really belief in love, but you knew it and still wanted to try) and I really enjoy them at first, but then it seems suddenly so boring to me and I quit them. I know I am a really confusing person. For Pete's sake, I am a walking paradox...
I am just sorry and wanted you to know it
In love,
the person who is a f*cking idiot

Dear Anonymous,

Fuck you. Thanks for the memories

Sincerely,
A very confused person

Dear _____

Congratulations. You made it hard.
Sincerely, Izaya

Dear___

I'm trying very hard and i'm sorry that i keep messing it up, but please let me be happy i don't want to be in pain or scared for my future.

Sincerely,
a beggar
(Bono)

Dear ______
i appreciate your gifts
but i don't think I've been this empty of a happy sprite or lonely for a Christmas since ever

Sincerely,
Anonymous
(sorry for this sad af letter, i just felt like i needed to say this somewhere)

Dear anyone who wants to know,

I don't celebrate holidays at all... never liked them before. But as a kid I did like Halloween. I hated Christmas the most though, because it's one day before my birthday and I didn't get spotlight special attention like my siblings did on their birthdays. I felt miserable and overlooked. This led to me disliking my birthday later on. And around second half of highschool I joined a religion that doesn't celebrate holidays or birthdays at all. Which is what I now use as my reason for not participating in birthday/ holiday festivities even though there's more to it. I actually enjoy being religious and I like the things they do for fun.

Don't Judge me!!!... Okay, maybe a little.

Dear ______
Im sorry if i did anything to offend you or whatever but it does not justify what you guys did but i do forgive you and i hope you have a good life

sincerely いじめっ子

Dear ______.

It's Christmas, and the best thing you can give me for a present is to break my laptop. The LCD's shattered thanks to you and I have to pay 130 dollars just to fix the damn thing. Had to take up my scholarship allowance because I know you wouldn't compensate. Now I have to make my assignment on the internet cafe and currently its taking too damn fucking long. I know you've been wanting to break this thing long before my father gave it to me and you're just fucking jealous because it's his. I don't care about your quarrel crap but if it disrupts my studies then I can't keep my mouth shut. I'll be planning to leave the house and get my own boarding because if this'll keep up all the things I have will all be broken.

Sincerely
Ranter

Dear __________,

I'm sorry if I'm such an inconvenience. Sorry if I'm making things harder. Its okay if you hate me, but atleast tell me . Goodluck

Dear ______,

Fuck you and your existence

Dear _____,

Our relationship is frustrating as hell, Since you never tell me whats wrong when you're upset. I don't understand you anymore, Ever since we started dating you turned into a different person as if the fact that we date now changes something. We still should act like best friends, now it feels like I'm |just| your girlfriend. You only treat me like a lover and not a friend, it feels distant. I'm too scared to say it to your face, though, Since I know you don't want this to end. I just want you to tell me how you feel, vent to me, don't just bottle things up. It feels like there's a wall between us and it's borderline infuriating.

Dear____,

You know you're fake as fuck, right? Who the fuck tries to say they're friends with someone in the chat and clearly talks shit about them in DMs? That's why you talk your shit in a DM in the first place! Because you ain't got the balls to say that shit to my face. Fuck you, and the rest of your fuck ass friends. You talk constantly about the guy you like in the chat and then when someone comes along liking him, you flip up. You a fucking scary ass bxtch, who doesn't even know when to own their own shit. But honestly? The guy whose into you probably deserves your stupid ass because he's just the same. You guys need to stop being fucking cowards and actually open message the issue. And if you think this is such a cowardly thing to do, then let me be generous and @ your dumbass.

@Lyra

Sincerely,
Fuck you, and ask.

Well all I can say is fuck you. Fuck you and your family for leeching off of *my family* for so long. You say you haven't been shipping money back home, yet when I get see your mother for the first time in a while she has a gold band on one wrist and a jade band on the other. Not once have you bought my mom a gift. Not once have you bought me a gift.

Your wife cheats on you and gives birth to your favorite child that’s not even of your blood, but you don't know that. You treat your real daughter, the older one, like trash. Remember her? You refused to pay for her college, you drove her to near insanity and all the younger, favorite daughter could do was step back and watch.

All the younger sibling *can* do is watch as you verbally abuse her older sister, and as you single handedly tear the younger girl's self esteem to shreds, she feels as if the world in the books she reads every day gets closer and farther at the same time. The two's mother doesn't even feel a lick of guilt for cheating because you are an awful person.

You want the younger daughter to succeed, you tell her. You want to see her grow to be smart and rich, not caring as she stays up and toils away doing math that’s 4 grades above her level, science that is beyond what any other in her grade can imagine. But sometimes, she doesn't get the material.

When she doesn't, you blame her.

You tell her what a stupid child she is, don't turn up like your older sister, all the while your older (half) sister holds your hand and buys her milkshakes. She's not old enough to leave home. Her older half sister comforts her and tells her, "Maybe one day you can move in with me."

But the older sister is struggling with bills and a boyfriend who cheats on her. Bad luck follows her at every city she stops in to try to get away from you. Pittsburgh. Baltimore. Miami. Seattle. Chicago.

Her boyfriend might love her, but she doesn't know for sure. He cheated on her with his ex-girlfriend, his ex-fiancée, and all the younger sibling can do is watch.

She doesn't have a steady job, and she hates her current one. She has gone through seven boyfriends in six years, all of which cheated on her. She blames it all on you for her poor background and your refusal to give her any money.

You refuse to support her and give her the love she needs. You refuse to support both of them really, just refusing the younger a break, a rest from all her studies.

The younger sibling is in middle school, and the older already has a job.

The younger one is constantly told by her mother, you are so much prettier than your sister, you are so much smarter and better than your sister, and her heart aches for her older sibling.

The older struggles with boyfriend troubles while the younger is questioning her gender and sexuality.

The older struggles with controlling her shopping impulse while the younger is the one who was raised poor, was raised saving every last penny.

The older probably gets married in the happily ever after that she yearns for. She yearns for a good husband and a good father with a big house that has a little white picket fence, all the while crying and getting blackout drunk while mourning her life choices.

The younger wants to be accepted in her family of homophobic and transphobic asians. She wonders if even her sister, the only one who has supported her will spurn her. She wonders if her whole world is going to shatter and fall apart as soon as she doesn't make the state MathCounts team. She knows what this is, she's read articles. Isn't this her very own taste of the imposter syndrome?

The older sister can rant to her little sister, and the little sister will help her with her relationship troubles. And the little sister doesn't know that the older sister might know that she is questioning her gender, and she might know she has a massive crush on one of her best friends.

I hate you, you dumb asshole. You ruined the lives of this entire family. You can go back to making you sisters and brothers and mother happy, just leave us alone for once.

Yes, I am one of those people that you so impacted in your rampaging greed. I am one of those sister's, whether I'm the one that you like or the one that you hate. Either way, they both have to deal with a biological father that never loved them and maybe never even cared.

With much dislike,
Kit

(Gee this was long, but I felt that I needed to get it out before I explode)

Dear _____,

IDK man. Sometimes you're nice and ok, but sometimes you're shit.

Maybe I got that from you or something

P.S.
you should stop shouting at ppl

Dear____,

I know what you're doing sending all that bullshit in your letters. I just wanted to fucking clarify that no ones taking the bait dumbass.
You think that we're just gonna drop the charges and save you from hell, well I say rot in it you fucking bastard.
All the stupid shit you put me through, all those years calling yourself my father, hitting me to teach me a lesson, touching me to show me I'm being a bad kid.
FUCK YOU, I LITERALLY CAN'T SAY THIS ANY OTHER WAY, ROT IN PRISON YOU TALENTLESS-43 YEAR OLD -FUCK.
YOU DRUGGED MY POOR MOTHER BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO JERK YOU OFF.
YOU THINK TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF IN OUR LIVING ROOM WILL MAKE US RETHINK OUR ACTIONS?

NO FUCKING WAY

DUMBASS, I'M STILL FINDING BLOOD STAINS EVERYWHERE, WAY TO RUIN OUR GODDAMN HOUSE.
Fucking piece of shit, have fun being gang raped in prison, poor ass excuse for a father.

Sincerely,
The daughter that wished the paramedics would've taken longer.


P.S. As you said in your bible, God doesn't welcome those who attempt to kill thyselves, and attempted thy have. See you in Hell bitch

Dear---------,

What am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to be doing anything? What is it?
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm not used to this.

Am I just an accessory? Like last time...with "them". If I am wouldn't it just be better to tell me? Please...
I feel like I should just leave.
hahaha...
Y'know what? I just realized, you don't even know me...do you?
You didn't become "friends" with ME. no. It was who I wanted to be...
Cause' y'know, whenever I'm around you guys, I act differently whether I want to or not...Who do you think I am?
Is it my fault things are like this? There's no point in asking anyways. You guys probably haven't even noticed.
Maybe if "I" were to disappear...?

I ask every once and a while...am I even take seriously?
It's not like it matters.
It's too cold.
I can't think.

From,
****** ******

Dear..... Someone

I just feel like that someone should read this, and if they do, well, they probably wasted a few seconds of their time.
I try to make people laugh using my sense of humor. It's kind of hard, trying to make a joke out of a normal sentence. An example is above, the first line, where I tried to make the people laugh by reading it.

I probably failed,
NZPIEFACE

Dear ___,
I don't know why you talk about him so much. I really want it to stop. I don't want to hear what you guys did or what he got or where he took you on a date. When we hang out I want us to go skate and talk about shows and CCG's. When we hang out it's not the time to spewing stories about your shitty boyfriend. Trust me when I say that it's not gonna last. You picked him up playing spin the bottle! I mean come on.
You can't say you love him. You hop form guy to guy constantly. I've watched from afar, even though we weren't exactly friends at the time. He's gonna be gone for 6+ months. It's not gonna work. Then you're gonna come crying to me and I honestly don't want to hear it.
It's stupid to say you love him and I hate him so much, but I guess it's a stupid thing to say that I like you. I just need time. So when you ask me if I'm ok and I just shrug or flat out ignore you just know that I need time to get over you. I need to accept the fact that I'm just your friend and that's all I'll ever be, because even if I confess you'll just spout some bullshit of "I love him" or "when he gets back he'll still love me".
I always like the straight girls or the girls I know I can never have. Even the girl from German class fucked me up because she is a trans guy. Not saying that it's his fault but still, just my kind of luck. It's just frustrating sometimes ya know?
From,
That girl

Dear NZPIEFACE

I love you. When will you look my way?
Please notice me.

Love, E-

Dear Anyone
Is it just me or is it like this entire thread is always so depressing? I know this is a personal thread but atleast agonize about something that isn't much personal to you. Like how I agonize about China's smog problem eventhough I never been to China or have any care about Chinese people. My point is; people ignore other people because they think their problem is more important than anything else. Well having someone you love bed ridden is indeed important but crying isn't going to change anything. Think of a better way to resolve your problem. There are so many possibilities. If your mind is so clouded with your complex emotion you won't be able to find the simple solution. So just imagine yourself as another person, see the problem in another person's perspective, maybe you'll find your answer.

Why am I writing this you ask, when this is obviously a motivational speech? I just typed what I myself been doing since I don't understand how grave people's problem are. It's not like I myself don't have a problem, I just simply don't waste my time to complain about it and instead I use that time to look for a solution myself. So this is like some kind of word of wisdom or advise but it's your choice to do it or not.

...
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>>437 Dear jill

Add a fucking TL;DR

From
NZPIEFACE

>>438 Dear nzpieface

I honestly think my writing isn't that long. Second paragraph is just random nonsense. So its much shorter than you think. Would you like me to underline which parts are important?

Sincerely,
Jill

Dear Everyone,

FUCK OFF

>>440 Dear You,

YOU TOO, DICK HEAD.

From, NZPIEFACE

>>439 Dear Jill,

That would be appreciated.

Thanks,
NZPIEFACE

Dear NZPIEFACE

Please write yourself a sequel.

Sincerely,
Neko

Dear Neko,

I've been thinking of calling you 'The Shipper'.

~MissDirected

Dear ____
Please stop ignoring me.

Dear ____
If you're going to say you're my friend, then act like one.

Dear ____
Please stop being so stupid. Just shut up and listen.

Dear ____
Please find me.

Dear ____
Please tell me.

Dear ____
Stop it, please. And get your shit together.

Dear ______,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AaLobfe0eeU

I'm an idiot, but this helped me through whatever it is I'm going through and I knew it would b/c I've always known that this was the album I'd listen to if I ever went through what it is I'm going through now.

Dear_____,
You're my____, I have to love you. Stop taking advantage of that! Stop comparing me to others when you know that I won't do anything. Stop lying to my face. Stop toying around with me. I can't go, you know that so stop.
I know you won't read this since you're not part of the Dollars

Dear _____,
Fantastic city plan. Really. 3 stop signs in a row, then an all-way stop, then a couple of unoriented traffic lights for good measure. Because god forbid you have wide, useable roads; we can't have you ruining your cute little town. It's shit like this that makes all your residents act like self-entitled assholes. No turn signals, never turn off their brights, always tailgate, always cut you off. I HATE DRIVING THERE. You make me hate driving! You make me regret ever getting a license!!! I need a GPS to help me get through your town because of all the freaking detours! And since I constantly need to stop abruptly because of your aforementioned asshole drivers, the GPS is constantly falling down.
get over yourself

Dear You,
(Yes, you reading this)

Wow. You are outstanding. I admire you so much more than you can fathom. Your soul is beautiful- shining (brighter than my future), glorious, breathtaking. Despite how much times you chuckle with your satire humor about the pitch black planes stretched beyond your pellucid glass windows, situated at a small corner of your cramped room, being almost as dark as your cracked spirit- I can never pull my line of vision from your radiance. You have survived so far- up until this point in your life 100% of your bitter cold hours—wow, how much years is that? You beat all of it. This seeming to be circle of unimaginative routine- the real world, it is going to get better, I promise. Your hard worked efforts that thieved your blood, sweat, and tears are not in vain, the ones- the efforts that sometimes you wonder if it's even worth it because no one even knows or can fully understand how persistent and hard you fight to accomplish them- you will find successfulness and content in your decelerating heartbeat.

On certain days you'll chime into the string of words above and throw your head to the side, looking at me with your exhausted orbs- which at this point just wishes with undeniable pang to break into tears and fall asleep. You wonder with a tinge of ridicule, "What efforts?". Your mind presses onto the moments where you loafed around in an idle presence- ignoring the world as depression engulfed your berated existence. On those certain days, I respond to you in a low impromptu whisper as though a magical secret between us, "The effort it took for you to get out of bed, to smile, to move on, to love, to be there for others, to paint your artificial happiness over your fractured grin that radiates brighter than the stars hovering over us as though a UFO sending us signals about a future alien invasion," I follow the string of words that sped up as I neared the end with a much too humored laugh after I catch myself getting carried away again in a cord of supernatural fantasies. "The efforts it took for you to live, those efforts." I finish after my melody of inelegant laughter ceases into the stillness of the earth.

And I know; I understand that at that moment anything besides believing my saccharine strand of words would come to you as truthful comfort. The mellow fragrance of the demon who sleeps within you- who embraced you when no one else would- when you were afraid, alone, hopeless, graces my sense of stifled scent you would sometimes joke about needing to head for a belated doctor’s check up. I understand it's hard- and in your exhausted pair of orbs, seemingly impossible to move from what built and broke you down. But then I whisper into your cold bitten ear, hoping from the depths of my pleading despair that you will have confidence in me this one last time, “I believe in you, and I care about you.”

So dear You,
(Yes, you reading this)
Because the world isn’t as bad as you think,
Thank you, for existing.

Dear "my lovely__"

Shut up really. You are too noisy. I know it, so just dont speak your shit*y mouth too much. I know it. Really i know. I know it is your job too, but please be understand me too. Really.

From your "lovely" ____, ReNara.

Hmppph....

Dear you-piece-of-shit-who-have-hurt-me-twice,

You're a piece of shit but I love you. I don't know if who's the most shittier, you who have hurt me twice, or me, who lets you to hurt me twice. I don't know my worth to you. You said you love me but you treat me like shit. And I let you do that because I love you and yep, I'm stupid I know, but is it really stupidity to love you despite your flaws and your shortcomings? Or is it you that is stupid for not appreciating my stupidity over you? But now, I'm done. I'm human and I get tired. I'm not tired of loving you, I'm just tired of getting hurt for the same person and the same person. i just want to choose myself now, I want to prove myself that I can live without you, that I can be happy with myself. So yeah, for the last time, I love you, you piece of shit. Good bye.

Dear ______,
Somehow you always find a way to be so unbelievably judgemental. I have to constantly try to hide my interests so I won't get any nasty comments from you. You always seem to think you're right and you have no regard for other people's feelings. Anything that I have ever liked about myself you found a way to insult. You are the reason why I never feel like I can talk to anyone. Stop trying to make my life miserable.
-Etcetera

dear___
i hate being a bitch but breaking up by text was really low, i hate arguing and i hate hurting people, but i what i hate even more is being manipulated and used. why did you do this to me? have you no idea what pain you caused me? and your argument was that i was too god for you.. i wanna die and i have longed for it a long time when we were together, i guess you got tired of a deppresed girl, huh? i cant turn back time, and all i can do is to move on. but i really wish that i never met you.

Dear outsiders looking in,

When you look at me what do you see? A young man with no future? The rag in my back pocket seems to say so. Same with the blade I carry everywhere. But what if I told you the same young man you would call a criminal also plays chess in the park with the older men. Sure I lose every game, but I learn each time and get a bit better. I also read books on philosphy and history, sicence and retoric. I write stories aboout the life I've lived and things I've seen and done. The guys I call my friends though, they put their minds to other tasks. Money and power, it's all they see. I've tried to leave but these guys are all I know. Sure I lack a degree, never worked an honest job, and I use numbers and violence to get by. If I had my choice, I'd write books and live in a constant state of education. But I don't have that option. I'll live and die on this block, on that corner, in that park. So when you see a guy like me, colored up and glaring you down, don't assume we enjoy what we do, at least most of us. We just can't survive anyother way.

Sincerely,
A person of unfortunate reputation

Dear _____,
Hello. Goodbye.

Sincerely,
A person who shits everyday.

Dear ______,

I have to admit, you ruined a lot of music for me, because I attach your memory to it, but I guess it's about getting past remembering you. Heck, lots of ppl like the same music that you do, so it's not a big deal. I just hate being reminded of you. Sometimes I wonder if it's the same for you, like if you can't listen to the Doors, b/c it reminds you too much of me. That would be very funny.

P.S. I like the Kinks more than the Beatles now. =)

dear all of you who messing with my life years ago until last year,

before, i'll say that i hope all of you were dead by now. but not now. i hope all of you been well despite of what you did to me. i am quite worry if my prayer before were listened now. i'm afraid something like karma happen to you now. yes, i am very far right now. and i could not keep contact with all of you because it will be awkward. i am considering you as my friend but not someone important who i used to speak, laugh and joke around with silly jokes. all of that remains in my memory. every single moment of all of you still remains in my memory. thats what makes me who i am now. i'm glad. i may not matured enough, but what i had now is enough for now. maybe some mess will come again for me to prepare the worst in the future. i realise i had bad days when i'm with all of you. you're such a burden. make me sick. but thanks. i've changed now. its hard to believe how far have i change. note this, all of you will always remain in my memories.... because every single thing i did now, i remembered you. thanks for existed in my life. do well. eat well. one day, we'll meet. and you never see the kid who you betrayed, laughed at, disgusted at. you will see, what deeds have you done to me. if only you had realise what you have done. good night, good morning, and good evening. be well.

the kid who changed.

bump

Dear K and I,

I really hate how badly you guys treated me in high school. I did nothing to any of you, but apparently me being gay was enough reason to target me. I wish I could have manned up back then and punched each of you in the face. I don't care if you two could have easily overpowered me. Just knowing that I got just one punch in would have been enough to make me happy.

Dear _____,

I wish I could have talked to you more when you were here, told you I appreciated my time with you. I'm sorry for not replying to your messages, but I think of you often. Hope you're doing well.

Dear _____,

We're still good friends right? I'm sorry for neglecting our friendship, I'll make it up to you I promise.

Dear _____,

Thanks for that time, I really needed to vent. You're a truly amazing friend but I wish you could see how talented you really are and stop doubting yourself.

Dear _____,

Fuck you for making my life and other peoples lives miserable. What did I ever do for you to hate me so much? Just stop. I'm done tolerating your shitty behavior, bruh

Dear My Gold-digging Ex,

I hope you burn in hell with your manwhore after you left me for him once my financial stability was disrupted by your own greed. I loved you so much but hey, Why be in-love when you're rich right? I'm happy to tell you that now i'm already more stable than that asshole you left me for. Also, screw you and your friends for borrowing money from me which you never returned because "We broke up so it's not your right to collect it anymore". I may be single up to now and i might never get married or love another woman again because of you but it's a price i'm willing to pay just to see you squirm. You are an ungrateful bitch and i hope Karma gets back at you. Hope you and your friends be miserable and I hope the cat didn't die yet because i'm pretty sure i pay for all of his needs and you took him with you, even though i bought him in the first place.

Dear _______,

Thank you for accepting me... You are the one that keep saying to me to accept my past not to forget it. you are the one that keep saying to me that being different is a good thing. you are the one that told me that you are always by my side. Please don't forget me and be with me forever. I need someone like you to keep me moving on this world.

Sincerely,
Rachelkami13

Dear _____,

I don't even know what to begin to say to you... You single handily used, and destroyed me. I'm a fucking wreck because you wasted two years of my life just to tell me that my fucking family's lack of wealth is why you left me. I trusted you with so much, and in the end it was all just rubbish to you and your twisted fucking ways. I honestly wish i could go back to that day and let him stab you instead of me. It's only fair to the pain I felt when you told me you were leaving. So please. Go fuck yourself you stupid bitch. Gods be damned if you even look at me on the street I will make your life a living hell. So lets play one final fucking game. I'm the one who's going to torment your dreams.

Sincerely- Eclipse.
P.S. I'm sure by now you have noticed the videos on facebook. Thanks for all the firewood.

Dear _______,
What can you say you're picking up my pieces and keeping me together. Idk how but you are. Thank you. At the beginning when she left you were the only one who kept me from crying myself to sleep for multiple nights after, everyone else just sorta... left, Ya know? lol you'd probably read this and laugh at me but hey its good to laugh. I know our date is coming up on friday... and i'm sorry if I don't know how to act. I haven't had a first date in 2 years lol. I really like you and am super nervous about friday, but I'm positive that with you here it will be okay. I know last night I never wanted to stop texting, because a reality with you.. I think it would be.. no will be better than any dream.

Yours for years to come,
Eclipse

at first i didn't notice how lonely you are, remember the time i said "This is part of God's plan" to change someone like you is a pain in the ass, but i want the be the person who will not give up till thee will has done. as we get to know each other more deep, i've seen you're true nature. as you now read this letter i already planted a seed inside you, a seed that when nurture, it will grow. as time passes i want you to know that there's a reason for all this.

Dear ________,

All my life, I've quietly accepted your comments and criticisms like they were necessary to abide by. I've listened to each phrase you'd thrown towards me and unconsciously let them push me down. But now that I've grown up and seen the world in many different ways, I see now that you are the bully that drags me down in life. I will not let you anymore pull me down to your depths or make me feel bad about myself or at fault for things. I've never had a bully before, but I've prepared myself to look down upon and ignore whoever decides to come my way. And that is what I will do to you.

Sincerely, but never again yours,
Stepdaughter

Dear ____
I honestly wish I could tell you everything. And just know that because i am avoiding you it isn't your fault it is mine, I am the one that angers myself...I need my distance because I can't constantly ignore feeling anything..Why have I been off all week? And left many times or ignored you with music well it is simply because I get jealous of others and so yeah anywho I really hate that I am just going to avoid you and Im sorry that I will.

The End

Dear ______,

I wish we talked like we used to.

Dear ______
I love you. I always will. I remember the day we met like it was yesterday. I remember that shy looking girl standing there in the library. I know I couldnt be the one for you. I know im no good. I know I dont deserve you. I tried to be the one for you, and I failed. I think you wanted someone that was predictable, because you hate surprises. You heard that damn rumor and thought it was true. You thought that I was trying to get in your pants. I wasnt after that. I wanted your heart. I know I had it during the summer when it was just us, but then you believed them. You didnt say a word to me like you should have. You just kept pushing me away over some rumor about me and my old girlfriend. I love you. I know just friends dont look at each other like that. Or argue like we did. But I know that just friends are supposed to be there for each other. Where are you?
With love,
T

Dear _______,

I miss you. Not in a romantic sense as much as the advice, support, and companionship you gave me. You were both my boyfriend and best friend, so losing both at the same time hurt more than anything else I'd ever experienced. We tried to be friends still, after you ended things. but you got involved with drugs/alcohol and other people and I stayed the same boring square of a person. You told me you needed time for yourself to work things out and that you had too much on your plate. The week you were with a new girl.

It was obvious to everyone but me that I cared more than you did. Eventually I got tired of being ignored and you didn't care enough to keep in contact with me. Our friendship slowly dissipated. My best friend turned into a stranger. It hurt that you could throw me away that easily. Maybe the lack of closure is why I still miss you.

At first I was a wreck. I didn't leave my house at all, can you believe that? I cried and cried and cried. I listened to all the cliche sad songs and watched the cliche sad movies. My confidence left me as fast as my tears did. I was alone. Of course I had other friends, but they didn't know me like you did. They didnt understand me. They weren't you. I found my thoughts being of you more often than not. And you were living it up, never asking how I was like you used to, never treating me like you had. never told you any of this, though. Not that you would've cared.

Eventually I deleted all of the pictures. I threw away all of the stupidly sweet gifts you gave me. I started going out more and engaged in my hobbies again. I still listened to the sad songs and thought of you, but it was less and less often. You had a piece of me still, but I wasn't going to let you consume my life anymore.

I found someone else 9 months ago. I found someone who treated me better than you had. And I forgot about you! It was great. I forgot about the one person who I had opened up to completely, who I relied on for everything, who I trusted completely. I found a person who appreciated me and frankly, had way less problems than you had. It was great for a while. New Person and I were a dynamic duo, and you were left in the dust.

But then you decided to text me. Not an apology, not a hello, but a congratulations on my performance you had seen of me. I wasn't a major character and only had a few lines, but you remembered and took time out of your day to congratulate me on my almost insignificant part. I knew you were indirectly telling me good job on getting over my performance anxiety. New Person didn't even know I had performance anxiety. You had remembered from all that time ago that I had that issue. You remembered me.

All of a sudden you were in my thoughts again. Not as bad, but I still had no closure on why you suddenly ended everything we had. I started getting upset again when I heard "our songs." You're the most toxic person I've ever met. You're an expert at ruining someone. You have never apologized for doing these things to me, and I'm not even sure you're aware that you affected me this much. I think that hurts the most. I will never forgive you.

Dear ____
I'm so so sorry for what I've done.... I love you... I'm sorry. I hope you'll forgive me at any point and learn of why I'm going away tonight...I'm so sorry again... you didn't deserve that, I didn't listen, and I'm gonna pay for it.
You deserve someone much better than i... I can never be what you want and what you need, I can only do my best and my worst... for the worst I sincerely regret it... you told me to leave so I will.
Goodbye.

Dear _____
I thought about you all day today so far. Im trying to remember every inch, every curve of your beautiful face, which sounds weird, but im weird so its ok. I want to remember your smell, your touch, the feeling of your skin against mine, making me breathless. I think I lusted for you, not loved you like I did her, but I did love you in a different way. I left you to get my mind off her to better care for you and be better, but you were the one who pushed me away. You made me love your crazy. I thought it was cute. This is goodbye.
With love,
T

Dear world,
You've been a fucking pain. Screw you. I'm done.

Sincerely,
A

Dear ....

I really am so lost about what to do and you really are not helping. Please could you just leave me alone. I want to try other things and be more independent, I am sorry that I don't meet your expectations and am a failure but you are crushing me under the weight of your pride. I don't want to care what others think about me, I couldn't give a crap about them anyway so stop comparing me to others! Please try to understand without getting so angry. I hated my career, I like what I am doing now, it might not be making much money but I was happier until you blew it all out of the water...

Please stop being so hypocritical, saying I'll support you and then stabbing me in the back, saying I am proud of you and then pushing me down. I am at my wits end, and I have no one to talk to because you would kill me if I did... just let me live my own little life.

Thanks
g

Dear .....,

I know that all you were trying to do was help but you made it much, much worse. I'm sorry for abandoning you, but they hurt me and all you did was watch. You knew everything about me, my life, my family, my insecurities.... my secrets; and you told people,and they spread lies about me, about how I was such a bad person. Your face haunts me wherever I go.

I know that you told them because you were worried. I know it's not your fault, but why did you do it? You could've asked for my consent. You could have told a professional. But you told your horrible 'friends'. I'm sorry for putting the blame on you. But everything you did....even if it was an 'accident' hurt me beyond repair....and you knew that; and you didn't stop.

I hope you understand; I'm sorry,

~S

Dear [close friend's name],
I understand you have problems and wish to vent. I also have a variety of problems in my own life. If you could possibly shut up and let me talk about myself for once instead of forcing me to use my precious time to listen to you ramble about things that I literally try to help you with(and you ignore my advice). I would love to spend more time with you and share my life with you.
Your precious friend,
"K"

Dear ....

I really miss you. I really wish things could have been better for you. I wish I could have been better to you. I know you always said that as long as I'm happy, that's enough but I'm not. I really want to stay strong for you but it's hard not having you here anymore. I wish I could feel the peace that you feel and I'm trying really hard. You always told me to never give up and that you're always proud of me, I just wish I could have made you prouder. I wish I could have given you more. You deserved a lot more. I hope one day we'll see each other again. I'll try and live for the both of us.

Your kid,
Emmett

Dear ____
I didnt mean to push you away. I didn't. I was just scared of falling for another person, because I knew I would be the one ending up hurt, so when we started getting close, I offered for you to leave, and for you to give up before I let you get close to me. I told you that in the end, you would push me away, and you would begin to dislike me. So, I saved you the trouble. I like you a lot, but you are too nice. You tried to pull me back, and when I told you I started drinking because of her, you didn't act surprised. You acted concerned and didn't make a big deal about it. That was when I knew we got too close. Im sorry. It saved me more pain. Im only in this for me right now. I wish you the best.
Your Friend,
T

Dear ______,

It's been two weeks now and yet, that kiss is still vividly implanted in my mind. I know you said that it didn't mean much and that it was purely platonic, but did you mean that? The way you talked to me and acted that night could have suggested otherwise, or maybe that's just wishful thinking on my part. And also, why just me? Why not anyone else? And why did we have to be alone with nobody else in the hallway? I don't know... it seems weird for you to go through the trouble you did just for a platonic kiss... and with me. I know you said we're pretty close, but you're closer to others. Hell, you're probably closer to my ex than you are with me. Again, maybe it's just me over thinking. It was just a kiss, right? No big deal.
I really wonder what you would think if you knew what was going through my mind when you first asked me. What it wrong of me to take advantage of the opportunity? I've wanted to kiss you for months now. That entire night, I had to fight the impulse to just lean forwards and kiss you. So when you asked if you could kiss me, I couldn't get myself to say no. The only problem is that no matter how much you insisted it was platonic to get me to agree to it, I had already made a decision the second you asked me. And that decision was based off of my desire. A romantic one.
And god, how I wish the kiss lasted longer. It was great. Almost perfect,even, which is weird because my first kiss with others has always been.. a little lackluster. And I remember the comment you made afterwards. It seemed like you were implying you had wanted more. And the way you pressed your forehead against mine while our arms were still wrapped around each other and you whispered, "cute"?? How was that in any way platonic? That seemed like it was ripped right off of a romance move scene. Maybe you're just weird. Maybe I really am just way over thinking this. I have no idea.
Mostly, I'm just wondering that if you had the chance to, would you do it again?
I know I would.

From,
That guy you kissed that has a huge crush on you

Dear ____

I'm sorry I let you down. You knew the truth to this and I'm sorry for letting you down. My life is changing far more drastically than I ever thought it would. Nothing in the movies, books, or other trivial things can describe how I'm feeling. Only those who've been through it can probably console me. Like you. I wish you could've helped me, I wish sometimes you are here. But you're not and you never could be. Here I'll say it. This will pass. But now, I have to own up to everything I do from now on. No excuses. Whether my child is born or not, I will live to achieve the closest life I can to yours. One that I know I could no longer reach. But still I will try because I know you'll be proud. There are too many things in life to bring me down. Why bother being sad? I'll go on being happy. I'm sorry.

Dear____

You're a burden to our parents. What the fuck are you even planning to do? Live with them and leech off of them for the rest of your life? You do whatever the hell you want, and it pisses me off. Can't you see you're a grown ass adult now? Get off your lazy ass and get a real fucking job. Actually try to move further in life! Get off of welfare and stop wasting tax payer's money on your booze and random shit! I'm sick of how childish you are! I'm not an adult yet, but I sure as hell know when I'm being a nuisance and a piece of shit, so why can't you realize that?

Grow the fuck up.

Dear ____

i spent three years of my life trying to make you understand, and now... you're gone. and only recently have i figured out that you were only scared of me, and I don't know why. was it because i attempted to kill myself, which wasn't you're fault it was because my friend died and one of my family members was kicking me out on the streets and i had nowhere to go. or were you scared of me because i spent almost two weeks in the hospital for going through phycosis on the account of not sleeping for weeks and doing drugs and alcohol that I should have not been doing. in a way you helped me out through that ordeal the note you gave me that said "let all that you do in life be in the name of love" i held on to it for as long as i could until the nurse took it away because every time i looked at it i cried my eyes out thinking about what all this must of put you through. the point is i had no clue you felt this way about me but you never gave me the time to talk to you about why things were the way they were you simply ignored me and ran away. im so sorry that things ended up this way and i regret everything i've done that hurt you in some way. im sorry goodbye forever you were truly the only one i ever loved the most.

Dear_____

I wish you weren't so annoying and could just except that you aren't the only child anymore. All you ever do is complain about this and that. Well you don't see us complaining to our parents about what a price of sh*t you are. You need to man up and face the facts....

Btw we still love you

Dear past me,

Wow. You're the biggest douche I've ever met.

Later.

Dear ...,

Why the hell did you eat all my muffins?!
Okay, okay, I told you, you could eat one of them. ONE! NOT FUCKING FOUR!
Ah, yeah, and I told you that I don´t like sweets so much - BUT THESE WERE MUFFINS! FUCKING DELICIOUS MUFFINS!
You know how I feel? I went into the kitchen... and opened the fridge... and my muffins were gone! GONE! Even the wrapping was gone! There was not even a proof that these muffins were existing! Perfect crime scene - I need to admit - you haven´t left behind the slightest evidence. But I know it was you, motherfucker! There was no one in the Dorm except for you!
I´m dissappointed, deeply hurt, my world is shattered and my heart is broken. This is a betrayal of confidence. AND YOU WILL PAY FOR IT!
...because now I´m going to eat that delicious piece of cake you left in the fridge... MUWAHAHAHAHA!!!

Yours,

Chronos

Dear _,
I never got the chance to properly thank you for back then when you helped me out in the sixth grade. Nor did I ever get to apologize to you for blowing you off like it was nothing when we got to see each other again. I'm legitimately sorry. More specifically, I'm sorry that when we met again after so long it didn't click for me to run up to you and give you a hug. Or go back to how things were before with us. You really helped me out when I was having a hard time with being bullied back in the sixth grade and I can't ever thank you for that. I really wish that I had though when I'd seen you again. I also wish that I had understood your feelings back then for me. I guess I was just still hung up with the taunts from the years before that I couldn't even open my eyes to you or anyone else that was reaching out to me. I'm so sorry for that. Even in that instance I couldn't give you a proper response. But let me just say this, you are an amazing guy. You're really funny and you're creative. And you're heart is pure gold. I'll admit, realizing all this now, makes me almost jealous of how cool you were. But considering that now I can understand how you'd seen me, I have to say that I've just solemnly thought of you as a friend, I think. That's why I was so cool with you going out with her back then. Though I think she knew that you had a thing for me. She came up to me once to confirm if I felt the same, did you know that? It wasn't an outright direct confrontation but I got it all the same. Though I can understand why she was so protective of you, you were the coolest guy there. Better than any I've met so far. You know...if we were to go back, and I was to see you again, and I still had the mentality of what I have now...maybe, just maybe, I would come to honestly admit that I could fall in love you.
Yours Truly,
Azura

Dear asshole,
I wish i hated you, but i don't have that kind of force in me, I'm not using your name as even if u find this i don't fucking want you to think I give a shit about you, you never deserved me, I thought too much, much more than you did certainly, you asshole. So yeah this is the end I'll be civil, I don't have the guts to be anything else. That plus kill them with kindness. So yeah fuck you. I was feeling shit and you made me feel so much worse, temporary high with a depressed comedown every time. Fuck you.
Goodbye.

Dear ____,
I think you like me. But, are you just toying with my feelings? Please notify me!

Dear D.A-K,

Survival Game

Verse 1

3 and a half years since I first met you.
You were just another face in the hallway,
Another target to fool, to deceive
Into thinking this talking mannequin was me

Back then, I hadn’t even found myself
But I ended up finding you instead
It started off slow, just a text here and a text there,
Soon we exchanged smiles in the hallway

Hook

And all this time I thought,
I’m alone, in this world.
It doesn’t take much to please me,
But a fellow human would be so nice

Now here I stand, next to you
Deep in the hell we all call middle school
And I thought that all the pain was over,
Together we laughed and cried til
The sun peaked o’er the plains
And we could call on another day
To fend for each other
In this little survival game


Verse 2

One year, two years passed and
we were supposed to part our separate ways,
Then you jumped on a runaway train,
once you heard I was going too.

Without me, your days would be
so much brighter.
Without me, your smile would be
so much realer.

Hook

And all this time I thought,
I’m alone, in this world.
Now I’m not alone,
And it hurts so much, don’t come closer

Now here I stand, next to you
Trying to keep you alive and keep my cool
And I thought that all the pain was over,
Alone, you suffered, alone, I watched
So helplessly I hadn’t strength
To bring us back to the happy days
‘Cause we fend for each other
In this little survival game


Bridge

And I could feel myself withering.
And I started to distance you farther away.

The sleepless nights we endured together
Became the demons we faced alone
Always together, never together
Forever a friendship, sinking six feet under

Hook

Now here we stand, side by side
But the ocean between us, still way too wide
And I thought that all the pain was over,
Still your demons stood towering
I didn’t help you fight back
I retreated alone, looking back
I failed to fend for you
I failed this little survival game.

Please don’t forgive me.

Dear old friend,

I'm sorry we drifted apart like this. I've missed you all these years. Remember when we talked late into the nights and gave each other advice? I do. Those times were very important to me, as I hope they were to you. I think about you even now, wondering how are you? Is life going well? Do you miss me too?
I saw you with your new friend today. I'm sure they're very nice. They don't like me very much, so I guess that means we can't see each other again. I hope they are supportive of you and let you be your true self.
I remember when we were so close, we decided maybe love was on the table. But when we saw it truly wasn't, you could no longer go back to the way things were. It was painful to watch you make a fool of yourself from a distance, but it was better than letting you hurt and use me simply because we had known each other better once before. I don't know you anymore.
I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you more. I gave you my heart, and I cared for you, but it seems it wasn't enough. Seeing you disappear on that day was a tragedy. I sincerely hope you've found someone who can heal you.
During all those years we spent together, a team of three, I truly thought you and I were a dynamic duo. Though I guess in your time of need, I was truly the one left in the dark. Even though you chose another, I hope they've helped you better than I could.
My dear friend, we have not yet drifted apart, but I can see the crossroads fast approaching. Don't worry about me, I'm used to this now. You take your path, I'll take mine, and maybe we'll see each other again at the top. Just in case, I wanted to tell you now that I'm glad we've spent these years together. I'm glad it didn't end with drifting away, a replacement, or a stale, broken relationship. It's a shame we couldn't support one-another more emotionally, but you can't really expect much from a used toy like me.

Sincerely,
One who has lost her heart along the way

Dear old friend,

I'm sorry we drifted apart like this. I've missed you all these years. Remember when we talked late into the nights and gave each other advice? I do. Those times were very important to me, as I hope they were to you. I think about you even now, wondering how are you? Is life going well? Do you miss me too?
I saw you with your new friend today. I'm sure they're very nice. They don't like me very much, so I guess that means we can't see each other again. I hope they are supportive of you and let you be your true self.
I remember when we were so close, we decided maybe love was on the table. But when we saw it truly wasn't, you could no longer go back to the way things were. It was painful to watch you make a fool of yourself from a distance, but it was better than letting you hurt and use me simply because we had known each other better once before. I don't know you anymore.
I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you more. I gave you my heart, and I cared for you, but it seems it wasn't enough. Seeing you disappear on that day was a tragedy. I sincerely hope you've found someone who can heal you.
During all those years we spent together, a team of three, I truly thought you and I were a dynamic duo. Though I guess in your time of need, I was truly the one left in the dark. Even though you chose another, I hope they've helped you better than I could.
My dear friend, we have not yet drifted apart, but I can see the crossroads fast approaching. Don't worry about me, I'm used to this now. You take your path, I'll take mine, and maybe we'll see each other again at the top. Just in case, I wanted to tell you now that I'm glad we've spent these years together. I'm glad it didn't end with drifting away, a replacement, or a stale, broken relationship. It's a shame we couldn't support one-another more emotionally, but you can't really expect much from a used toy like me.

Sincerely,
One who has lost her heart along the way

Dear Ai,

it's almost been six months since i met you and the truth is i flugging love you. i know you are never love me back and i am okay with that, really. but i wish sometime you could see the world trough my eyes, so then at least you could see what a worderful person you are. you are smart, beautiful and kind(well in your own way) and i know that the things that seems normal to me aren't to you but you deserves all of the nice things i do for you and you deserve to be told that you are an amazing human being. so i'm gonna keep doing that until some man realize that there's an awesome girl he should meets and maybe when he'll tell you you'll believe him. until then i hope when can stay friends.

Dear ____,
Sorry, but as I've told you many times, I'm actually introverted. Please stop forcing yourself onto me and telling me I'm an extrovert. You drain me even more than anyone else because of this and it makes me miserable when I get stuck with you, especially since you get all insecure and start questioning our friendship. Stop. I don't think like you and I don't really care to be anyone's best friend, except my cat's. Please leave me to my peanut butter crackers and kpop... Please.
From,
UrbanFlow

P.S. Don't you ever say that again. Even though you can't tell, I'm dangerously close to introducing your balls to my section leader's metal-spiked shoes and your face to my mellophone. You pay for the damage. So please do us both a favor and leave me be.

Dear professor,

Why do you give BS reading quizzes that require one to know more than just reading the material? One must know all the material to achieve 100%, which can't be obtained from just reading. The quiz should have followed a lecture, not before. From messing the quiz up I understand a little bit more, and stupid mistakes on my part. The book is written like a math book, yet you expect us to understand the complexity of the problems that requires in depth knowledge of the physics and phenomena as well. I have taken only physics 2, not a class dedicated to the EM phenomena that you expect us to magically know.

I prefer the quizzes to be after lecture, when you have actually taught the material outside of a math perspective.

With all that said and done, at least the quizzes are worth only 5% of the grade. I freaked out since those are the only grades input, which show that I am failing the course.

I am very interested in the material, yet the book isn't the best, for it lacks the thinking aspect on the subject. It is filled with only proofs and fact, it doesn't even contain real world examples. I suggest a major change to the book, since you wrote it, or choose another book.

From a students perspective,
Sid

*****,

I hate you with so much passion.

Don't drag everybody with your negativity and do something about your life dammit.

However, I actually like how you perceive the problem BUT you should really learn on how to express it better.

Dear ______,

It's taken me a while to get out of the whole sadness part of the breakup, but still.. I'm stunned. I really didn't think anything was wrong until you pointed it out, but yet you NEVER said anything about it before and I sure as hell would've done everything to fix what was wrong. You didn't even give me a chance to. And the way it all ended, it's like you fucked me then dumped me. I know you're not the type of person to do that, so what happened? Why are you acting like this? You used to tell me your issues all the time and I would always do my best to help you. Why couldn't that happen while we were dating? I just don't get it...

From,
Somebody who should be pissed at you, but somehow isn't



Dear ____,

It's crazy how much you do for me. Like, incredibly crazy. The things you put up with and deal with, especially for your first relationship ever, is just absolutely crazy.
How many guys have to comfort their boyfriend after a harsh breakup with his other boyfriend? How many guys have to help their boyfriend with his dysphoria while also dealing with their own? How many guys have to carefully patch the psychological wounds left behind from their boyfriend's past (and current) abuse? How many guys have to be patient with communication and usually have to resort through text because their boyfriend struggles to speak?
You knew exactly what you were signing up for, yet you did anyways. It's a lot to deal with, I know. And I respect that you do it and in a way that can make me feel happier AND have a realistic view on my terrible situations. For somebody with no relationship experience, you are doing it so perfectly.
I guess that's why I feel something I've never felt with anybody before and why I was actually able to SAY, out loud, "I love you". You're crazy. You really are. But damn if I don't admire it.

Love,
Your Keith

dear A

Fuck you.

with lots of love,
kurosuke

Dear Housemates

If you don't stop leaving your dishes on the sink for days, I might be tempted to rub a layer of pesticide on them.

Sincerely,
Cat

Dear G,

You freakin' lied to me. You keep telling me I'm your best friend, but you know that you freakin threw me under the bus because of the aftermath of that night. You know I hella liked you. I already confessed to you like three times in the past, since highschool. we tried once but work was in the way and we parted ways for over a year! But You finally made it look like I had a chance again that night. You even gave me a kiss on the cheek. You talked bad about R, telling me you left him and he just had you as a side-chick for that whole year we were apart while he's been with another chick for three years. I made a mistake to think for a second that you were serious with me again. You've been leading me on for the past Four years G! That night was the best night of my life, but two days later you freakin turned it upside down! Or should I say R. I thought you told me you left him, why did he answer your phone then?! Telling me he was your boyfriend?! If you want to be with a guy keeping you as a sidechick, then fine! But please don't use me the same way! I'm not a toy! That was freakin' devastating! And what is wrong with you?! When you called me back and I answered, and he was next to you, you still tried to freakin' lead me on and tried to tell me that what I want with us will happen one day! What the hell?! Just because R doesn't speak English doesn't mean you should be saying stuff like that to me! That's rude as f*** to the guy who's actually with you! I thought you were better than this, but seeing that you're in a failing relationship and trying to make me your emotional sandbag now is annoying as F***. I was willing to leave a bunch of stuff behind just to be with you, but now I realized that you're not worth it. Stop calling me Your best friend, please! If that were true, why would you do this to me? I can forgive you, I swear, but G, you're not my best friend anymore. I mean, you were at one point, but you somehow became a toxic person overtime. I hope you recover one day because I know deep down you're a good person. Get back on your feet and realize that life has a more than just drama G. Leave that freakin' womanizer if you really don't like him. Quit your job if it's stressing you out. Please stop hating yourself G, I don't like it. You need help and I'm sorry that you meeting me again just made it worse. I'm moving on with my life. You should too.

Dear T,

That last letter was very intense. Fuck off.

Sincerely,
sneespsnoosp.

Dear S,

Holy crap lol.

-RD

Dear R,
Agreed. Chill, snoopy-whatever-your-name-is.

-Tenshi

Dear S,

I apologize. I just needed to vent/rant somewhere about this and I didn't wanna do it on the RTT.I Might've said some things that were out of hand, but yeah, I kinda needed to let it out somewhere...

-Tree

Dear (to whoever may concern),

I'm not sorry for my grammatical problem, I lied when I say I did. And I'm not fixing them anytime soon, bear with me.

-Firion

Dear Firion,

Here are some Fritos. To go along with that name of yours and the salt in your previous letter.

-Tenshi

Dear A,

You cheated on me and it really hurt. I know I said I'd forgive you and not bring it up when we got back together again, while the forgiving part was easy it's rather hard not to bring it up when you say how unhappy you are being with me and that you worked out the reason you won't do anythinng sexual with me is because you're worried what I will think of you. Well you see I'm not a guy who cares about sexual things overly but when you put it like that it's kind of like you don't care if I think you're a slut for cheating on me then(?). Honestly it's not okay when you bring up the fact that I used to have a causal relationship with a friend before we were even together and it ended as a reason why you're mad or unhappy with me. i still love you though

From, K

Dear whatever,

My respect was not calling you a dickhead and getting angry whenever you indirectly called me stupid.


~~~

Dear_______,
You're not perfect, you caused me a lot of pain and sadness. I am who I am today only because of you. I tried so hard to make you happy and proud but it never seemed to be enough, you could't appreciate my efforts -at least i couldn't see it - and that's all i wanted. You think you know all about me but you don't. You trusted me and that was a mistake. You've always done good things to me but when you're angry you'd start telling me how much you work for me and how much did you sacrifice for me, and it makes me think bad things like, why do you even tell me this? so i would be grateful (I am) or in debt? Because it is your job to do things for me why am i supposed to feel like i'm indebted to you?
I don't want you to blame yourself for my failure, even though sometimes I think it's partially your fault for not forcing me to do the important thing, and forcing me to do the unimportant things, and for not being able to be strict enough, and for not sticking to your word, even though I know it's mean of me to think that way. I know you've been a lot yourself and that you're tired and can't stand it anymore, but i also can't stand you venting all of your anger on me, you think it doesn't affect me and that i don't care but it really hurts. I hate your mood swings, I hate how when i'm finally feeling better you suddenly get angry, I hate how when i make plans you ruin them all with your own, I hate how when I'm happy and feeling hope you start yelling at me and start giving me chores, I hate how you blame your misery on me when you're angry, I hate how you blame every little thing that goes off in your life on me, bigger things also. I hate how I have to put up with you but you won't put up with me, I hate how I always how to understand, I hate how often you sacrifice for me even when it's unnecessary, I hate how you keep saying you hate comparison but you keep comparing to every human you know anyways, I hate how fast you forget that you told me you hate me. I feel sorry and guilty for doing a lot of bad things that you don't and won't know of, I feel guilty for thinking bad of you, even though I know you're also so tired, I feel guilty for betraying your trust, for being a failure, for letting you down, for shaming you, for being the piece of shit I am, for being me.

Dear______,
I can't always be the one who waits, and i can't start a conversation by myself, but it is too late now, and i know you don't care.

Dear, _______

Is it possible to have a crush on someone you've never met? 'cause even though you're a country away... sometimes I get these weird vibes. Lol,I need to stop.

I shouldn't overthink this. It's just the internet, lol. I need to get out there if i really want to meet someone. But still, I wonder... about you...

Dear______

I was about to sleep when I saw your My Day on Messenger. Now I can't sleep. You rarely show your face there. I'm confused with my relationship,again. But I know this feeling will disappear after a little while. I can't unfriend somebody like you. You're an inspiration to me. You learn musical instruments and do the things you love, unlike me who just say things like that but is lazy to do so. Because of that, I got a crush on you... But I know you're waaay out of my league. And I have bf. I can't reach you. I know you chat with me sometimes. Even surprised at calling me senpai jokingly when you're the senpai here. Lol. I know I can't talk to you about this straight, but yeah. I really, really like you. I can't say this to you. I can't even tell this to my jealous bf. I know I should keep it for myself. I just hope that you reach your dreams and be a successful YouTuber. You know, I wish to be like that, too... I want to ask you how you've done that, but I'm too anxious and afraid to chat and ask you about it.. and I don't even have the confidence to try and start, nor even have any idea where to start; even tho I already bought a mic for it... But, I hope tomorrow I can ask you even a little about it... sometimes I wanted to distance myself from you, but I need motivation and inspiration from others to keep this one dream of mine. And you're one of them.

... thank you. For being friendly to me, and an inspiration, too.

Dear ___,
I don't know if you consider me a friend. I wish I could consider you one.
I spend a lot of time worrying about what you think of me. I worry that you straight-up hate me, or that you think I'm annoying, and that makes me wonder why you bother speaking to me when we happen to be in the same place. Maybe you're bored. Maybe you're trying to troll me. Or maybe, and this scares me most, you consider me pitiful and feel compelled to speak with me lest you hurt my feelings. You respect me just enough to try to avoid making me feel bad.
But the more likely scenario is that you're just as insecure as I am. We probably have mutual respect. And I'd like to say that you can see right through me, but given that I don't fully understand you, reciprocity is all I can hope for.

Dear_____

Thank you for loving me when i couldn't love you back. I'm such an idiot for not confessing my love for you. I know i hurted you and I'm sorry, I hated myself for that. I did it because i don't want to destroy our friendship. I don't want history to repeat itself that's why I hid my feelings like a coward because I didn't want to be rejected. Now you're probably with someone else and I'm happy for you. I'll always be happy for you. Thank you for loving me and to our late night talks.

Dear_____

When somebody told me that You had a crush on me I didn't believe it I can clearly remember what happened when the first time we met. You asked me if I had any ecchi anime like wth? A girl would watch that? Lol and then I asked you in messenger if what exactly do you want and then the message began to expand. Your friend would often tease me that you had a crush on me, but still i knew she was joking cuz you guys are like that jk (I don't take it in a bad way lol). Then we started to chat and greet each other's goodmorning, we would chat nonstop and worry about each other almost like a couple. You keep tagging me to memes that i love. Yoy gave me hints that you like me in messages and stuff but I knew it was just a joke so I would just reply "HAHA" or "yee"
Then one day you sent me a wholesome message that warmed my heart. It was the first time I felt that kind of emotion. I was about to burst in tears but I thought that, What if this is just a joke or one of our Laughs convo? Anxiety sticked to me and all. In school, I would look at you and admire you lol its creepy i know. But if your feelings were true... I'm really lucky to be loved by you even if it's wrong. I want to bring the old times but I can't. What if I told you after you senf that message that I love you? Even when it's wrong.

I really wish you weren't joking. I wish you your feelings were real as it is to me. I'm sorry i played dumb. I'm just super concious about myself. I'm pathetic, ugly, i'm not smart, i don't have that many talents.


I'm really sorry for everything. If I could change the time I would. I love you

'A'

Dear ____

Thanks for making me fell amazing. I hope we can be together longer. I know that I'm sort of an idiot when it comes to relationships, but you're bringing me out of my comfort zone, and I think that's a good thing.

Anyway,

Thanks.

dear

there's really, REALLY no 'neat' or 'clean' way to kill yourself. Whatever method you use, you're just gonna be another burden for someone else. I suggest that you just keep breathing, or just do anything BUT suicide. Trust me, taking your life now won't make you any less burden for anybody else

Dear_____,
I don't hate you, but I don't like you all that much either, sometimes I feel like punching your face when I look at you, which is rude and wrong, I know, but I can't contorl these feelings.
I can't be your accomplishment, I don't want to, be your own accomplishment. It's not my fault that you couldn't achieve your dreams, I know things happened and you had no choice at times which sucks for you, but honestly, there were times when you had a choice and you chose to give up, or 'sacrifice' for us, maybe you'd like that term better.
You keep talking about how we should adapt to change, and try something else if we fail, or work harder, which is all right and true. But, you see, you never really do anything like that, I don't mind that personally but it annoys me a lot when you start giving me those life lessons, with that upright tone of yours, speakig as if you're the best person ever, as if you've been all that, and if I was just a stupid parasite that refuses to acknowlege what you're saying.
Nothing would make me happier than seeing you live the life you've always wanted tk live and succeed. You always talk abou how you used to be, how well did you manage everything, and how better we were back then, but, that was in the past, now is the present, you're not that person anymore, you changed, and so did we, we all changed. I feel like you really should stop talking about the past, because, one, it's over and not going to happen again, two, no one cares or maybe remembers even, three, it feels as if you're stuck there, and I think you should realize by now that the methods you used to use, are not going to work anymore even if you try to be that person again, we're not kids anymore, we changed.
I really hate how you keep reminding her of how she were, and how she is now, and how much you'd like the old her back because she was much better, brighter, oraganized, social. But maybe you should focus on how to fix these things, rather than wanting her to go back to her old personality, she'll only keep changing, maybe for the worse, maybe to a better person, but you're not helping.
Stop wondering how did we become like this because, yes, you had a role in that. But what happened has already happened, why cant we focus on the present and future? Why can't we think of we can be better people for the future, instead of how we were?
I started sleeping early because you said it's my fault that your health is getting worse, because you stay up all night wating for me to sleep, that it's my fault that it leads to you waking up with a bad mood and arguing wih my father, that it's my fault that you end up waking up late, and not doing chores, or being able to take care of the family probably, so I started sleeping early, and you know what? You still sleep late, it's just someone else's fault now. You should admit that you have an addiction to your phone because it's getting too much, telling me to leave the phone, to ask you if I want help, that you'd leave your phone to help is, that it's not the reason you stay up all night, you're just addicted to it as I am, so is dad. I hate how hypocritical you are. Don't say "If you want to it for yourself, at least do it for us", it makes me angry, everything I used to do, tried to do, was for you, to make you pround, and you never acknowledged that, you kept saying that I'm selfish and only ever care about myself and what I want. I know part of that was my fault, I did do everything for you, but I now realize the error in mh effort. I just didn't know how to act, I tried to do things that I thought would make you happy, but my attempts always ended up badly, and I was socially awkward, every time I think I'm being nice, or try to say something nice, it ends up being rude or dull, and I've never realized that until I grew older, and it annoyed me how you analyzed that as being 'selfish' when you always claimed to know and understand me.
I forgot what's the point of all of this was, I want to be a better person, I want to change, I want to study and work hard, and get good grades, and though I'm failing horribly right now, I wish you'd try to understand me, maybe help, but I'd rather not, because I don't like your ways, and they don't work with me.

I remember posting on this thread years ago, and now I need to rant about something again, so here I am.
Dear ______,
I was amazingly disheartened to receive your message this morning. When I turned down your friend's job offer to work on my mental health this summer, I had not anticipated you would be firing me as well. Since you did not ask, I would like to inform you that I am doing much better. I'm looking forward to continuing my major in your department, working with the younger students, and furthering my connections through the job I will be working during the Fall semester. I /was/ looking forward to all theses things, however, due to a recent email, it seems I will not be tutoring this Fall.
If you truly wished to help with my mental recovery, perhaps a more appropriate approach would have been to ask how you could help rather than deciding for yourself that taking away my source of income was appropriate. Perhaps I am at fault for taking time to heal this summer. Perhaps I should have simply waited until halfway through that summer job to have a total mental breakdown and leave your friend stranded with no employee. However, I did not. I had thought myself particularly responsible, but it seems I was wrong.
Unfortunately you will not be seeing me in class as you assumed you would in your Post Script. Thanks to the recent loss of my job, I will be looking for employment elsewhere. Unfortunately, it is difficult to find an employer I can trust (which I had thought you to be until recently) who will work around a college schedule. So, to make space for work, I will be dropping the language classes I have been excited to take since I signed up for them in the spring. You will not be seeing me in class this fall; you may not see me in your class ever again. Frankly, I am deeply upset with this betrayal of trust and would rather not take classes from someone I cannot trust to handle my grades and my health with respect. I supposed I must spend time finding some other passion I can spend my life on, or perhaps I'll simply transfer a school that does not discriminate against its students.

Dear _____,

Honestly, you're one of my best friends, you've been an absolutely amazing friend. I know you've been having a rough time lately, and my friend has made you feel worse, and is a reason you've left the group, but please, don't die. You've kept me, and everyone else calm when we couldn't think, you kept us from fighting, and being mad at eachother. I love you, not romantically, but you're seriously one of the most important friends I had, and ever will, I couldn't ask for a better friend, and I never want you to be sad. I wish I could help more, but right now I don't know if there is anything I can do, but I'll be damned if I don't try. I want you to know this, although I've already told you, you need to know this. If you leave entirely, I don't know what I'd do, and I don't want there to be a world that doesn't have you in it.

Dear _____,

To be honest, Ive been stupidly in love with you for more than 6 years now. Youre moving across the country today, and its tearing me up inside. I'm happy for you, I know you're going to have a much better life away from this place, but I can't even begin to express how much I'm going to miss you, you mean the world to me. You've always been there for me when I needed you, and you've never once done anything to hurt me. I'm so glad that I met you and I hope that our bond stays strong even through the distance. I love you.

bump

Dear___,
I don't know why, but lately I just can't stop feeling anxious around you. You are such an amazing friend and I really wish I could be around you, but lately it's been hard to even look at you. Today you asked why I have been avoiding you, well specifically you said "Lately you have seemed less than enthusiastic to see me. Why?" , I just stood there silently and after a few moments I walked away because I didn't know how to answer you. If I did know the answer I wouldn't be avoiding you. Right now sitting in my room I wish I could give you a great big hug and tell you that I'm sorry, but then when ever I try approaching you in real life my fight or flight sense kicks in. I hope that you don't hate me for not saying anything and for avoiding you for the past two weeks.
I want you to know that I love you and when I feel that I am able to I will come spend time with you again. But until then *Hugs and more hugs* see you soon.
-Noomell

Dear____,

I'm so sorry, I feel like everything is because of me. I'm too indecisive about everything concerning myself. I feel like a scumbag and it's really sad because I feel like I'm living you hanging somehow. I don't wanna drift away from you either but is there any other way? I really can't decide, I don't know what to feel. Being with you feels heavy to me, with everything else in my life, it's too much. I know, you understand that. I wish I can tell you 'it's hopeless, just give up on me okay?' but I don't know how.
-Yves

Dear ___

I hope you get impeached very soon, you evil cheeto faced clown.
-Steve, and everyone that agrees.

dear ____

fuck you. stop fucking following me around you creep. leave me and my friends alone. we really don't like you and we couldn't have made it more obvious. we've told you countless times to go away, but you don't listen. i'm already going to report you to the counselors. go bother someone else. you need to learn to take a hint. I DON'T LIKE YOU BACK. and neither does my friend. stop asking random girls out, and stop asking random girls for nudes. FUCK YOU. you sick pervert. i tried to be nice to you at first, but this has gotten too out of hand. you're bothering not just us, but other students and teachers. stop stealingg the teacher's stuff, stop offering me money and food, and STOP FOLLOWING US AROUND.

sincerely, me.

Dear ________,

Let's change it. How we act around each other, how we talk to each other and how we look at each other.
Let's create new movements, new conversations and new memories.
Let's be what we promised to avoid.
Let's be strangers.

Leave me the fuck alone.

Sincerely,
Tamotaki and no one else

"Dear _____
Thanks for being a plague on my life. In doing so you showed me how to avoid making the same life decisions you did. You may be the worst human around but I am grateful that you were an example to me of what not to be.
Sincerely, スティクス"

Dear Twitch and Daredevil,

I'm sorry. I had to vanish for a little while. Things arent good between me, the old man, and the native. I just need to take some time to settle my head. I'm sorry I didn't say anything. I tried... I really did. But they wouldn't let me. Saying it was easier to just disappear for the time being. I'm a mess living in a mess. At a shitty time point. Please dont hate me. I'm sorry. Sometime soon things might be better. Hopefully by then the dust will settle and we can dare to be seen again, with the toxic cloud surrounding us. Until then were just a poisonous parasite filled with venom waiting to spread carnage and hatred. We arent well. And we dont want you to deal with us like this.


Until next issue,
Hobert Eddie Morales

dear "best friend"
you make my day worse. I always hope you won't be at school. I'm happy when you leave and I don't like it when you join. you make me uncomfortable and unhappy. you don't listen to what I say and I can never ever say what I want. everything goes the way you want it and you use me. I cant say all that to you that I've been wanting to say for so long cause I'm scared of course. you don't take me seriously and always come when you need something. I once texted you about the smaaallest thing and you didn't even help me. you ghost me a lot and if you reply only with one message and then you ignore everything else and go offline. but to make sure I text you back, you call me after sending a message to me just to hang up. you always run to the others even when I say let's go to Starbucks you don't want to go with me. but then the others come and you're like ok yeah let's go with them. so I can be excluded from everyone else. you don't even think about me and what I'd like (to do) or not and just force your way. you copy my stuff without telling me. and it honestly bothers me. but only when you do it. sell, you're also the only one that doesn't tell me anything. you really actually don't care for me. and I can feel that. so let me say that at the end: you are fake.

Dear, “Partner”

You were the only clear source of my happiness since I was almost numb to everything. I didn’t mean to be a toxic person that you said I am—since I myself can’t control myself well since I am alone and you are now very cold to me. I am always afraid I will be replaced and lose the place where I’m special to you. But when I told you when I’m afraid to be less liked and special—you told me that is obsession. I guess now you don’t want me to depend on you anymore.

I will be alone, but that is alright. I decided not to have or become someone special anymore if that is making me depend on someone much only to make them go away.

Sincerely, NamelessActor.

Dear Twin Flame,
you have made my life hell but you have taught me more than life itself could. i am not sure why you are always in my head but i am learning to love on different levels.

ever since we met, my life has never been the same.. in the best and worst ways. i hold some of the fondest and worst memories with you. Thank You for teaching me how to love, live, and most importantly be myself.

may love always surround you and may luck always be with you.

sincerely, your twin flame.

Dear_____,

I hate how bossy you are and I don't like the way you talk to me either. I can do whatever I want so I don't need you to threaten me to put away my phone. So bugger off.

Sincerely,
MarieAndHerDogs

Dear_____,
Me again. Same as post 150 amd 155.
Funny isnt it? It's been 4 years and I already forget who you are. I guess we didnt stay friends for very long seeing as I do t remember your name or your face. Amazing what time can do huh. I guess in the end I did end up forgiving you cuz I still paint and I get paid for it. So... jokes on you I guess. Haha

- Xezr0

Dear ______,

I sometimes don't know what to think about everything we went through when it crosses my mind. I'd like to think all of it was true, or at best, some of it. I hope that our time together wasn't one-sided, and I don't think it was. I will probably always be in love with you, never to the extent that I used to be (in terms of getting sad anytime I listened to certain music or did certain things, though I sometimes react that way, but not as often as I used to), but I am glad for your contribution to my adolescence. I wish things could have gone differently. I wish I could have met you. I wish we could have had a life together, but it's ok. I'm ok with this now. I never thought I'd reach a point where I would move past these fantasies I had of a relationship with you, but I've done it to the farthest extent I think I possibly can. This is surprising. More to come. Tschüss!

Dear____,

Everything you have ever said and done is bullshit. You're a thief, a liar, a hypocrite, and the biggest regret I believe I'll ever have.

-RJ

Dear ____,

Im grateful for everything you have ever done to me and I understand the sacrifices you have been trough to >give m ea better life". But, are you sure you made it for me? are you sure you didn't just make it for yourself? from my experience, you are an egoist person. and egoist person that thinks she isn't, an egoist person that tries t justify her actions by saying she Is a noble person. I personally think it would have been better if u could've let me ____ with ________ maybe it would have been rougher for you... but at least then you could have really said you where a selfless person who does every thing for the hapinnes of the ones you love. I would've have admired you, loved you, and adore you If you would have committed such act. I don't think you realize how much damage you've done to my life, how fucked up I am right now. how many nights I end crying myself to sleep, how many times I thought of ending, how many times I tried..., how many times I hatted myself, how many times you made me miserable with your words without even noticing, how many times you didn't think of me. Now that I think of it you never really even tried to write me anything. not even for my birthday. and when I wrote you something you would just toss it away carelessly. You made me insecure. You are a selfish person. Sometimes, when in front of other people, you talk to me so well, you treat me so well, you makee it seem so real and I get my hoes uo. I get happy, I am happy while it lasts. But at soon as they leave, you don't even look at me, and when you do, you do it in disgust. It hurts. I pretend it doesn't, but it does. It hurts how I genuinely want to talk with you, last time with you, have adventures with you, have deep conversations with you. But you don't. I wonder, why can't you be as good wu=ith me as you are with _______ how am I any different? Yes, all of this hurts a lot. But do you know what hurts more? the fact that I can't hate you, each time you some how manage to get right back at you. the fact that I wasn't so far away from getting a really good life with ____. if just you could've really sacrificed yourself. Anyways, ill make sure to work with what I have right now, be successful and live a happy life without you.

As soon as I can.
(Btw, see u in hell :) )

-nc

Dear ___,

You're one of the most obnoxious person I've ever met. Just because I don't smile at you doesn't mean I can't smile. Just becuase I'm not friends with you doesn't mean I have no friends. Just because I'm not kind to you doesn't mean I can't be kind to others. Just because we have different definitions of fun doesn't make me boring. I am not an unhappy or lonely person. Stop trying to force that narrative on me. You're trying to make me into your charity case, it's rude and annoying.

I feel bad for you. It must be tiring needing everyone, at all times, to like you so much.

I don't like you, and I will only ever tolerate your presence in my life since it's unavoidable. You need to get over yourself. And stop fucking treating me like I'm your toy. It's not cute.

I've said all of this to you before, face-to-face, in clear terms. But you're too deluded and selfish to accept it.

Dear JK,

This happened when we were 10, so about 10 years ago now. This was your first year at our incredibly small school, and you hadn't made friends yet except for me. Our English teacher sat you next to me because you were a "trouble" student and I was a well-behaved one.

I lent you pens and pencils a lot, and you lost them a lot, but for some reason I never actually got annoyed about that. I don't really remember the specifics, but our English teacher was giving the class instructions and we specifically needed a pencil. I said something like "oh, come on" because I only had a pen with me that day, and she heard me. She stopped mid-sentence, looked over at me, and said "Have you ever heard the phrase 'the straw that broke the camel's back'?" She lectured me for another few minutes about how I should think before I speak, how rude and childish what I said was, and how I'd "broken her back".

I hardly ever got scolded by my teachers, I had always been called mature and well-behaved, and I thought it was my only redeeming factor. Plus, it was in front of the whole class, and I was a super shy and anxious person who hated being the center of attention. I felt so embarrassed, guilty, and stupid. After she was done I just looked down at my workbook and tried not to cry. I was too ashamed to even ask anyone for a pencil or to get up and get one from the spare pencil cup on our teacher's desk.

After a little bit, you leaned over and poked my arm with your pencil. I looked up and you didn't say anything, you just held it out to me. I took it and barely managed to whisper thank you over the huge lump in my throat. I was so relieved. I looked over a few minutes later and you were writing with a tiny stub of a pencil, it was sharpened nearly down to its eraser.

I remember feeling like I could cry again. That was the first time I really felt like I had a good friend who was looking out for me. I was always the one helping other people even at that young age, and I was rarely letting other people help me.

You were also the person who made me realize a few years later that I made myself subservient to people too easily. I was carrying my other friends' books to their lockers, and visibly struggling with it. You took a few off the top without saying anything, and I said thank you. Later, you asked me "Why do you do all that for people?" I didn't have an answer. And that was somehow enough to make me realize I had to change.

I wish I could say thank you. We're friendly, but we hardly talk now that we aren't going to the same school. Not surprising, since we were never really that close, except for these few moments that were weirdly vulnerable for me.

I don't know why I remembered this tonight, but I thought I would write it out since all my past letters in this thread have been very negative.

Thanks again for unintentionally being a very important friend.

MAA

Dear Humanity


Wow it's been a long time. Am I too late to "save" anyone? I am now 23 and a half years old an really it has been over 5 years since I've been on this site. The martial law taking place world wide, I mean shelter in place orders...are things that I tried to warn people about. Instead I was cussed out and casted out like a lepper.

Hmm...what could I expect from you? Nobody asked me to try and save them. The human race does not want to be saved an I applaud them for that. Why you seek to be dumbed down and inslaved is beyond my consciousness.


In this difficult life of near useless service I brought forth more power for myself. I know my destination when I die an I have control over it. From the way things look, I doubt mostly anyone can say the same.

April 30th 2020 is coming an with it many more deaths.

That's all I have to say.

Sovereign way.

Dear me: (and any reader that feels like his life is a lie)


Even though society and movies and people say that you don't have to change to be happy...

When who you are hurts yourself and others, when who you are isn't who you need or want to be...

When you KNOW YOU CAN be better, or at least different...

You need to make the change, it can be difficult,maybe some people could criticize, or maybe you won't like the first tries/results.
But keep trying... god knows you need it.

And talking realistically... i know that my low energy and willpower to do things wold maintain me exactly as i am RN... but i hope i can overcome myself.

~NGD

Dear ___,
You're the worst friend I've ever had and I hope one day I can ditch you forever like you've ditched me all those times. How you're not alone yet, I still don't understand. I hate talking to you and practically everything else about you. Your crush lives across the country, so maybe she'll never meet you, and you'll never meet her. I wish I were her. Not because you have a crush on her; being on the receiving end of romantic feelings from you must suck. I just wish we never met. If you leave, I'll be the happiest person on this fucking planet.
(Also, you're really bad at making excuses. They're pretty see through.)
-ANNSK

Dear _____,

I wish I could tell you everything but, that'd ruin what I've worked hard for years achieve. You have good reason to dislike me, however, sometimes I see the disdain in your eyes when you see me and it agonizing. That period back then was rough for everybody in ways you wouldn't want to imagine. I know you know our family isn't perfect but I know for a fact that if there is a hell there is going to be a reunion. No one should have to protect themselves from their own family so I did for both of us. Not going to lie, sometimes I regret it. I regret not asking for help and getting us out of that situation. But I was a kid and I needed help too.
I would tell you this but I don't think you are ready yet, then again it just might be that I'm not yet, and I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry you don't understand why our family does things the way they do or why our extended members give each other such a wide berth or how why you and I are the only ones to go back and forth.

-Scarpie

Dear _________,

I honestly regret being a part of your life.

Even after blaming myself for everything that happened, I can't help but feel like something was off. I wasted my time trying to rethink everything that happened the past two months today and surprise! I finally realized who was the biased and the toxic one this entire time. I'm sorry for misjudging you this whole time, _________.

To be honest, I loved you and all the other friends I made when we initially talked to each other. I thought I was a pathetic loner but meeting you all really changed my perspective. You were the quiet one. I thought you weren't comfortable with us but once I got to know you, I found you to be sweet. I loved being with you and all the rest. But then you had to be the one to change everything. You had to be the one to tear everyone apart. You thought it was funny mocking someone's sexuality while using the excuse of supporting LGBT to create a place for similar retards who have no general respect for anyone's feelings. Now I know why 'L' admitted being uncomfortable near you. She left all of us and none of you even cared to ask her if she was alright once. I talked to her and she begged me to leave her alone and not ask her to come back. I felt terrible while you all were having fun in the background.

You're even worse than the person that leeched off of me all these years. I'm glad I got rid of that person. But you had to be the next one in my life. The rest were still doing good until you formed this own circle of yours that excluded me. They changed along with you. 'G' and 'A' weren't present at that time and I'm so relieved they weren't otherwise they'd be hating on me right now too without any proper reason. You had to shit-talk with the rest about me behind my back. You had to shoot us down harshly. You had to ignore my plea of fixing things with 'L' and deem my suggestions as 'bullshit complaints'.

You are a bigoted person. You think I'm a 'party pooper' and an uptight person who gets butthurt over the fun you wish to have. Well, I happen to find people who love child porn and take pride in being a sex offender as horrendous. I was terribly uncomfortable because of what happened and I couldn't help discuss it with 'K' since you yourself said this once to me, ''Talk to us if you have any problem.'' I wanted help. I thought we could fix this. But no, you ghosted me since those terrible people are apparently your 'friends' and they are nice but just messing around even though this has been going on for weeks now and I'm done asking them to stop. They treated me like shit and once I tried to retort, you deemed ME toxic instead of a 13-year-old catfisher and a 15-year-old alcoholic. I can't even believe you let such people into our lives. It messed everything up. The more I think about this the more I realize, that place is so FUCKED UP. You ruined everything. You act immature with your decisions and couldn't handle things and 'M' has to compensate for all your shit. She is the one receiving all the shit while you blindly bully your friends. You can never cool down your head and try to understand what we want to make that place better. Instead you continue to be bossy and exclude us all. You try to be homophobic and then guilt-trip me when I tried to talk about how uncomfortable some things were.

I let you rant to me whenever you wanted to but when people needed you, you just ignore them. Not just me, I have seen how you change friends so fast and talked to every single one of them who admitted you ignored them and forgot about them eventually. I didn't want to jump to conclusions so I even talked to 'F' about it. What surprised me that he didn't hate you. He missed you.. You ditched him and now he's nowhere to be seen. He wouldn't talk to anyone of us. It's terrible how you love to play with people's hearts and throw them away like they never mattered. You are a self-centred bitch and it disgusts me how you act like a victim to gain attention. It seems trying to rationally discuss something is ''ruining the fun'' and ''bullshit'' to you. 'B' listened to the whole thing and she deemed your company to be an unhealthy environment for me and she hasn't even a completed a week with us.

I shut myself off once again.

I keep lying I need breaks but in reality, I wanted to talk with you. I did talk before because I hated running away. I thought everything was fine until I saw you shit talk about me when I'm not around. Either you're dumb or you deliberately wrote that so you could express your hatred for me without directly talking. I have no idea why you are so stuck in the past. You said I balanced your group. Well that's because I at least have the brains to know when something is crossing the line. I needed help but everything backfired. I'm unneeded and none of you even tried asking what happened. You all hate me. I know. But I'm tired of asking why and explaining myself.

I'm tired of crying because of you people. I'm tired of trusting you so-called friends and letting you break me every single time. I'm tired of finding a solution to a problem that doesn't lie within me but your whole circle. I'm tired of trying to fit in. I'm sorry you even got to meet me and share your toxicity. Have fun staying near such 'edgy' wannabes and be partial to them.

Rather than hating you, I pity you. But I have done enough for you. I don't wanna disappear but this time I'm happy I did. It's better than explaining myself every single time to brainlets. It was hard to breathe there. It got suffocating. I'm done. I thought I'd just ignore so I'll say this again; I'm completely fine.

Do fuck off.

Sincerely, A.

Dear _______,

I don’t like you. You’re annoying and can never shut up about your own problems. Every time we talk (and we talk pretty damn often) it’s like the whole conversation is always about you. I know you lie about your mental health to me and about the relationship with your family. I remember when I called you out on it you replied with “whatever” and acted like nothing happened. I wish I could cut you off but you are tied to so many important people in my life, and if I did then I’d lose them too. So if you can, go right ahead and fuck off I am so done with all of your bs and the shit you’ve put me through.

Sincerely, the person who thinks you should give a shit about how you treat people.

Dear _______,
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to help you. I'm sorry that I was unable physically and emotionally from stopping you from hurting myself. I just hope you understand that my balls are just way to huge and elongated and it makes it very hard to walk from place to place and omg my balls are just so fucking huge.

BUMP

Dear____,

I've been looking for my old posts for you on this thread, and it made me realise how much time has really passed.

It's been a long time since you've changed, and since we've changed, but a part of you is still stuck somewhere is the past.

I'm writing now with a lighter heart in mind than from few years ago, and I'm proud of this improvement. I just hoped you'd have become better along with me.

I think our relationship has improved a lot since then, but you still have a lot of problems in your life. I do understand you and myself better now.

I wish you'd listen to me, listen to what I say and understand it, because you often just catch on one part of what I said and don't acknowledge the rest. For example, when I think you should see a therapist or couple's therapy, that doesn't mean every time I say "maybe you should ask someone" then it means go see a therpasit, even though nothing's is wrong with that. I was just trying to say that I learnt a lot about myself by venting online, I don't nessacerly get help, but I realise things while typing, I learnt a lot while watching a certain movie, watching a certain TV show, reading some articles, when I tried to tell you maybe you should read something, I didn't mean anything about psychology, mental health or with advice, I didn't mean you don't read either. It's true I didn't try to explain but you also just jumped to your own conclusion without waiting for me or asking what I mean exactly, because what I said was barely enough.

I did think that you should get a divorce when I was a little kid, my opinion now changed, whatever you do I hope it makes both of you happy, and you know your life best so it's not my place to judge. But when you vent about it to me so I express my opinion why do you get upset, that's just what I think, I didn't even say much.

Anyway, I realised that I can never make you happy, you don't need me, and now I think that no one is responsible for anyone's happiness, we can't make people, but we can make them miserable, so I now try to not hurt you and be good to you. I don't feel hatred towards you like I used to, but I still find some parts of you disgusting regardless of how much I try, I guess it's the side effects of the hatred I used to have.

I wish you well, and all the best, I hope you can find happiness, and find what you want to do with your life going on. I'll pray for you to succeed in understanding yourself and your feelings more.

Dear____,
I'll pray for you. Being spontaneous doesn't make you not guilty. You say plenty of hurtful things that you think are fine or just a joke but they're not. And I hope that you realise that one day, because somehow you genuinely can't tell the weight of your words.