Honestly, i dont know how to be okay with myself. In any point in time. And it gets even worse in a relationship. Its honestly been like this since i could remember. My significant other can treat me like the king of the world, but god do i feel like there is litterally no point in it. I do not ever feel like im deserving or good enough for them. I dont know how to deal with most things. And god, seperation issues kill me. I just really dont klnow what to do half the time in life and i dont know.

Hmm what do you mean by not okay with yourself? Do you mean that you don't like qualities about yourself or just parts? I don't think that you're not worthy of a relationship since your significant other is with you so I think you can have more confidence in yourself.

It's hard to be separated from someone, and god wanting to be with them is even harder, but if you talk to them about this maybe it will help? A lot of times I overthink things and talking with the person no matter how nervous I am always helps. Sorry if I can't help more than this. I hope you find an answer or at least I can help a bit!

you did help a bit.

and i mean, its not just certain qualities, its just me. I dont know, i kinda just have a really huge hate towards myself.

I think it might be because of my past ex frm a few years back.

Its jus t os freaking hard. i hate feeling like this. its really hard and then i get worked up over small things