Over the last few months, I've had a complete come to Goddess moment in my life and have done a complete 180 from my old attitude. I've become more responsible, patient, and kind, and it has allowed me to meet a lot of new people and become friends with them and weeded out all of the people who were only being my friend to back stab me, and I have returned to being in a happy and stable relationship.

Well, as happy as I am that I am more at peace and have more friends, when it comes to thinking about my senior year, career options, and religious beliefs, I'm a bit stuck. I want to go to college, but I'm still unsure of what I want to do. My two favorite teacher have left my school and their departments in a bad state. Then I am also having to try my best to avoid my mom kicking me out from my home because I am no longer a person she can control and manipulate, and then my faith is hard to follow considering the community I am in and how little people share the same faith.

Even though my last few months have been a change with my personality and social life, I'm still confused and worried. Over the last two weeks of school, I had become so stressed about what has been stated above, I had multiple mental and stress related breakdowns. I'm told by my work, friends, and teachers that I worry about too much sometimes, but with all I do, I can't help but to. I'm trying to not get worried, but I keep getting more confused and lost about what to do.

Can anyone give me some advice to help me keep my head on straight?

I understand the worries. That was me about a month or so ago. Honestly take one step at a time. Take deep breaths and just think about one thing at a time. Like for college if you want to go now then apply for the colleges you want. If not sure and maybe u end up too late to apply u can always take a year off and work to gain money to help u at the beginning of college if u decide to go a year after. For the religious thing, forget wat others believe in n how they show the belief, what matters is what you believe no matter wat and how u decide to show tht belief. At the end u would be the one who believes not a stranger or a friend because u r ur own person. Oh also for the college thin u can always decide ur major later on if u do apply, u don't have to figure it out right away u can always just try thins tht may have interest u or u don't know if ud like or not. As for ur mom even if she cant manipulate u maybe at least try to get along, I don't mean u have to do wat she says, just go shoppin or something with her n try to idk get ur relationship at least out of love or something (really bad when it comes to tht srry) but if there's no chance of bein in good terms tht she'll kick u out if u don't go to college the comin year maybe find a place to rent or stay at another family members or friends. Honestly just think about wat u really want and feel tht u really want something. step at a time remember? so breath :) u aren't alone and im sure there's ppl out there tht can help in some way