1 Name: Orihara san : 2015-05-02 18:50 ID:kB2uZwjS [Del]
To start with, sorry if there is a thread similar, as I am in phone and can't get to search in all the threads.
Now, if you want to keep reading... I'm just letting out some rubbish from my inner self, nothing more than that...
I'm just tired of everything, and I still have some way to go before settling in life. Society is like a horse, they are guided by the straps of government, and accepting their situation instead of doing something to change it. I feel like I shouldn't care, because no matter what I do, I'm the ghost of my circle of contact; the shadow of my class; the corpse that wanders around the empty streets of a deserted life.
'Haters gonna hate'... That's a simple sentence full of meaning. Haters are everywhere, there's no escape of them. Once they set their eyes on you, you must keep your guard up. Always.
Life is like a big storm that never ceases its thunders upon our heads. We need to always seek for a place to hide from it, even if just for a brief moment. Nothing can keep going on the hardest path without taking a break on the easiest path, and that's what I'm seeking for. I wish time could freeze, even if just for a year, as forever would be asking for too much. That would be enough to settle my life back in the clear path of the casual storms...
I don't belong anywhere. Under the Law of the humans, I struggle to make a good use of my freedom without messing another's freedom. We can come and go anywhere, under burocratics measures, and learn what life has to teach us. It's never easy... It's never too good... Tears no longer stream down my cheeks, as I believe that nothing will affect my inner self anymore. Like a watchful dog, I stand in the middle of the crowd, in silence while learning how to survive in this messed world...
Long is the way until end comes to put a final dot in my life. A waste of blood and sweat if it has to end now, so I'm just letting it pass on me without bothering to ask the same old question I got tired of: "why?". Knowing that is there because it has to be there is enough to keep me stepping forward, as further learning will come within my very existence, that has a meaning, like every single living being, and I'll achieve true aknowedge to deal with any situation that I'll have to face, be tomorrow, be in years ahead...
Solitude embraces the meaning of life, as we, parasites, make use of another to achieve our objectives. As humans, we can't live in pure isolation. Cooperation was the way we found to further development of our specime. The use of your knowedge with mine develops the meaning of technology advance, and that's the solely reason we managed to get on where we are now. Being alone in the middle of a crowd is a blessing just a few people achieved, the blessing to find your own space amidst the small, and big heads of society.
I guess that's all I wanted to scream for the world... I feel exhausted each day that passes by, not sure how long my lifespan will allow me to experience this depressive symptom, but well... As I'm breathing and living, I have nothing to lose with each attempt to make a change. I hope anyone that reads it find their own place in this world, and the will to fight so their existence didn't vanish without a meaning that others will learn from, be with our achievment, be with our mistakes. Traces are everywhere. We just need to look at them, instead of ignoring them, right?
2 Name: [Bro] JackDenkin !3U.19DFF1s : 2015-05-03 01:09 ID:scvaHWAv [Del]
Hahaha, i sincerely agree with ye here.
But, no choice in the matter but to hope and find it, right?
"Forced to born in this world by fate, and forced to play by its system, what other choices do i have?"
Would be a quote, that kinda represent this. Anyway, may you carve your path as you may.
