My only trust-able friend has been away and un-reachable for over 10 days. He convinced me to not give up and keep living. Every day I go without him i get more and more depressed. Yesterday i SHed after being clean since October. Anyway all I need is you guys to convince me that there is something worth living for and that not everyone hates me.
I know how you feel, I used to have a friend in middle school and we were very close, over summer she moved without a word to me, she didn't have a cell so I couldn't talk to her anymore. She was my only friend back then, but now I have more friends, some weirder than others but they're all very dear to me, I think you will find more people later on that will make your life complete too. Sincerely SĮNCĘREŁY ARYA