I am a girl and I am a freshman. Now I'm studying my first year at university with the valedictorian of my school, he is so intelligent that my class call him "Professor". I and my classmates initially did not like him because he's a little bit eccentric, and he tends to shun us. But after a while, I do not remember exactly when and why, and even till now I do not understand why we started to become best friends. Until one day I realize I seem to like him, I do not know that whether I like him or not, or I just like to be friend with him because he's exactly the kind of person I want to make friend. And the biggest problem, HE IS GAY. I don't think that I like him because HE'S GAY and if I really like him, I will have no chance to have a serious relationship with him. I am so confused right now, I really do not know exactly that I like him or not and if I really like him, how can I stop this feeling? I can't falling in love with a gay man. I don't know............

Realize and accept that this guy isn't going to reciprocate feelings towards you because he's homosexual, once you fully understand this you will feel better. Good luck m9.