So just a list of the bullshittery in my life:
Steam account hijacked, locked, waiting response from Steam support (according to other stories like mine, could take several months)
My parents only see perfection, nothing less. Got a b average at quarter, "we expect by semester for you to have all A's.
I have to deal with being a middle child. If you don't understand what that means, it means that you have all high and mighty older sibling laying down the law, and up and coming little sibling fucking being too smart for their own good, talented little shit. On top of that, you say one thing that they dont like, and you get to eat shit for weeks.
Maybe its just me. But I need a break.

Is it bad i think of suicide?

Sounds like you're about ready to move out. For now you're gonna have to keep taking those blows, but you should make the best of your time and try and save up some cash and focus on your schoolwork and all that fun stuff so that you have plenty of opportunities to get out of there when you can. Your parents might get even more annoying once you're gone, but over time it usually has the added benefit of smoothing out relationships you guys so things should get better down the road.

>>1 bummer about your steam account :S
I understand what you're going through with your parents, it's hella tough!
>>2 I agree with Ungulate about saving up cash and focus on your schoolwork.

It's not bad that you're thinking of suicide, its understandable. But just remember that you can have a very beautiful life. Think of it like a fictional character, sometimes even the best characters have tragic back stories- just think about what you could do if you can stick around you awesome person ^-^
(btw if you ever need to talk kik:artemisherlock)

Hey man, it's gonna get better, I swear. And if it doesn't, then screw date and destiny and all that and make your own life better.

Look, chances are, everything is gonna crash around you. That is unavoidable. Like, at one point, you will feel that you don't belong anywhere. You will hate to go to school, you're gonna hate going home, you're gonna hate everything. You will feel empty.

But then you will realize that you want out of this sh#thole.
And frankly, you need to fight out of it. Bruh, I totally understand everything that you are going through. Because I went through the same.
Just remember that college is gonna be your savior. For me, when I go to college, I will sign up for the study abroad program. I can't stay with my patents anymore. I suggest you do the same.

Well, after you get some mullah, of course. Just like >>2 and >>3 said, get since money, and grit your teeth and tuff it out.

Good luck.