1 Name: illumi : 2015-07-29 03:27 ID:K5K8qheR [Del]
awhile back i felt like my life was worthless and that no one would miss me and I've tried suicide more than once and have failed to do so. when i couldn't kill my self i turned to cutting to "cure" not completely dying. after that my friends helped me out of it for about a year. i had to live with my grandma and grandpa for my whole life because my mom refused to get a job because she held signs up for a living because "it was for god"then my mother decided to get a new boy friend and move away from me, she always choose her boyfriends before me and would always leave me so i never grew up with her around, but she has never completely left for a a long time. i began questioning my sexuality and began saying i was bi but i never liked guys at all and when i talked to someone about it they said i was lesbian. i was at my grandmas and grandpas house when there friends came over they brought one of there teenage grandchildren over to hang out with me, she was talking about all the boys that she liked when i said that i liked this one girl, she gave me a disgusted look and said "eww that's un-natural and gross" and walked away and i stayed in my room crying silently and cutting my wrists and outer thigh. and if my sexuality wasn't enough my mother constantly texted me about how gay and trans people and how they were going to hell and sometimes she would say that i was going to hell, most of the time it would be for no reason. me and my mother would fight a lot and it would end in me wanting to end my life but instead adding to my collections of scars and cuts.
i know a lot of people probably have it a lot worse but i just needed to get it off my chest ^~^
2 Name: Merry Cheer !jrNiERZj2. : 2015-07-29 10:07 ID:ATtyLcHm [Del]
We have a Suicide Thread and a Complaints Thread.
http://dollars-bbs.org/personal/res/1370563145.html
http://dollars-bbs.org/personal/res/1331875337.html
3 Name: Aqua : 2015-07-29 11:19 ID:L+jKQAB1 [Del]
I think about your family and people around have a mentality of old issues about bisexuality and god. when you have 18 live your life, look beyond.
Live and know people as you. Have a good day.
4 Name: ShinAttha : 2015-07-30 21:24 ID:E3yvKzAx [Del]
Your mother and grandparents are relics of the past^^
Your friends helped you out, right? So you no longer have those issues?
