>>2 I think you're being a little too harsh there. It's pretty clear that OP is in a sensitive state right now, I don't think that harsh words like those will really help ^^;;
>>1 I think everyone knows that life is a rough journey with ups and downs. It must be very hard for you, seeing as you have to deal with your autism.
First things first: I firmly believe that no one is worthless. Everyone deserves to be happy, and I will stand by that believe for the rest of my life.
I went through a phase where I thought that the only option I had was to die. I didn't have any true friends and I felt like I was alone in the world. It got so bad to the point where I attempted suicide twice and ran away from home.
But you know what? I made it through all that, and I'm still here today.
If you are struggling with finding reasons to stay alive, then here's what I have to say about that:
- Do not rely on others to make yourself happy. Although human beings are social creatures, people come and go all the time. Don't strive to make one person the source of your happiness.
- Happiness isn't something that comes for free. Sometimes, you've gotta work for it. One way you can do this is by changing your attitude. A positive mindset will definitely improve your outlook on life. It takes a while, but it certainly is worth trying!
- You've made it through all the downs in your life up until today, why should you stop now? The fact that you are still on this Earth alive after all the bad stuff you've had to deal with is proof enough that you can make it through the rough.
- If you can't find happiness in the people around you, find it in the world. Nature, little activities you do, things you enjoy etc. Again, people are not the only source of someone's happiness.
- You are in charge of your happiness. Just as you said, people are worried about their own feelings, so you should pay attention to your own. If those around you are only taking care of themselves, you should take care of yourself too.
I really hope that you take into account my words. I'm sorry if I repeated some things.
I'll leave with this quote:
"You need to have a bad day every once in a while. Otherwise, you'll never know what a good day feels like."
If you want, you can contact me whenever you want to let out your feelings or anything, my email is teeformee@gmail.com, just shoot me a message if you want my Skype, Kik, LINE etc.
I hope you feel better, I really hope you do.
