She didn't come! yeah, she didn't come today. I missed her but she didn't come today.
I want to act all cheerful but i am sad right now. I always told her if i couldn't be online because i thought she would be waiting for me but she didn't think, she didn't think about me at all.
Our past conversation was painful. I always told whats in my mind to her so that i could be closer to her but right now i feel guilty, may be she is like that because of what i told. What i can think right now is "she didn't come". Though i waited since we lasted talked to till now she left me alone, she didn't even say i can't come. She promised she will come everyday, she will make time for me everyday but she didn't come. I miss her so i sent her message but she didn't come yet. I really miss her that my tears are falling down but she can't, she can't see them.
I might have wrong past but you are my present still i know somewhere in your heart you feel that i am stuck in past. So, do you really mean that you would ignore me for some days. I waited everyday for you but you thought i did just for others. I just didn't do anything to be with you so that i could spend my time with you but still you feel like i love other more or there isn't any space for you in my heart.
I love you and when i tell you that i mean each and every word. Do i need to accept everything and say alright.
This is just what i felt right now! Come back, i will be waiting for you tomorrow. And its alright! really!! i just want to talk with you. So, its alright till we talk.
I feel you bro. But first, did you try asking her why she didn't come? Maybe, there's a reason why she didn't, like she had to go somewhere. Stop dwelling in the past. If you love her, go for it. Stop confusing yourself, cause its confuses me too.
