Hello
My problem isn't very dramatic. I'm just really lonely. I never got to anyone on a personal level nor have I been told their personal lives directly. I didn't have a problem with this at first because its aways been like this. Everyone likes each other more than me. Every single person. I don't even talk to people much anymore but lately its been getting worse and Im starting to feel bitter. The only person who would truly miss me would be my mother. Lately, its getting to the point where I want to cry about it.
Don't get me wrong though, I used to try everyday. Everyday to talk to someone, but I can't hold a conversation for more than 20 seconds. They're usually lame too. I feel jealous now when I hear people talking about their best friends. Or people getting yelled at for laughing too hard. I would give anything for that.

Hey, I'm sorry. I know how you feel -- I used to feel like that a lot. I had lots of trouble connecting with people -- I made friends, but it was awkward, and I didn't really know them. Part of this was because I moved so much that I didn't really stay in one place long enough to make friends. However, recently, the connections I've made with people have deepened, to the point where I do feel comfortable sharing feelings with them and such.

It can be hard breaking in, though, if friendships and groups have already formed. Find a person -- someone who seems as lonely as you do -- maybe a group -- and talk to them. Find someone with common interests -- a movie buddy, or someone to game with. It'll take time, but eventually you will start to form a connection. And from there, it'll grow.

In the mean time, find something to do. Start thinking. What can you do with all your spare time? Fill it up. And know that if you need someone to talk to, you have a whole community here at your fingertips. (And trust me, there will always be people who would miss you.)

Is there anything any one of us can do?

You can also try the chatrooms on here. I know alot of them are rping and stuff but you can find a couple who are people just talking. best thing is they dont know you and you dont know them so its kinda relaxing to join a room and just walk in and be like "sup who likes pizza?" or something with any luck you might find a room talking about something you like. just a idea im pitching.

You can always mail us. Mine personally is kynata.dollars@gmail.com
Feel free to chat. Seriously, let us worry about you. It's not all bad. At the same time, just mind what you say while saying what you can. The world isn't a bad a place as you think.

I understand your feeling OP. I'm the same way, I have people around that always say that they are close to me, but I don't ever see them or talk to them unless I'm at school.

But you've just got to find people that you want to be around. I honestly only have one friend in my life, but I've found a group at my job that I honestly enjoy being around. It takes time, but you just need to search for a community of people that you love being around. I know that talking to people and holding a conversation can be hard, but you still should try sometimes.

Bump.

Yeah I can relate. For the longest time I've been having trouble trying to connect with people, but thankfully there's chat rooms like these that can help us get through it. We may not know you, or your situation, but if you post something on here, or open up a chat, I'm sure that we can do what we can to help. Please feel free to email me your story.

o.scar12@yahoo.com