Im a pansexual male... i like this senior... im a freshman by the way... hes nice and cute... hes perfect... but we both have gfs and so i just want to become his friend... but im too shy too even approach him. And whenever i do, i get to shy to even speak. He says we are friends but i dont really feel like we are... im getting homeschooled soon and i want to finally tell him my true feelings about him... but if i dont... i want to at least be his friend still... i gave him my number. lets hope he uses it... but still... it fucking hurts to know im leaving and so is he... i cried twice today... im still in school... doing this from the school computer... i leave soon though... i feel like... i should just end it... to forget about him... because hes always on my mind 24/7 and/or so i want to fucking end it... just to finally forget about him... if he doesnt use my number and stay my friend that is... what the fuck should i do? Should i tell him how i truly feel or wait and see if he uses my number...?
...Can i just fucking die already.......?

No, suicide isn't the answer. You're still going to feel the pain even in death. You got nothing to lose, you are going to be home schooled anyway so what's the consequence? If you love him, show it. Tell him that you need to talk and once you get him alone, bluntly tell him that you have a crush on him. Don't be too surprised if he declines though, at least you tried, and soon enough you'll find "the one" so don't worry. This sounds a lot like what I'm dealing with, I'm gay and there's a girl in my class that I absolutely love but I'm super shy when I'm near her. Even I have to face my fears if what these feelings are telling me are true so I know what you're going through.

Don't give up too easily, find confidence within yourself and remember, you ALWAYS a second chance.

I hope you're not serious.

Dude don't you dare think that some guy in highschool is more important than your life. Be straightforward with 'em, what's the worst that will happen, he'll say no? SO WHAT!? You can cry afterwards but I don't think you should end your life over it. It's life, deal with it.

Are you gay and you already have a girlfriend dammit don't break your relationship fool

>>5 He's Pansexual. Meaning finds affection to anything that he finds affectionate to. Dont be mean ;^(

>>5 What the hell? You thought he was gay and you told him he would be a fool to break off the relationship with his gf?

Hi! Please take care of yourself and give yourself a little time to think about it. Your life is a lot more than your relationship with your crush, so please don't think about dying. Even if you don't see it now, you've still got a lot ahead of you! I don't mind that your crush has a girlfriend since you're not really expecting him to like you in return. So I don't think there's much of a problem if you just want to confess your feelings for him. Go for it! But since you really like this guy, I hope you set things straight with your girlfriend. It's not really fair if you go confessing your love to someone else if you're in a committed relationship. So if you manage to settle things with her, why not? And if you do confess, keep in mind that no matter what he says, you're still super important and your life is worth a lot. And even if you don't, you're still super important. I've also been separated from someone really close to me and it gets lonely sometimes. But sometimes, if you really want to keep that person as a friend, don't be afraid to reach out to them yourself. Chatting, texting, or calling each other from time to time really means a lot if it's with someone you love, whether it's romantically or platonically. Sometimes the other side also has trouble starting a conversation. But no matter what you decide to do, please know that you are really strong and can make it through this. Sorry, this is really long, but please take care!!!

ok well honestly your a freshman and he is a senior...i just think that he is way to old for you..and that you should not think about killing yourself or dying because of a crush. You should just be straight with him and talk to him.

oh and if you want to confess to him do it through text. I know that a lot of people disagree with doing this but in your situation i dont think telling you to suck it up and talk to him in person will help. If you so shy that you can even talk to him then you definitely will not be able to confess in person.

Don't commit suicide because you like somebody. However this works out, I promise, you'll be okay. Your life might be totally different because of it, but the pain will fade. I swear.

confess your feelings (its your choice how will you confess)it's not the end of the world and besides you wouldn't know what will his reaction be unless you try

Iv read enough books to know what might happen so so if i were in your position id go for it ;) *thumbs up* Fight!!

>>14 capped holy shit