we are, who we are .we can't say we know ourselves since our mind is constantly changing and man if you are seeing too many things you think it is not real,go to a doctor or something...

Yes it is true that we all have hiden personalities in our selves but I think you should to to a doctor as well

Go to a doctor? Am I just the only who can sense this?

Is this not an untamed part of my consciousness?

It almost sounds like mushi (if you've seen Mushishi). So are you saying that it's like it's merged with you and you can't tell if it's you or that thing anymore? It almost looks like it's taken over so much of you that it's tricked you into thinking that you're it and not your original self. However, that was all assuming that there is two of you in that body. If a being like that exists in you then are you sure that someone else existed in that body to begin with? In other words, could you're body or mind or whatever have been an empty vessel when it came into you and it just feels strange because we aren't used to beings like that being inside of us?

Well, I've probably got an innaccurate idea of your situation but I said it anyway in case any of it was vaguely close ^^. It sure is an interesting world you must live in though. I'm sorry I couldn't help but if you find out more about it then can you post it on here because I'm interested in it, especially if this being is from the next level up.

Don't worry it all happened before

sounds like a parasyte to me...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shadow_(psychology)

voila

Can you tell me what your out of body experience and past life regression was like?

And no, I don't know anything of your experiences, so I have only nothing to give in return on that front.

>>5No that's not it at all. It's been with me for at least two of m life times.

>>9 It was brief and very sad.

I was this "creature" alien or something. I was leading a group of soldiers in defense of a checkpoint.

I was screaming fight! fight! fight! while shaking a spear in my hand.

I was encouraging my soldiers to keep fighting no matter what.

We could not afford to lose this checkpoint.

I could not afford to lose a single soldier either even though I knew that we would.

Out of no where I was attacked my the enemy from behind. I remember being scraped in my lower back many times. I kept screaming Fight! Fight! Fight!. Then I woke up to a ghost rubbing his hand around the same area of my back that was wounded.

That's what made me think that this had to have been real. I can still feel that weapon slowly cutting away at my backside if I focus on the area of affliction.

In my early child I struggled with unusual amounts of aggression. Even in infancy I would bite and scratch my handlers and siblings.
It was as if I were still fighting in a war.

Today I'm much better and still have a lot to learn about love and light. I think that's part my purpose on the planet. To understand what love is.

It's called an "attention whore". It's very similar, if not exactly, to what you're being.

>>11 2edgy

That was sorta cringy :/

>>10 If you do believe that account to be a memory of a real event, you definitely need to see a doctor. Whether you're right or wrong, either case requires the attention of a medical professional.

>>10 I flipping snap my head a few times to. The right a couple of times after reading that and by snap, i mean cringe factor 1337.
Fucking really.
Welp since the OP message is gone

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>>8 Thanks so much. This has helped a little with trying to understand something that I have been going through. Can´t believe I havn´t found that before while searching.