To make you feel more comfortable, my bf have the same problem at least we were friends at 1st and I'm going to tell you the same thing I told him. You need to get laid to feel the passion you're missing in life. Get your mind set b/c you don't want a dirty slut that have a disease you don't want to keep feeling that pain of being alone. It's ok you're not a weirdo just maybe a pervert but it's not like you're causing any harm. You actually feel shame in your actions just try to open up to someone we're all humans. People need that pleasure at some point. If you're bleeding from you penis I recommend you to stop even if your balls hurt. Your balls hurting is blue balls b/c that's you getting turned on and not doing anything. Try to masturbate at a minimum than you usually do, consistently isn't good and you know and you can't just stop right away even if you want to. You have to change your routine.

dude... i fell you. yeah starting this year i told myself i'd quit that porn stuff and you know... it made my everday life feel a bit better honestly. I didnr quit masterbation but i did however reduced the amount of times i did it per week. my tip for you is to think of porn or masterbation as NOT an option. im not being very clear i know, but that's what i did and it worked just fine so it might work for you as well. GL

I knew someone with a similar problem. Not to this extent, but a similar problem. I know it's going to sound really dumb, but I shit you not that through falling in love and seeing how much it hurt the person they loved, they were able to stop. Am I saying you should force your love onto someone? No, but you need to have willpower and (maybe) some help from a doctor. As much as masturbation is normal, it is not to this extent. This is an addiction and it must be treated as such. I hope I helped. If you need anything try and find me, I'm here for you. I know this is hard and I really want to help.

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