I'm just tired of this. I'm not happy, and I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY I'M EVEN BOTHERING TO DO THIS?! I'm not planning to kill myself (yet?) but it still annoys me! I don't like to cry myself to sleep! Even my grades have gotten worse 'caues everytime I sit in front of my school stuff athome tolearnor do homework, I just think 'why?' and become sad. I don't like that. I also don't have friends. ..though that's probably my fault because I'm really bad at making friends. ...and I probably don't even want to make friends with the people at school...
Whatever, I'm sorry that you had to read through all my whining, but I also thank you if you did.
Wow, I'm really sorry you're so miserable. I know how you feel. I only have a few true friends, they help me out a lot and they've done so much for me. You're friends don't have to be from school, I've met quite a few friends from just walking around my neighborhood. What I'm trying to say is: Friends are super important to ones sanity. It's a never ending loop of compassion and love. When you're nice to them, they always return the favor and that's when you return it again. It does depend on what kind of friends you have, don't be friends with bad people, be friends with people who actually care about you. You don't even need a whole group of friends, sometimes just one can do the trick. God gave us friends so we wouldn't be lonely, he gave us friends to make us laugh again. If you find the right person, I guarantee you will never be lonely.
>>2 Thanks for the answer ^^ I know that one true friend is enough, but finding that person is hard. I usually don't see many people my age when I walk around, but if I did (and they weren't from my school or people I already know I don't want to be friends with) I wouldn't be able to walk and talk to them. Most people don't like it when suddenly a stranger appears and tries to talk to them...
Sounds like you had a big transition/change in your life. Don't worry though, I think its a phase that everyone has in their lifetime. I'm sure over time things would get better~ If you ever need to vent out the frustration caused by this world that's obsessed with order, hear the song that I always hear~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaBalTceQA0 and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OK4fJhbRL1g
It will be better. Heh I wonder the same myself. Think hard on why your doing things, to appeal a goal to be succeful in life? Isn't that someone else's goal that's been told over and over and isn't questioned? I don't exactly know why I'm still living doing these things sorted as "normal" but I also do out of the sort things. They call me "weird" "inspiring " "the devil" (says one of my friend enemies) the truth to my actions in being innocent ,kind or mean, cruel is to entertain myself. I will use others sincerely or not to eventually entertain me. Be it not in my favorly entertaining or in my intentions, nevertheless entertaining.
That close to what happen to me but trust me when I say that you have friends here on this site we are here for you, even if we don't seem like it. That me it gets better.👌
Thank you all ^^ Though I don't really agree with >>11 . I wouldn't call people I don't know friends. But I know that I get help here when I have problems, I can see that just by looking at the answers.
