1 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-29 20:27 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
a few months ago i was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia but even before that like years before that i was beyond scared that everything i see and touch is all in my head i fear that everything is in my head i question religion and all that stuff because i cant find any proof that my mind can accept to either prove or disprove reality I've been smoking marijuana daily just to get everything to just stop for one second so what i need what i really need is proof that this exists
2 Name: Arya : 2015-01-29 22:08 ID:UU3DUwSI [Del]
Everyone gets that way sometimes, some more than others but it's natural. I used to get like that too, later on it started to go away once I stopped thinking about it. Also, I think the marijuana might not work as well as you hope, it may help a little but not long. I hope you get better, don't give up
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3 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-29 22:35 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
i really appreciate the help
4 Name: Arya : 2015-01-29 22:36 ID:UU3DUwSI [Del]
No problem, I'm always here to help😊
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6 Name: BarabiSama !lmBitchbiw : 2015-01-29 23:04 ID:GVQA6fVf [Del]
If you were diagnosed, you need to be talking to a professional about this, not to us. Arya can say we "all get like that", but we will never understand what you're going through, and thus it's difficult for us to know what needs to be said to help.
7 Name: Crisis !JjfHYEcdHQ : 2015-01-30 00:15 ID:lsj1kYFr [Del]
>>6 +1
Strangers on the internet are no substitute for professional help.
8 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-30 03:31 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
I've been too afraid to actually tell therapists and doctors whats going through my head because i fear that they will turn against me so i turn to internet to be anonymous so i can get help to some extent without my real name being spread around i apologize for sounding rude you both seem like very nice people but I'm afraid of doctors
9 Name: Crisis !JjfHYEcdHQ : 2015-01-30 04:11 ID:lsj1kYFr [Del]
>>8 Is being afraid of doctors a good enough reason to avoid them, despite having pneumonia?
There is no substitute for professional help. They've gone to school for this and deal with multiple people going through exactly what you are right now. They're you're best bet.
10 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-30 05:00 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
no i mean like psychologists therapists i don't trust them i don't really trust anybody that includes myself
11 Name: BarabiSama !lmBitchbiw : 2015-01-30 05:09 ID:GVQA6fVf [Del]
>>8 >>10 I'm sorry for that. It was a thoughtless comment. Of course you're afraid of them; that's the very nature of your disorder, and us telling you to get over it isn't going to change that.
Hopefully someone in your offline life will really understand what's going on and force you to get the help you need.
12 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-30 05:16 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
i found one other person like me he gave me a different outlook on things but it didn't really help it just gave me a different angle to look at what i view as nonexistence
13 Name: Kaneki : 2015-01-30 08:20 ID:FJOXeHO8 [Del]
Just be calm and try not to worry to much. Everything you see is real. Religion is still debatable. But I personally believe science and religion are two sides of the same coin. religion is blind faith and science is searching for the truth.
14 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-30 15:52 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
but knowing my disorder its gotten me worse anything or anyone could just be a figment of my imagination and i could not know my main worry is that it is not real and all just in my head
15 Name: Ginger : 2015-01-30 16:09 ID:jgYdkSxN [Del]
>>14 It could all just be in your head that is true, but have you ever thought that everyone else even knew that they we're creations from you? I truly doubt that all i am is just some imagined being made to serve someone i didn't even know existed. If it bothers you so much learn to be happy with that idea. Either way all i care about is myself and so should you.
16 Name: X : 2015-01-30 16:26 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
Hey maybe they aren't proud of it. Its not that hard to create a fake social circle all you really need is a pool of similarities and an active enough imagination and there you go friends.
17 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-31 03:11 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
i dont understand why i should only care about myself I'm not trying to be selfless or selfless i just want to know if anything is real
18 Name: shinobu : 2015-01-31 03:11 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
selfish*
19 Name: ryuhime : 2015-01-31 10:45 ID:nI8m2Bn3 [Del]
if i understand correctly you're trying to find proof that this isn't all just in your head. In that case, you should start a search for the weirdest things possible. eventually you'll find something that you know for sure you couldn't have come up with yourself. You could also try having a conversation with someone who has drastically different views than you. I hope this helps!
20 Name: Red : 2015-01-31 17:49 ID:zjZQfo5L [Del]
i had a fase like that in my life, it sucked, i just try and ignore it completely :)
21 Name: deadlockOverride : 2015-02-01 06:33 ID:KibUmWAF [Del]
Either you can shake it off or get used to it. I did the latter. I don't think that's a solution for a typical person, though. I did take some hits to my head, after all.
22 Name: shinobu : 2015-03-08 04:21 ID:SjCo0pac [Del]
i hate to be late...you guys have helped me a lot believe me i wish i could show you how thankful i am for helping me
23 Name: Kokkuri-san : 2015-05-11 21:28 ID:k7saatf9 [Del]
An old saying goes:
'A stranger can see in a brighter light'
