After I have comforted someone, my dark side sometimes says that my words are lies and that I am nothing but a fake. Looking for praise or just comforting them so that I'll feel good. I myself do not know whether my words are from my heart or just my sheer reasoning. Am I just desiring for approval and admiration? Are those words just meaningless, empty words?

Why am I comforting my friends whom I bear little emotional attachment to? or do I just have a heart of stone? What is the point of having friends, when I'll most probably forget them along my journey of life? Are friends just for that happy illusion of being not alone, for being with someone else? My family member once said that friends used to be a touch and go type of thing but nowadays its a hassle dealing with their problems. I would not want to bother my friends with my problems but is relying on them sometimes ok? What if my problems were all petty things? or should I rely on them only for important matters?

Haha I can be a doormat sometimes though..

Hope my post didn't depress you that much, cause this is more of my depressing thoughts then actual fears and anxieties. Maybe its just another step to growing up, ne

People in there life don't know what's important until they lose it. Everything around you makes you who you are (Darwin's Evolution Theory). You might think too much, or you know what you are doing. Do what you want, don't lie to yourself, that's the most important thing.